第一千四百零六章 考验再次开始
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姜旭阳就坐在小黑屋的门口,拳头使劲的往门上砸,他都不知道自己砸了多久,最后他的拳头都麻木了,没有一点知觉,借着昏暗的光芒,他能看到拳头已经出血了,鲜血顺着指尖流淌而下。最新地址ltxsba.pw
“秦枫,秦枫,我杀了你!”沙哑,姜旭阳的声音早就喊的沙哑了,浑身无力的坐在地上。
“我害了我儿,是我害了我儿!”姜旭阳嘴中呢喃着,突然嚎叫起来:“不,不是我,不是我自己,是秦枫,是秦枫,一切都是秦枫,不是我,不是我!”
“我害了我儿,居然我害了我儿!”姜旭阳犹如精神分裂一般,他的脑袋很是混乱,自己胡言乱语,甚至在自己和自己争辩,他崩溃了,在秦枫的话语下,他真的崩溃了,彻彻底底的崩溃。
也不知道过了多久,姜旭阳觉得自己的肚子很饿,他看到被他打翻在地上的饭菜,犹豫很久很久,最终还是走了过去,蹲下身子,用沾满鲜血的手抓起一把,就往嘴里噻。
“是我害了我儿,是我害了我儿,是我,是我……”姜旭阳一边吃着饭,一边流着泪,一边嘶吼着,他心痛,他无比心痛,即便他在怎么不承认,他必须得承认,的确是他自己害了他儿子。
执念,找秦枫报仇,完全是姜旭阳的执念。秦枫说那一番话的时候,他的内心深处已经意识到了问题,只是他不想承认,所以他才会疯狂。
秦枫离开了,只剩下他一个人孤零零的在小黑屋中,他连自己都不敢面对吗?他不想面对自己,可他还是面对了,一边吃着饭,一边流淌下流水,一边喊叫:“是我,是我,是我害了你,儿啊,是我害了你!”
心酸,悲凉。
此时此刻,充斥在姜旭阳心中的并不是仇恨,而是后悔,他后悔为什么当初没有严格要求姜戎,为什么当初那么护短,为什么自己将在自己儿子变成恶少,最后落得如此下场。
姜旭阳很后悔,如果给他一次重来的机会,他绝对不会想之前那样教育他儿子,他一定会严加管教,一定不会再让他儿子成为一个恶少。
可惜,没有重新来过的机会。
姜旭阳认可了秦枫的话,如果没有秦枫,他儿子姜戎的下场恐怕也不会比现在好上多少,他自己也同样如此,只是他没有早一点看开,没有早一点想通,现在看开了,想通了,却一点用也没有了。
突然,姜旭阳面部僵硬,眼睛直勾勾的盯着前方,连嘴巴中的饭都忘记嚼了,之后猛然站起身来,冲向小黑屋的门口处,抬起麻木,已经流满鲜血的手臂,重重敲击铁门:“为了我儿,为了我儿,我不能让他后半生过的凄惨,我不能,不能,我要见到他,我要见到他……”
“咚咚咚……”
“开门,开门,我要见我儿子,我要见我儿子,给我一次机会,给我一次机会……咚咚咚……”姜旭阳一边对外吼叫着,一边砸门,可惜,门外一点回应也没有,没有人答应他,也没有人可他开门。
“我要见我儿子,我要见我儿子……”姜旭阳蹲坐在小黑屋门口,一直叫喊着。
……
秦枫和孙阳离开了警察局。
回往龙腾宾馆的路上,孙阳见秦枫神情很是平静,只是这种平静,并不想表面的平静,他终于忍不住问道:“秦枫同志,怎么了?看的模样,好像有心事!是因为姜旭阳吗?”
秦枫看了孙阳一眼,淡淡的道:“只是有些感慨。一个不是被仇恨冲昏头脑的人,而是不愿意承认,不想承认自己过错的人,是多么的可悲。保持着执念,其实他的内心是多么的悲凉。”
孙阳是懂非懂:“你是再说姜旭阳吗?”
“是啊!”秦枫叹息一口气,道:“姜旭阳,并不是被仇恨冲昏了头脑,他只是不愿意承认自己的过错,将这些过错强加给我,试图杀了我,证明他自己是对的!我的确废了他儿子不假,但这都是他自己种下的因。”
“你这么说,是在同情他吗?”孙阳道。
“不是!”秦枫微微一笑,道:“姜旭阳这样的人不值得同情,同样哪天我落到他那个境地也不值得同情。我只是有些感慨罢了。”
每个人的人生轨迹都是不同的,一个人经历与其他人截然不同的人生,这些人生中,有很多是令人感慨的,也有很多是令人唏嘘的,秦枫他自己的人生又是什么样的呢?
从警察局离开后,秦枫和孙阳直接回到了龙腾宾馆。
十点钟两个人从龙腾宾馆离开,当他们回到龙腾宾馆的时候,已经是中午十二点了,陶祥明、八爷、张天放、陈浩楠等所有人都已经在龙腾宾馆了。
秦枫和孙阳下了宝马,进入龙腾宾馆内。
见到秦枫回来,陶祥明问道:“见到姜旭阳了吧?你给他送饭,他没有领你情吧?我看他一定非常仇视你,恨不得当场将你掐死,一定是这样的。”
秦枫看了陶祥明一眼,挑起大拇指,道:“你猜对了!”
“枫哥,要我说,你就不应该给姜旭阳送饭,给他送什么饭啊!”山鸡同样恨姜旭阳,咬牙道:“如果换成是我,我一定给他去送屎,让他****噎死!”
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