第六章 你的泪在我心里
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一个平淡无奇的的秋日。更多小说ltxsba.com我来到这个古老的小城，单位在市郊区一个偏僻的小山沟，满眼都是飘零的落叶，我的心也如这个季节一样着了凉。
一个无所事事的日子，一个秋风吹打着孤墙的时刻，我在漫不经心的涂抹着寂寞的色彩，你无意中走进来，走进我的眼，走进一段刻骨铭心的回忆，走进一个快乐而又伤感的故事。我不经意的看了你一眼，那个时候秋风偶尔拂过湖面，一个短暂的缠绵又化着蝶儿怨蝶儿泪。眼光交错的那一刹那间，我发现你有妩媚的眼中竟然含着忧郁，快乐的眼神深处藏着莫名的伤感，单纯的表面却复杂的模糊了我的双眼。【】
我想读懂你，也许是为了那份天然的默契与心灵的感应，为了焚烧你的全部忧郁和伤感，为了让你快乐起来，我用信息尝试着走进你，你躲躲藏藏，最终还是落入我埋伏的情感，我说我要带你在这个寒冬的深夜去看最美的烟花，我要带你走进一个快乐的殿堂，你说蝶儿美生命短暂，你说烟花最美的不过是那一瞬间的绽放，你说就是化成蝶也心甘。于是，我轻轻的打开你，读你，你小心翼翼的退缩，释放。最终任我翻阅，就像我们曾经共同读过的那本书。”小说“
或许是因为曾经受伤的心灵或感情的疲倦，我始终用一种不现实的梦幻般的眼光看你，回避着世俗和流言蜚语，我用感性的情感欺骗自己理性的那堵墙，最终我控制不了自己的情感，我开始设计温柔的情网，然后假装不知道坦然跳下。我涂抹了一幅画，画面中的鱼儿在流着泪，一滴一滴的滴进我的心里，给它取了一个伤感的名字－－－你的泪在我心里，谁知鱼儿是没有眼泪的。我为你写了一首诗，“月儿圆了又缺了，缺圆之间嫦娥有没有哀怨？月儿起了月儿落了，起落轮回这个世上还有没有眼泪？扯一片黑夜，挂一轮小月，浅也看满也看，人间哪有悲欢。种几颗星儿伴月，离也罢合也罢，孤独守望。看月儿，想月儿，恋月儿，月儿恨月”不知道嫦娥有没有哀怨，但我知道这个世上肯定还有眼泪。
一个冬日的周末，我们一起去喝茶，不约而同的选择了一个叫“雨后江南”的地方，我们临街而坐，冬日的阳光暖暖的亲吻着那扇窗，我们要了人参乌龙茶，我们喝着干红，我们聊着阳光，你说我是你的太阳。走的时候，我拥抱了你，你躲闪不及深深的埋进我的怀里……
这个冬季真好，这个冬季有你，这个冬季快乐在荡漾着。这个冬季湖里的鸳鸯双双对对恩恩爱爱，风在树林里吹响了浪漫的曲调，就连小山也害羞起来，晨雾温柔的拥抱着大地，我依窗拥着你，亲吻着，内心澎湃。我看着你神采飞扬起来，那么楚楚动人，那么娥娜多姿。每天上班我们踏歌而来，我们依恋而去。你说看到我你就快乐起来，你说这个冬季有我不冷。我们聊着说不完的话题，我们找个机会就紧紧的拥抱在一起，我们在“雨后江南”听着轻柔的音乐喝茶，我们拥有着彼此。
忘了窗外，忘了冬季，忘了自己，忘了我们不可能在一起。
我们都活在世俗里面，我们都是凡夫俗子，我的要求越来越多，你也放弃不了你的世界。我们开始争吵，我们用烦恼和痛苦取代了开始的快乐。我们都不肯妥协，我们感觉冬季真的来了，虽然没有下着雪。多少个不眠之夜，我躺在床上问自己怎么就控制不了自己的情感如此爱上你，问自己后面的春天还有没有你，问自己是否真的要求太多。一个凌晨的二你打来电话告诉我，失眠的还有你。
在我生命中有如此美丽的爱情，却也有如此悲伤的离别。仿佛这个冬日屋檐下那晶莹透亮的冰棱，享受着阳光，光芒四射，却终于沉重的坠落，在地上砸得支离破碎最终悄无影踪，冬日原来如此的萧条、落寞。思恋和伤感交替长出忧郁的长发，却化不了蝶，我曾用心为你洒落的情感汇集成河，可满河的爱恋却追不上你离去的足迹。
那些短暂却又美丽的回忆守侯着这些飘不落的日子，在我的脑海里萦绕，在我的生命中轮回，在我梦里闪现。我曾与自己的心灵相约，在冬日的残荷旁拍下你的倩影写下那首《残荷若梦》，“秋一转身，荷便枯了，若陈年的旧照片，没有着落的伤感。我，一个人，踏着残阳如雪，与这片荷塘相约。残荷若老妪，残杆如拐，一起守望，又一冬。”在孤寂的深夜把我们的故事写成一篇并不完美的散文，用我的全部情感，用我自己的语言。在零乱的画室用冰冷而又凄美的色调绘画一个读不懂的你，忧郁的哀怨，多愁的伤感，恨着月儿圆恨着月儿缺。让这些告诉你：曾经有个我，曾经有一份控制不了情感，曾经有一段快乐而又伤感的爱情，曾经我们要创造一个神话。
顺便让春天的风儿告诉你，你的泪在我心里。
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