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“若曦！”胤禛伸手握住我的手。龙腾小说网ltxsba.com我笑看着他问：“睡醒了？头疼吗？”他笑说：“十三弟以前总夸你酒量好，我一直不以为然。昨夜居然被你灌醉了。”我笑说：“是你酒量差，才是真的。”
胤禛笑而不语，看了我半晌，忽道：“昨夜谁伺候我的？”我道：“我服侍的，当中只叫高无庸进来收拾了下地面。”他轻捏了下我的手，翻身坐起。服侍他洗漱用完早膳。他笑着从抽屉内取出一个狭长小盒给我，我笑道：“新年礼物？”说着打开盒子，触目所及，心情激荡。当日他问我为何不戴簪子，我说不小心摔碎了，他一笑而过，却不料竟然命人雕琢了一只一模一样的。
胤禛拿起簪子替我插好，笑问：“可喜欢？”我用力头，这一直是我心中的遗憾，今日得以弥补。
两人静静相拥了会，他犹豫了下道：“今日是新年第一天，我要去看一下年……”我强笑道：“我正好有些累了，回去再补一觉。”转身欲走。他拽着我道：“若曦，体谅下我。”我头未回，抽手出来道：“我已经尽力，难道你还要我笑脸送你过去吗？”说完，快步而出。
回屋枯坐着发呆，忽听得外面一片请安之声，忙匆匆拉开门向皇后请安，心下却是极为不舒服，皇后一向行事谨慎稳妥，无缘无故到我这里来干吗？皇后紧走了几步搀扶起我笑道：“听闻你腿不方便，以后就不必跪了。”我低头道：“奴婢不敢！”
皇后笑牵着我手进了屋子，挥手摒退众人，强拉着我坐于她身旁道：“你看着比早些年可瘦多了，平日多留神身子。”我浅笑着微一颔首。她笑说：“还记得那年皇阿玛临幸圆明园吗？”我笑头，她叹道：“十年了！那是我第二次仔细打量你。”我微笑一下，低头静坐着。
皇后笑说：“你不纳闷为什么吗？”我抬头看向她，她道：“五十一年的时候，你在宫中罚跪的事情传得沸沸扬扬，众人纷纷揣测究竟所为何事。后来又下起瓢泼大雨，皇上匆匆进了宫，回来时全身湿透，我服侍着皇上沐浴换衣后，皇上晚膳不用，也不睡觉，一直站在窗前看雨，最后竟然走进雨中，站了一宿，我当时哭跪着求他进屋，皇上只淡淡吩咐人把我拖开。”
我震惊地看着皇后，“是皇上让你来告诉我这些的？”皇后摇头道：“皇上过来时只说你心情不好，让我来陪你说说话，不要让你一个人闷在屋中胡思乱想。这些话是我自个在心中憋了多年，今天实在忍不住才说了出来。当年我只是惊疑不定，猜不透究竟是为你还是为十三弟，或其它事情。后来除夕夜，看到皇上刻意一眼都不看你时，我才明白几分。
他当年的痛苦绝非笔墨能形容，十三囚禁，我罚跪，他却只能眼看着，他有尊贵的身份却无力保护自己关心的人，也许唯有那冰冷的雨方能缓和心中的痛。早晨积聚在心中的丝丝不快渐渐化去，心里只剩心疼怜惜。
皇后道：“我说这些只是希望能让你心情好些，皇上也就不必忧心忡忡了。”说完起身道：“我知道你不愿见我们，我这就回去了。”
我愣了一下，叫道：“皇后娘娘。”她回头看着我，我道：“我没有与你们争的心，也不是刻意耍性子想要排挤谁，我只是有些事情，我……我自己也很煎熬和矛盾。”她笑头：“我明白，我留意了你将近十一年，若非清楚知道你为人，今日不会说这番话的。”说完仪态端庄地离去。
还有两日元宵节，往年此时宫中诸人都忙着挂花灯，准备欢庆佳节，今年却因仍在丧中，花灯烟花都没得赏。
承欢这段日子与我亲昵了很多，大概是我比较娇纵她。不守规矩出格的事情，在我这里都是一笑而过。她爬树，侍侯她的宫女太监急得蹦蹦跳，我却在一旁看着乐，只嘱咐她当心别摔下来。她撩起裙子追狗玩，一旁的老嬷嬷喝着命她站住，我却赶忙支使人把老嬷嬷哄走，由着她和狗抱在一起滚爬。打碎了皇后宫中胤禛新赐的玉如意，吓得躲在树上不肯下来，我教她先把自己掐哭，再去抱着皇后的腿求皇后责打，皇后当然是不可能打她的，承欢又立即去胤禛面前说皇后待她有多好，把皇后夸的天上地下绝无仅有，皇后暗有的一丝不快也立即烟消云散，见了承欢越发心肝宝贝的。三番四次下来，她个鬼精灵也知道惹麻烦时找谁最管用，谁会花心思替她遮掩，帮她说谎话。
胤禛说了我两次，说我不能这么由着承欢胡来，再这么下去，她哪天都敢把养心殿的瓦揭下来。我道：“那就让人再放回去！”他盯了我一会，摇摇头，未再多言。
承欢和我在一旁看着小太监帮我们扎灯笼，究竟扎个什么式样的灯笼，承欢却一直拿不定主意，一会说要荷花样的，一会又说要孙猴子，两人正嘀嘀咕咕商量，玉檀面色难看地匆匆跑来道：“姐姐，皇上要见你！”我嘱咐了承欢几句，忙随玉檀而去。
“什么事？”玉檀道：“姐姐去了就知道。”我心下纳闷，忙加快了脚步。
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