第四章 兽性的报复(上)
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龙霄是第二天一早发现君仪失踪的,开始还以为君仪是去买早餐给他吃,但左等右等的隔了好久,还是不见君仪回来,他正焦急的在屋中转来转去,忽然见到床头上放着一个信封,他心下大奇,打开来一瞧,上面正是君仪的笔迹。龙腾小说网ltxsba.com
霄:我想你一辈子都不会原谅我,甚至会恨我的不辞而别,但我真的是有无法启齿的原因,所以我还是妄想着你的原谅。
霄,你是我唯一爱着的男孩子,我想这样的爱会持续我的一生。昨晚,我把自己给了你,就是不想留下任何的遗憾,我好快乐,真的,昨晚我好快乐,那会是我整个生命中最快乐的一晚。其实有时候我真的很矛盾,我渴望你永远的记着我,但又想你把我彻底忘了,彻底忘了我们之间的一切。
霄,努力的读书吧,今后你一定会有个远大的前程,再找个和你一样优秀的女孩子好好的在一起,就在寂寞时偶尔想一下我吧,这样也不会太影响你的心情。
对了,我家的房子和家具都卖了,父母早就迁到了他乡,我本来想等到你放假回来见上一面再走,但父母催得很急,要我过去,正好你提前回家,我的心愿已完成,便决定在今天离开你,你不必来寻找我,因为你一定无法找到,也许再过几十年,等我们都老了,我会来瞧瞧你的。
临别匆匆,千言万语无从说起,最后祝你母亲身体早日康复。
永远爱着你想着你的君仪龙霄看罢这信,便如头盖骨上被晴天的一个霹雳击中,傻傻的坐在床沿说不同话来。但他很快的又反应过来,见那信纸上泪痕斑斑,犹自未干,君仪还没有走多久,她一定还在车站的某个地方。
龙霄冲了出去,招手叫了辆出租车,不住的催促着司机,风驰电闪般的赶到车站。
县城的车站并不大,龙霄疯狂的跑动着,竭力的呼喊着君仪的名字,但这一切都是渺茫的,徒劳的,君仪便如从这个世界上完全消失了一般。
龙霄仍不死心,他侥幸着君仪或许还没有到这里来,一直在车站从上午等到了下午,但还是没有君仪的踪影,他又去查早晨的班车路线,但结果又令他失望了,县城的车辆通往四面八方,根本就无法找到可以追寻的线索。
夜幕就这样降临了,晚风习习,车站上已是人影稀疏,龙霄还呆呆站在进站口的旁边,他虽然两顿没有吃饭,但此时却全然没有饥饿的感觉,他只觉得随着时间的一一滴过去,他的躯壳便变得越来越空,越来越轻。
当星月明亮的照耀着大地的时候,龙霄还独自一人立在车站,此时他已清晰的知道,君仪是走了,在他的生命中灿烂的盛开之后便消失了,那样的忽然,那样的绝情。
龙霄猛然间哭了起来,就在这个空寂的车站。男儿有泪不轻弹,只是未到伤心处。周思廉的污陷、张来福的背叛、雪儿的负义,这些只能如乌云一般暂时遮掩住他向往阳光的眼睛,但君仪的离去,却让他坠下了万丈深渊,那里有的只是遮天闭日的阴暗,和终年的不化的积雪,龙霄已无力爬起,也无心爬起。
夜很深了,龙霄才慢慢的向家里的方向走去,他头脑里此时全然是空虚茫然的,回家,只是他的本能反应。
又不知走了多久,已到了大院之前,朦胧的星光下却孑孑独立着一个娇小的身影。
瞧见有人来了,那个娇小的人影向前走了两步,认清了是谁,便轻轻的道了声:“龙霄,你终于回来啦。”
龙霄抬头一望,真是大出意料,这个人不是别人,竟是那个他曾在夜总会救过而被她反污的雪儿。
若是早一天,龙霄见到雪儿,必然会上前痛骂羞辱她一顿,才能解自己的心头之恨,但这时的他对一切都是无所谓了,他只瞧了瞧她,便移步走了过去。
雪儿见到他这个样子,以为是还在为被学校开除而颓唐,心中便觉得无地自容,眼泪一下子便流了出来,呜咽着道:“龙霄,我知道你恨我,恨我忘恩负义,恨我没有良心,但我当时真是没法子啊,他们威胁我说,要是我不作伪证,就要对我重病的父亲下手,我真的很怕,便答应下来,对你造成了这么大的伤害,我今天来,就是要向你认错,并接受你的任何惩罚,你就是打死我,我也不会怪你。”
龙霄没有理他,走进了大院,雪儿又跟了进来,道:“你今天无论如何都要给我一句话,否则我连觉也睡不好。”
龙霄望着君仪的家,想到马上就有陌生的人要搬进来,而君仪再也不会在里面出现,心中极度的失落之后竟升起了无比的悲愤。君仪为什么要这样匆匆的离开?有什么事不能给他说?是不是嫌他没有能力,即使讲了也没办法?
他在这样的胡思乱想中渐渐迷失了理智,正巧雪儿道:“求求你了,龙霄,你到底要我做什么才会原谅我。”
龙霄飞快的打开了家门,指着里面对雪儿喊道:“要我原谅你,好,你进来,我会告诉你。”
雪儿望着黑漆漆的房屋,犹豫了一会儿,跨步走了进去。
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