第一百四十七章 像个小鹿的孩纸
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“能不能……能不能请你不要走?我……害怕。龙腾小说网ltxsba.com”
那双小鹿眼噙着泪水,在文晸佑走到她面前时,林允儿抬头看着他,已经没有了刚刚的鄙视无赖腹黑各种情绪,有的只是楚楚可怜,强忍着的坚强下,独属于女孩的脆弱和无助。或许,还有受惊吓的小鹿般迷茫不知所措的呢喃。
文晸佑走回来的时候,暗自告诉自己。曾几何时也有个怯懦的身影抱着膝盖坐着。而如果连流泪的样子也和那次经历重合,他就会选择留下。如今真的见到泪水了,遵守诺言也未必都需要别人知道,因为人往往最终需要面对的,都是自己的本心而已。
“早这样不就好了。”
拿出纸巾递过去,或许是天气有些冷的原因。长长的眼睫毛因为沾上泪珠,不一会居然有些冻住的感觉。文晸佑无奈之下,拿过纸巾小心给她擦拭,不过说出来的话,一如既往的非好感..
“明明有求于人还那种态度,你真当这是日日剧?里面饱受欺凌的主角好像欠每个人的,谁欺负起来都理直气壮。”
林允儿呜咽着,含糊不清看着他:“那……那我怎么办啊?我也是女孩,我也是第一次遇到这种事。我不敢告诉公司,不敢告诉阿爸和欧尼,不敢告诉任何人。接受不可能,可是让公司知道,万一公司同意,我该怎么办啊。”
文晸佑失笑,没好气着她的额头:“公司同意你就照做?你卖给s.m了?”
林允儿眼泪一直都没停住,孩子一般抹着脸:“那我能怎样?同意的话,绝对不可能。可是不同意的话,违背公司我会被封杀雪藏的。五年的练习生不是白做了?阿爸和欧尼会多么担心失望?”
文晸佑疑惑看着她:“你干吗只说阿爸和欧尼?你哦妈都不提一下。”
林允儿一顿,依旧哭泣。不过却没说话。
文晸佑看着她的样子。摇头开口:“我随便说的。你别介意。”
将纸巾塞到她手里,文晸佑站起身打量着周围,半响摇头靠在一边:“那你这么躲着也不合适吧?总是要解决的,难道还能躲一辈子?”
林允儿抽泣着坐在一边:“我也不知道怎么办。也不敢知道。我不是第一次听说艺人要被潜.规.则这种事,但是落到我头上的时候,头脑一片空白。就想着赶紧跑开,赶紧躲起来。其他的什么都没想。”
文晸佑赞叹拍手:“哇。好纯情啊。真是像小鹿一般的孩纸。”
林允儿知道他是调侃,但此时此刻,也没有多说什么。
文晸佑眯着眼睛:“那干吗不去酒店之类的地方躲着,非要在这里?”
林允儿摆弄着头发:“因为……因为是公众人物。如果去那种场合,很快就会被找到的。”
文晸佑轻笑:“所以我猜,你拽着我也不是无意间的行为吧?是不是看见我的一瞬间就已经决定了?”
林允儿躲闪着文晸佑的目光,微微头:“是。我想……想找个人陪在身边,或许会更有安全感。”
文晸佑呼出一口气:“明知道你是拉我垫背的,哪怕曝光的话,也会因为我的存在对方不敢闹太大。不过我就不揭穿你了。就当你说的是真心话吧。”
林允儿此时还能说什么,被猜了个十成十。她还就是这么想的。如果自己跑出来,被发现的话发生了什么事,因为受伤害的也是她一个,曝光对她没好处。可是如果是文晸佑参与进来,不管他什么能力身份,但是他并没有受到潜.规.则的伤害反而牵扯其中,爆给媒体知道没负担。对方也会因为这个而不敢对她怎样,至少不会短时间如何。
来到林允儿面前,文晸佑摇头叹息:“真聪明,一瞬间想到那么多细节。”
见林允儿还是抽泣沉默,文晸佑开口:“其实你应该对s.m有信心的。至少据我了解,不管是李秀满总监还是金英敏,他们都不会贸然应承这类的事。而且那个人居然明目张胆就想在包厢对你非礼,估计层次也高不到哪去。充其量就是个有钱的暴发户,不知天高地厚。那两位的心机随便一个都能玩得他找不到北。”
林允儿倔强抬头,泪痕还没干,表情却严肃:“我不管。现在我谁都不相信。我不会给任何机会再让这种事发生在我身上。”
文晸佑哭笑不得:“所以呢?问题又回到原了。你打算就这么呆在这一辈子?”
林允儿有些怯懦地开口:“你……你不是很聪明吗?所有认识你的人都这么评价你。难道你就不能想个办法?”
文晸佑似笑非笑地看着她:“唯一的办法就是我替你去,可惜他只喜欢女孩。”
算是活跃气氛的调侃,让林允儿放松一些。只是没想到林允儿一愣,表情怪异地摆弄手指嘀咕着:“你……你怎么知道他只喜欢女孩?”
文晸佑表情惊愕,照着她宽宽的额头推了一下:“呀。你的意思要是他真的是男女通吃的取向,就会让我替你被他……”
林允儿咬着嘴唇偷偷看着文晸佑,见他眼神恶毒,赶忙讨好笑着:“啊捏呦。我怎么会这么想呢,你多心了。”
文晸佑看着林允儿,就这么看着。不一会轻声笑出来:“我真是,从来没见过你这样的,长这么大第一次碰见。”
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