初椿二
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乔甯的脑子一片混沌,反反复复出现的就是两个画面,父亲入狱后托人带出来的字条:“我没有罪”;还有母亲去世前,为自己烧的最后一碗桂花糖藕……
仿佛身处一个稍显闷热的初夏晌午,知了在茂密的榕树上声嘶力竭的鼓噪,空气中浸润着樟脑丸和泥腥的味道,汗湿的化纤面料织物贴着身体,黏腻的难受。“这是什么医院,连个空调都舍不得开?”乔甯迷迷糊糊的睁开眼,脑子呈现了长达半分钟的真空状态。
这是一桩三层高的筒子楼,窗外正对着一棵郁郁葱葱的法国梧桐,叶子上悉悉索索的飘着毛絮,窗户右边摆置着老式的五斗橱和缝纫机,上面搁了几幅相片、半导体、梳妆镜等物,紧挨着的矮柜上是一台熊猫14吋小彩电,上面还郑重其事的遮了红色丝绒的罩子。左边是两张罩了蚊帐的棕绷床,中间有布帘隔着,里面码着几床缝了花朵图案的薄被子,简陋中透着温馨。
乔甯正躺在其中的一张床上,藕节似得小胳膊腿大字型的张开,枕头上赫然一小滩口洒水蜒,小腿一蹬,小床就“吱嘎”响起来。
“小囡醒了!”一位面目慈蔼的老奶奶闻声赶来,她的腰上还系着碎花围裙,手里的油渍在上面抹了一下,就把乔甯抱在怀里,轻轻的哼着:“甯甯乖,奶奶这里有甯甯最喜欢喝的绿豆汤,甜咪咪的哦!”
乔甯望着这位熟悉的老人,脑子里像混沌沌的浆糊,奶奶,真的是奶奶,可是她记得,奶奶只带到她五年,就不幸过世了,以后的印象一直都停留在壁龛里那张黑白老照片上。可是现在奶奶确实活生生的站在自己身边,拉扯着自己的小手:“来,把鞋子穿起来,还记得奶奶怎么教你的吗?”乔甯被土得冒泡的塑料凉鞋击倒了,胖乎乎的小手掰了几次才扣上搭绊。
一碗绿豆汤下肚,乔甯骨碌碌的打量着这间不足二十平米的房子,直到看见墙上的年年有鱼老黄历,上面白底红字的写着“1988年戊辰年戊午月甲辰日”,乔甯脑子“瓮”的一声,,难道我重生了?……
不会有人理解乔甯此时的百转千回,十六岁那年,刚刚考上桐市一高的她惊悉父亲入狱的噩耗,在邻里乡亲鄙视的眼光中安抚体弱的母亲,他们背地里戳着脊梁骨:“看,她就是那个乔振良的妻女,真缺德,盖个大桥偷工减料,害死了好几十条人命!“”是啊,这种人判死刑都是轻的了!……“
父亲最终执行了死刑,母亲四处上访无果,加上心情抑郁也一病不起,也在半年后撒手而去。父母去世后,乔甯的生活更加艰难,亲友的疏远,言论的指责,为了上大学举债度日……饱尝人世艰辛的磨难,生生的改变了一个人的人生轨迹。但是这所有的一切,都随着乔甯重生的一刻,而烟消云散了,亲人还都活着,自己还在孩提之年,悲剧还没有开场,是不是意味着,所有的剧情都有另一种可能?
想到这里,她动情的唤了一声:“奶奶!”然后埋在身后撒娇,体味着失而复得的亲情。乔奶奶搂住甯甯,疼惜蹭了蹭软滑滑的小脸,“我们家甯甯最乖了,来,奶奶给你梳辫子!”
半身镜前,乔甯困惑的看着自己的相貌,虽然小身子骨还没有张开,也能依稀看出成年后的模子,肉嘟嘟的小脸上粉嫩的嘴角总是向上甜甜的翘起,黑白分明的大眼睛还没有世故的轻愁,只有未经雕琢的娇憨稚气,一笑起来有种海风吹拂椰林的爽朗。
“哎呀,甯甯一看就是个美人胚子。长大给我家做媳妇吧!”窗外的许阿姨探了探头,筒子楼就是这样,同一层的住户都串在一个过道上,八户人家共用一个卫生间,平时生火做饭也都挤在楼道里,家家门前都支着灶台,堆着一摞摞的蜂窝煤。
“好啊!就怕你们家韩邡不乐意呢!”乔奶奶嘴上谦虚,心里却骄傲的很。不过韩家的小子也确实优秀,虽然才八岁的年纪,已经处处显露峥嵘,学习成绩稳居年级第一,书法比赛第一名,好像还有个什么校级长跑冠军,唉!年纪大了,也记不太清了。
许阿姨来借了半碗香醋,回去给儿子做醋鱼,两人聊了一会天,乔甯都在安静的摆弄着积木,实际上心里焦急的期待着父母的出现,亲爱的爸爸妈妈,我好想你们,我多想真真切切的感受到你们啊!
乔甯的父亲乔振良和母亲丁雁萍是桐市矿机厂的双职工,直到六多钟才拖着疲惫的身影,一起出现在大院门口的梧桐树下,父亲一身白色的的确良衬衫推着脚踏车的把手,母亲素色的蓝底花裙坐在后座上,半旧的皮革包搁在身前,正好垫着刚出笼的糯米烧卖,只这一眼,乔甯的泪水就忍不住夺眶而出,积蓄了那么久的情绪全然迸发出来,“爸、妈,我是甯甯啊,我终于又见到你们了……“
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