第008章 冷君奕的伤痛
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似很久，又似片刻，就在丹丹以为这老太太的神色阴沉的要结冰将她活活冻死的时候，老夫人忽然缓缓的笑了，嗔了她一眼，眼底却没有一分暖意。更多小说ltxsba.
丹丹心中明白，必是有什么地方让这老太太不舒服了，可是，她并没有半分失礼，这老太太阴晴不定的脾气实在莫名其妙。
丹丹自是不知道老夫人几乎冲口就要质问她与谢鹏飞的事，可是一开口话儿却是转了，“还叫老夫人，该改口了，叫祖母！”
也不待丹丹应答，老夫人兀自说了起来，“君奕这孩子性子冷，做事也稳当，可心底却是极苦的，这也怪不得他，是她母亲对他苛责了些……”
发觉有些在孙媳妇面前诋毁儿媳妇的意味，老太太微微顿了顿，缓了缓道：“她母亲这也是为的他好，君奕也的确争气、出色，不光是当得皇上的称赞，就是放眼整个大朱，比他出类拔萃的也是不多……”
老太太说到这停下看了丹丹一眼，丹丹不知老太太究竟想说什么，纯粹的夸赞、炫耀孙子，应该不是，她乖巧的头，顺着奉承了一句，“是！”
老太太很满意丹丹的语态，眼神闪了几闪方呵呵笑道：“你这孩子我一看就喜欢，性子宜静宜动，又识大体、懂规矩，怎么也不会做那失礼的事，最最适合君奕，以后有你陪着他、开导他我和侯爷都放心了……”
丹丹大汗，一方面觉得这老太太眼真毒。她的确宜静宜动，忧郁的时候安安静静、无声无息，疯癫的时候撸起袖子就敢往树上爬，也敢闭着眼睛往下跳。跟个野小子差不多，不过，那都是很久很久很久以前的事了。遥远的上辈子。
但是那句“识大体、懂规矩”，丹丹微垂双目，立刻明白老太太为何忽然喜怒无常了，还不是因为谢鹏飞那事，老太太这是借机敲打她。
那天的事冷老夫人亲自审问了谢鹏飞，谢鹏飞留了个心眼，只说丹丹极爱他铺子里的果脯。想订购一些，才和他去茶楼谈价格，老太太半信半疑却也没有为难他。谢鹏飞当下就让人告知了丹丹，丹丹也晓得老太太未必全信，却是没有与老太太解释的必要。她还未进门呢，这老太太管的未免太宽了。
老太太拿眼觑了丹丹，瞅不见丹丹的神色，想再深说几句又觉得眼下逼问未过门的孙媳妇不妥，只得继续之前的话题，“其实，君奕小的时候有个大哥，比君暄长了些，身子却是有些弱。所以八岁还未向皇上请封世子，那时君奕五岁，异常的调皮淘气，就是君扬也不及他猴……”
老太太说到这里，忽然顿了下来，神色悲伤。情绪不稳，听的丹丹心中揪紧。
“也是初冬的天气，湖上刚结了一层薄冰，一日丫鬟婆子没看住，他悄悄溜了出去玩，结果掉进了湖里，君安为了救他本就孱弱的身子当晚就发起了高烧，第二日便没了……”老太太老泪纵横，毕竟是她的第一个嫡长孙子，岂有不心疼的，“……君奕也就是那时便懂事了，五岁后再也不见他笑过，整日沉默寡言、乖巧懂事，不管他母亲如何的抱怨吵嚷，从不发一言……可怜的孩子，是丫鬟婆子失职，又哪里是他的责任、过错……”
这便是沐氏憎恶自己亲生儿子的原因，冷君安只比冷君暄大了几天，老太太没好说明冷君安身子弱的原因，因为冷君安是七月早产儿，否则就是线姨娘先生庶长子，以沐氏强势、好妒的性子哪里肯失了脸面被人在背后又是讥讽又是同情，她拼了性命喝下催产药，生下孱弱的冷君安，好不容易养到八岁，却还是因为冷君奕没了，无形中冷君暄又排了庶长子，沐氏便将对冷侯爷、对冷君暄、对线姨娘和老太太的怨恨都强加在了冷君奕的身上，是冷君奕让她所有的付出和谋算付如流水，她还是不可避免的一辈子被人耻笑【.zbjxs.】六夫独宠无弹窗。
老太太的话让丹丹惊愕，手脚冰凉，心中揪痛，太震惊了，她甚至忘了去象征性的安慰老太太两句。
她一直以为冷三公子这个排序是将冷君敏算作老大的，或者算上大房的儿子，没想到还有这样一件伤心事？
这么些年，他一定万分的懊悔自责吧，时时刻刻，分分秒秒，如影随形，渗入骨髓的伤痛。
就如她当初承受不住奕学长失事的噩耗，我不杀伯仁，伯仁却因我而死，这是一辈子的良心债，永远无法偿还、追悔，只能活在无尽的内疚、懊悔中，至死方休……
而且，世子的头衔还落在他的身上，他害了哥哥一条命，还夺了哥哥的一切。
他的压力和负疚更甚于她，同时他还要背负家族责任，连同冷君安的那份，他还要比冷君安做的更好。
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