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一九九四年,苏佩告别舅舅舅妈,坐上家乡直达北京的火车,去上大学。离开生活了十六年的家乡,暂别生她养她的小城。
苏佩高三读的理科班,老师建议她报考B大,她还犹豫了一阵儿。不是不想上B大,也不是成绩不好,可听说大城市里生活水平很高。上大学每年学费、住宿费、生活费乱七八糟的加起来,要好多钱的。这笔钱哪里来呢?
舅和舅妈虽然没说什么,可他们没有固定收入,现在小店的生意也不好。开饭店的越来越多,舅那小店又不高档,赚的是蝇头小利,收入根本供不起两个孩子同时读大学。就算能供起,苏佩也不想增加舅的负担。
苏佩想考个离家近的学校,比如沈阳师范或沈阳理工,一边上学一边打工。她这些年跟舅学做菜,寒暑假里还能找间小饭店做个二厨。毕业了回家乡当个中学老师,挺好。要是去北京,那里的人能吃惯她做的东北菜?可是老师很坚持,还说不是只能报一个学校,第二第三志愿也可以报别的学校,先把第一志愿报B大,考上了再商量。苏佩想考上也不去,但还是听了老师的。
收到通知书的时候,老师特地给苏佩送到家里,说今年学校就她一个人考上B大了,一定得去读。多少孩子想去还去不上,你咋还能不去呢?又问因为啥不去。苏佩不知道该不该跟老师说,最后决定不说。
苏佩不吱声,老师急了。老师说学校都决定奖励你五千块钱了,你要不去读可就拿不到了。苏佩一听乐了,说老师我去。苏佩想有了这钱,再跟舅要上儿,第一年的学费什么的应该够了。只要第一年能解决,到时候再找地方打工,应该能读下去。
舅又给苏佩拿了五千块钱。舅拉着苏佩的手说,孩子你放心去,舅肯定供你把大学读完。苏佩听了不是不感动,不管这话水份有多少,毕竟舅能说出来,毕竟舅养了自己十几年。
苏佩拉着舅的手说,舅这么多年谢谢你和舅妈照顾我,要是没有你们我还不一定怎么样呢。我爹妈死的早,要是他们地下知道,也肯定非常感激你和舅妈。你们这些年也不容易,我和杨毅还同时上大学,舅你的负担太重了。听说大城市工作机会挺多的,很多学生都是边学习边打工。我到了那边,看能不能找着事做,舅你就别为心了。
苏佩顿了顿又说,我就要离开你们了,等我毕业了再好好孝顺你和舅妈。舅眼圈红了:你妈要能看到你今天这样,死也能瞑目。
收拾好行李,苏佩又去看了一次爸妈。爸和妈葬在矿区的墓地,小时候她不知道爸妈是死了,舅也没带她来过。后来长大明白事儿了,舅带她来这儿给爸妈磕头。苏佩有空的时候总要来这儿,絮絮跟爸妈说会儿话,想像着他们能听到。
苏佩把纸钱烧完,跪在墓碑前面,说爸妈,宝宝要走了,去北京。宝宝长大了,有好好读书,考上大学了,宝宝乖不乖?可是北京很远很远啊,宝宝想你们怎么办呢?
苏佩又说爸妈你们放心吧,宝宝会好好的,会照顾好自己……说着说着眼泪掉下来,说妈妈你骗人,你说我好好读书,我长大了,你和爸爸回来看宝宝的。你们咋不回来呢,咋不来呢?
苏佩哭了一会儿,抹抹眼泪,又跪了很久。磕个头,说爸爸妈妈,宝宝走了,不能经常来看你们了,等我放假回家就还来。爸妈你们保佑宝宝一路顺风哦。拿衣袖给爸妈的墓碑擦了又擦,站起来把碑搂了一会儿,终于走了。
苏佩坐的是晚车,晚上八发车,第二天早上八半到站。舅一家人送苏佩上火车,舅妈跟苏佩嘱咐了许多话,苏佩一一头记下。杨毅帮忙扛着行李,一身汗,终于把它们塞到架上。杨毅还是那么胖,这么胖的人踢起球来不晓得是个什么样?苏佩想想就笑了。这个杨胖子倒是懂事了不少,再没给她塞过臭袜子。
杨毅使劲拍拍她的头,说丫头真不用我送你去?苏佩说得了吧,你考的哈工大,我南下你北上,怎么送我啊?杨胖子挠挠头,那也能送啊,我还想顺便看看北京是啥样儿的呢。苏佩说过几天你也得去报道了,等放假了热烈欢迎你来啊。杨胖子说到时候你得给我介绍对象,还要漂亮的啊。苏佩说就怕漂亮的不跟你搞对象。舅妈一巴掌拍在杨毅脑袋上:死小子还没上大学呢就想搞对象。
舅摸摸苏佩的头,说家里新装的电话,号码记住没?苏佩说记下了。舅说有事儿就给家里打电话,别难为自己,听到没?苏佩头。火车响笛要开了,舅一家人下车。苏佩跟他们挥手,竟然有想哭的冲动。要离开了,离开没走出过一步的小城,去那么遥远的地方,无亲无故,会有怎样的际遇呢?
苏佩下了火车,背个大包,又一手拎一个。一路上找人问路,问坐什么车,折腾到下午才到B大校门。这北京的公车可把苏佩搞懵了。308路、409路的,线路太多。家乡最多就排到31路车。苏佩想也许是地方大,线路就多呗。嗯,一定是这样的。
到了学校,门口有接待的人,看样子也是学生。人家还带着她办手续、交费,告诉她食堂在哪,澡堂在哪,最后还有人把她送到宿舍。苏佩谢了人家,也没问人家叫啥名,把人送走,把鞋甩了就往床上倒。可累坏了,坐长途火车不是一般人能干的活哇。
苏佩是早来的学生,这间宿舍四个人,只来了她一人。歇了一会儿,苏佩出去给舅打个电话报平安。慢慢走回宿舍,把剩的矿泉水喝两口,饭也不吃,衣服也不脱,倒头就睡。
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