第十八章
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“艳艳。你尽情吧。我今天也把我自己交给你了。”我说着挺了挺胸。
“呵呵呵呵。看你着一副视死如归的样子。哈哈哈哈。”柳艳艳真的非常开心。
“来。看看。”柳艳艳搂住我,站在卫生间的大镜子前面。“哎呀,这可比什么毛片都好看。看毛片,哪有这种肉贴肉温热细腻的感觉?来,进来。”柳艳艳拉着我迈进浴盆。
“这里卫生吗?看着非常洁白干净,可是有没有传染病可不一定呀。”我稍稍迟疑。
“你呀。土了不是?还总住宾馆的呢,这不都有防范措施嘛。看看,这是一次性的浴缸罩,铺在浴缸里,再放水,保证你不会染上什么病。只是你别给我染上病就成。”柳艳艳展开浴缸罩,让我和她一块儿,拽着浴缸罩死角,铺展在浴缸里。
“我也不会给你染上病。这不是?男女做爱防病的药物和器具都放在这,花钱就可以用。”我指着标明有偿消费的精致小筐里放着的消毒液和安全套等说。
“嘻嘻。现在可真有意思。说不让卖淫嫖娼,说不让人们随意做爱,可这些场合还放着这些东西。你说,这不就是给咱们这样和卖淫嫖娼的人们准备的吗?夫妻之间,还用得着这东西?”柳艳艳边抚摸着我胸膛上的绒毛边说。
“是呀。说归说,现在不真管这些事情。只要人们防范好不传染疾病,大家都愿意做的事情就尽情的做呗。”
“真是的。这么好的事情真的不该限制。强迫的、暴力的该管,自觉自愿的干吗干涉呀?就是卖淫嫖娼也是双方公平交易互相满足呀?不招谁不惹谁的,挣钱的挣钱,找乐的找乐,不是各得其所吗?这个世界生活中,只要是和谐的事情,都应该是允许的。”
“哦,艳艳,有高度了。让你这一说,做爱着事情,不仅舒服快乐,还积极高尚了。呵呵呵呵。”
“来吧。别管说了,躺下吧。”柳艳艳说话的声音比刚才说话时柔软了许多。
“艳艳啊。看看吧,你不能见痛苦不救吧?”我用手指拨弄了一下自己的东西,硬得几乎连动都不动。
“嘻嘻嘻嘻。就让你憋着,你以为我平静呀?得不到,才期待;期待,才更渴望得到;渴望得到,这过程才无比的美好。来,把胳膊腿打开。”柳艳艳帮我分开两只胳膊,用双手劈开我的双腿,拧开浴液瓶,在我的身上涂抹起来。
柳艳艳这时完全进入了自我玩儿乐的境界。她像个美容师似的,一一的从浴液瓶中挤出浴液,用她的纤纤玉指,再我的肌肤上轻轻的划着圈。柔腻、光滑、酥痒、润贴,真是太舒服了。
“舟舟,我认为人体真的是最美的。其他物体美,只作用于人的感官,即使对人的心理和情感有作用,也是潜移默化的。而人体给人产生的美感,可以作用于人的骨髓。使人从骨子里透出激动和震撼,进而急于想获取和占有这种美。”柳艳艳边在我的胸部划着圈,便絮絮叨叨地说着。
“艳艳。你自己独处的时候,是不是总思考这些事情?”
“想。当然想。思考总比什么都不想要好。”
“对。生活中的很多事情,真的要认真的好好的思考。想明白了,也就知道该怎么做了。”
“啊。舟舟,你的肌肉好结实。女人看了你这样的肌肉,没有没反应的。”柳艳艳瞪着圆圆的眼睛,馋涎欲滴的看着我肌肉隆起的胸膛。
“嗯。你说的对。”
“可以说吗?你跟多少女人上过床啦?呵呵。”
“这能说吗?最起码不该对你说吧?”
“没什么?我理解。你既然跟过别的女人上过床,跟多跟少都一样。这没什么本质的不同。”
“就像我不会干涉你是否跟多少男人上床一样?嘻嘻。”
“是呀。一样。情人关系和一夜情关系,谁都不该干涉谁。只要两个人在一起的时候尽兴愉悦了,就可以了。至于相互离开之后各自又投入了谁的怀抱,管他干吗?”
“你真的很开明,很洒脱。”我从心里赞扬柳艳艳。
“不开明不洒脱只会跟自己过不去。我今天说归说,我以前自己也陷在怪圈中出不来。总是用原有的、固定的东西圈着自己,跟我老公较劲。实际上,我能改造他吗?我能影响他吗?我能限制他吗?跟眼下这样的社会现实争夺老公,一个人的力量太微不足道了。在改造不了别人的时候,我只有调整自己。调整了自己,就会理解或者原谅了别人。不再和别人较劲,自己心态平和了,别人舒服,自己也自由了。幸福和快乐,就从这里产生了。”
“艳艳。不知不觉的你再给我上课呀。”
“不是上课。是我思考的结果。你则是我思考的最重要的成果。如果你早来一个月,我肯定不会跟你上床的。我宁可相信我会有办法把我的老公从别的女人身边拉回来,我也不会主动投入到别的男人的怀抱。现在,我更不会像以前那样认为了。我有了对人生、对生活、对两性、对性爱、对婚姻更明确的认识了。”
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