第五百二十一章 兄弟
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她这样完完全全是因为心理作用,因为内心有愧,所以最先反应在了味觉和嗅觉上,这才会连连呕吐不止。
当然,要说是报应到了,也勉强算是吧。
就在乌拉那拉氏吐得上气不接下气的时候,弘晖因为又一次要喝下腥臭的汤药,五官都拧成了一团,很是为难的看着福嬷嬷,沉声说道:“嬷嬷,您是看着我从小长大的老人了,您告诉我一句实话,这到底是什么东西?”
福嬷嬷闻言,老脸挤出了一抹难看的笑容,好一会儿都没有言语,倒不是不敢将这汤药的配方告诉弘晖,而是不想,因为她是知道弘晖阿哥的心性的,如果小主子知道这碗药汤里有兄弟的血,怕是就算乌拉那拉氏跪在他跟前求着他,他也不会喝的。
所以为了不让主子的苦心白费,她只能打着含糊的说道:“小主子,您就喝了吧!老奴总不会害您的。
这是主子特地从外面给您求回来的神药,对您的身子有好处的,为了您能好好的,主子可是下了狠心的。”说完,福嬷嬷就从食盒里取出了一小碟蜜饯,送到了弘晖阿哥的眼前,示意他喝完就吃上几颗,绝对不会尝到那股子难闻的味道的。
弘晖知道自打他的身子出现了问题,自家额娘承受了巨大的压力,身体也亏损得厉害,自然不忍心额娘在因为他失望、难过,只得深深地看了一眼福嬷嬷,一手捏着鼻子,一手端着汤碗,咕嘟咕嘟两大口就把那难闻的汤药喝了个干净,这才一边喘着气,一边抓着几颗蜜饯往嘴里塞去,压下了嘴里那股涩感和胃里的翻腾感觉。
福嬷嬷知道这东西的味道不好,也知道弘晖这会儿正难受着,便也没有多留,一边说着,一边将汤碗收拾到了食盒里,拎着食盒,边走边说道:“喝了就好,喝了就好。
明个儿,还是这个时辰,老奴再给您送药过来。”
却不想她这话一说完,弘晖本来因为蜜饯酸甜味道,才好转了一丝的脸色就更难看了,也顾不上语气是不是不大好的冷声问道:“嬷嬷,这汤药,我到底还要喝多久?”
已经走到门口的福嬷嬷闻言,微微一怔,轻声答道:“大约还要喝月余工夫就差不多了。”
“我知道了。”心中泛苦的弘晖苦笑着摆了摆手,低头嘟哝了一句,便转身进了内室。
内室里,心情沮丧的弘晖连鞋子都没脱就扯过了被子,和衣躺在了三面围栏床上,望着窗外随风摇曳的树梢,无声地留下了两行清泪。
早知道额娘会如此选择,他不该说出那番话的。
那天,天气也像是现在一般,虽然阳光明媚,却照不进他满是阴霾、灰暗的心,他因为和七爷家的兄弟喝了两杯酒,被七爷家的兄弟激了两句,虽然没有当场发作,但是到底是听到了心里,这心里头就如针扎似的疼着,一时间有些控制不住自己的情绪,一回府就去了额娘的院子里,又正好看见额娘正抱着吴格格留下的那个小阿哥在廊下哄着,他就爆发了。
那些话,真的不是他的心里话,也不是觉得额娘疏忽了他。
他只是不想额娘再这么委屈自己个儿了,他也不想再承受这样的压力了,给额娘替个建议,让额娘从吴格格和钮祜禄氏格格生养的两个阿哥里,挑选出来一个寄养在名下,充当嫡子,也免得母族那边总是给额娘施加压力了,却不想他当时的情绪不好,说了不少的糊涂话,引起了额娘的误会。
虽然他不知道额娘到底做了什么,却知道额娘一定是在为他筹谋着什么,从额娘先前让他服下的那两枚血丹就能看出一二来。
要知道,打从他出事以来,这都已经多久了,每次额娘看到他的时候,总是会流露出内疚、懊悔的神色。
而这几次,他每每去正院给额娘请安,总能从额娘的眼神里看出了一种期盼、一种渴望。
他好怕!
他是真的好害怕!好怕额娘会犯下大错,好怕额娘有天也会离开他,如同内院那些突然就丢了性命的庶母们。
也许弘昀和弘轩不知道,但是作为府里的嫡长子,他一直都是阿玛心仪的继承人,所以对府里的一些暗中势力和阿玛在朝上的杀伐果断,也有些了解,他真怕有天阿玛会对额娘也动了杀心。
有时候,午夜梦回,他总是会惊出一身冷汗,梦里,额娘满脸死灰地躺在一片猩红之中,而阿玛就冷冷地站在一旁。
这一幕,已然快成为他的梦魇了。
他好怕有一天,这梦中的场景会成真,但是他明白他不能说服阿玛去无条件的原谅额娘,他也明白他不可能说动额娘,让额娘放弃自己的打算,额娘打定主意要做的事情,绝对不是他能说动的,所以他只能这样硬撑着忍耐着,默默地祈祷着梦就是梦,永远不会成为现实。
若是真有一天出现了那样的场面,他该何去何从!
正当弘晖为额娘可能面对那样的惨状,烦恼得直揪头发的时候,门外响起了弘轩脆生生的呼唤声:“大哥,大哥,你在房间里么?”
弘晖之前打发了院子里伺候的小太监,这会儿也难怪弘轩会这般没有规矩的大声招呼了,他忙用被子擦了把脸上的泪珠,一边应着声,一边整理着身上褶皱的长袍,朗声说道:“恩!你等等,大哥刚才在休息,马上就过来给你开门!”
说完,弘晖就迈着步子往房门口走去。
“这门都没关,哪还需要大哥过来给兄弟开门呀!”弘轩笑着推开了虚掩着的隔扇门,看着被阴影笼罩着的弘晖,大大咧咧地说着就往房间里走来。
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