第三十三章 自讨苦吃3
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“你可知你离开以后你娘都告诉了我什么吗?”
冷晴停顿了一下,见朱梓陌只是低头听着并没有要问的意思才继续道:“二姨娘告诉我,二十四年前的那个晚上,不是你爹强要了她,是二姨娘心甘情愿的,因为二姨娘爱你爹……”
冷晴的那一个“爱”字虽没让朱梓陌惊讶地抬头,但也令朱梓陌不自觉蹙起了眉。最新地址ltxsba.fun┅
果然和他想的一般无二,他的娘亲……真的爱上了那个混蛋。
冷晴并不知道朱梓陌所想,只兀自继续说着:“知道为什么二姨娘一个人呆在暖香阁近二十四年却从未有过一句抱怨吗?不是二姨娘不想走出那个被人遗忘的小院落,而是二姨娘不想给你爹、给你带去困扰。二姨娘对她的出身一直很自卑,她怨自己为什么不是什么世家小姐只是一个家生子,可她从没怨过你爹的薄情,因为二姨娘爱你爹,很爱很爱!那种爱,是只要能远远地看上你爹一眼就会觉得很幸福很幸福。”
冷晴在说最后那句话的时候,声音很轻很轻,仿佛她亲眼见证了刘如云对朱辉的爱,那种深入骨髓的爱。
“当有人告诉你,那个你很爱很爱的人被你的亲生孩子逼死了时,你心里会有什么感觉?凄凉?悲切?痛苦?还是绝望??不!这些都不足以描述那种被最亲近的人逼得失去至爱的痛楚。”冷晴的声音有些飘渺,似乎是想起了什么过往。
定定地看着垂头不语的朱梓陌,冷晴的声音逐渐有些冰冷僵硬:“生,不能相伴,但求死,能相守,这就是你娘对你爹的感情。你曾经也失去过你的至爱不是吗?那种感觉,我相信你很清楚,只是二姨娘没你那么坚强而已。当二姨娘得知她的至爱已故时,二姨娘所思所想只剩随她的至爱而去。你扪心自问,你娘如今这般不是被你害的还是被谁害的?”
冷晴的话十分准确地戳中了朱梓陌的痛处,冷晴不知道,此刻的朱梓陌内心是多么的混乱。
朱梓陌恨,他恨当初的他没能阻止成筱的死,更恨现在的他,如果他能早点卸下伪装,如果他不将那些隐秘说出来,或许今日的一切就会不一样。
这个女人说得不错,是他逼死了他的亲生父亲,是他害得他娘亲心脉具断生无可恋,一切的一切都是他一手造成的!他的确——大不孝!!
看着朱梓陌搁在书案上的右手逐渐紧握成拳,冷晴知道他已经在后悔他今日的所作所为。
“我们后天便成亲,为了你娘。”不疾不徐地再度开口,明明是婚姻大事,冷晴却说的那般随意。
朱梓陌倏地抬头,怔怔地看着冷晴,半晌才冷声问:“为什么?”
轻闭双眸,冷晴深呼吸后才睁开那如星双眸定定地看着朱梓陌,言语中带着几分讥讽:“你今年中秋节一过就满二十五了吧!别人家的儿子弱冠一过便都成家立室,有的甚至不及弱冠便已成家,你却因你大哥的原因一直孤身一人,身边甚至连个侍妾都没有,你难道想让你娘离开人世前看着你仍旧孑然一身?在黄泉路上还要担忧你的婚事?”
“我现在还不想娶妻。”盯着冷晴看了几秒,朱梓陌的语气稍稍缓和了些,但仍旧有些冰冷。
在他完成他的使命前,他不允许有任何可能成为他拖累的人存在,除了他的娘亲,可而今……
“呵!”冷晴嗤笑出声,双手撑在书案的边缘上,居高临下地看着朱梓陌:“原来你还是没有认识到你错在哪了!不娶妻,让你娘带着遗憾离世,你以为你这么做有多孝顺!”
朱梓陌又被冷晴激怒了,看着冷晴的双眸寒彻似冰,说出的话也是毫不留情:“你别得寸进尺!我说了不娶你听不懂吗?你怎么如此的不知廉耻!”
“你以为我愿意吗?!”冷晴终于也怒了,她大声朝朱梓陌吼着:“从我进来我就一直在告诉你我是为了你娘,要不是你娘想在她死前亲眼看着你成家立室,你以为我会答应你娘做这种荒唐事吗?你以为我愿意做你的什么破夫人啊!咳咳咳……”
由于胸口的伤还没有恢复,冷晴刚一吼完就剧烈咳嗽起来,而朱梓陌所有的情绪在冷晴吼完的这一刻统统灰飞烟灭。
颓然地朝后背靠在椅背上,案下的左手紧紧握着那根桃木簪,朱梓陌出口的声音淡得有些飘渺:“你的意思是……我娘她……想要在她辞世前看着我成家立室……”
强忍着胸口处传来的痛意,冷晴伸手抹了抹额上渗出的冷汗,没好气地瞪着朱梓陌道:“不然你以为是怎样?”
奶奶的!居然敢说她不知廉耻!她招谁惹谁了!真是好心没好报!朱梓陌他妈的就是一混蛋!
“好,我答应你。”没有犹豫没有迟疑,简简单单的五个字就这样自朱梓陌的口中吐出,可是却用光了朱梓陌所有的力气。
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