第五百三十七章 爱恨只在一瞬间
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噗嗤!
年轻人脸色煞白,虚弱地吐出一口血肉,向前接连被吸得踉跄几步,才重新稳住身形。
双方再次平衡对峙。
“为什么?”楚云升知道想杀掉年轻人,现在唯一的办法就是拼身体,谁先撑不住,谁就先完蛋,正好也乘这个时间,他要问柳璃个明白。
他被柳璃一前一后的变化,以及刚才的那番话给彻底搞糊涂了,现在还在云里雾里,不知所以然。
柳璃似乎被楚云升质疑的眼神吓到了,脸色苍白,内疚道:“云升,对不起,我知道不想要孩子,想再奋斗几年,可是我想要,做梦都想要,所以我瞒着没吃药,我就是想要个孩子,和结婚,踏踏实实,我……”
楚云升不相信,ji动道:“可是,那,又为什么要走?就算走,为什么连个联系方式都不给我?qq找不到,微信短信不回,电话打不通,我问了所有人都没的消息,最好的朋友筱筱,还有爸妈都不肯,知道我找都找疯了吗!?”
“对不起,对不起,云升,都是我不好,我不该自己做主要孩子的。”柳璃痛苦万分地抽泣。
看着她熟悉的眼神与哭泣声,楚云升忽然意识到了什么,刚才像是另外一个人一般的“柳璃“所的话如重锤一样敲入他心里,一阵剧痛,声音几乎颤栗:“是不是有另外一个人?”
柳璃咬着嘴chun,哽咽道:“那天我去医院,知道怀上了,一路上又高兴又害怕,心想着不知道该怎么和,我就去超市买了花买了红酒,准备晚上找机会告诉,可是我连超市门都没能出,忽然就昏倒了,醒来就是一片黑暗的地方她后来告诉我,她一直在等我怀上孩子,一怀上就夺走我的身体,我求她不要伤害,她一开始不理睬我,后来被我磨得受不了了,告诉我不会要我了,也早就放弃找我了,还会有很多别的女人,我不相信,就和她打了一个赌,她问我哪里来的那么大的信心,我我信任!”
楚云升眼泪师地一下子涌了出来,再不用别人什么,他什么都明白了,也什么都懂了,心如针扎刀绞,痛彻灵hun,爱恨原来只在一瞬间!
那一声“我信任”几乎令他恨不得杀了自己!
“璃,不要了,是我对不起,是我,都是我!是我这个该死的身份!是我害了!”
柳璃眼神突然涣散了一下,像是很乏很累,但她仍凭借着一股意志支撑着,lu出一个笑容,孩子般的笑容:“云升,看见我好开心,真的好开心,我就知道会来找我的,一定回来的!”
“我”楚云升不敢下去,因为他真的没有做到,他真的放弃了,他觉得和柳璃对他的爱比起来,自己一钱不值,还害了她一生。
他想骂自己,抽自己,掏心挖肝。
柳璃伸出飞速枯萎的手隔着棺壁虚堵住楚云升的嘴,爱意融融:“不要,别,让我在幸福中离开这个世界……”
楚云升猛地吸了一口气,泪满盈眶,死死咬住自己的嘴chun,不停地颤抖,他觉得自己不配也承受不起柳璃这份沉甸甸的可以压垮世间一切的感情。
二十多年近三十年,没有任何一个人比楚云升更为清楚零维空间的恐怖,五阶崩心,无边的空虚,无尽的孤独,谁能承受!?
可是他现在却只能看着她,隔着棺材看着她!
他想再抱抱她,想再吻一次她,却是奢望!
他连她的一个衣角,一个手指头都碰不到!
柳璃合了合眼,她全身以看得见的速度在苍老,楚云升浑身剧烈颤抖,嘴chun抽搐,愤怒痉挛,因为他什么都做不了,眼睁睁地看着自己最心爱的女人在自己面前片片凋落,慢慢死去!
而他还他妈的赤身luo体和另外一个女人身在一处!
“放我出去。”
楚云升抽搐了一下,死死低声道。
“放我出去!”
他一下子掐着女尸的脖子,厉声道。
女尸一动不动!
“放我出去!!!”
楚云升迸发出一股无法想象的力量,几乎将女尸的脖子捏断,大吼道!
“清醒一点,出去,也救活不了她!”
女尸终于话了,叹息一声道。
“我不管,我欠她的!让我出去,我用黑雾和换,想吸多少都行!”楚云升悲痛yu绝。
女尸摇了摇头,睁开眼睛,带着一丝同情的目光看向柳璃,道:“这里,棺材打开,我瞬间死亡,有何用?”
“我不能看着她死!”楚云升眼神坚定道。
“云升!”刚刚迷离了一下的柳璃,勉强笑了笑,打断道:“那是我们的孩子,我给她起了好多的名字,可是没一个觉得好听,以后就交给了,要把她养大,我其实好想听这些年是怎么过来的,可惜没时间了……”
“不,不,我能想到办法,不要放弃!”楚云升明知自欺欺人,却仍然这般道,其实是骗自己。
柳璃眼神越来越迷离:“云升,在那边,我还等,多久都等。”
完,她忽然回光返照一般,轻轻隔着棺壁亲了楚云升一口,弯腰捡起一柄锋利的钢筋条,目光冰冷地走向还在与楚云升黑雾对峙的年轻人。
“想干什么?别过去,快回来!”楚云升惊慌道。
这时,八条锁链捆住的那道光柱,淡淡泯灭中,自叹一声:“真傻!”
…………………,…,
熬夜还是更了,就要来临,等待我和老楚一起爆发吧。!。@
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