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麝兰手轻,倒不会弄疼了我;可是想起刚才千云戈铁面无情地拒绝我外出的请求,气就不打一处来,更害我、不但没把那碍事的鹤瑜几粉身碎骨,倒把自己的脚碰的惨不忍睹,便这样,千云戈那混蛋也只是冷哼一句“七少爷可劲儿造”,而后转身不见。
他固执起来真要命、他冷血起来真该杀、他诚心气人——真他娘的、不是东西!
我忍不住一巴掌拍在榻上,横眉怒目地、倒把麝兰吓得一震。
“七少爷?”麝兰敛声叫我。
“啊?”我回过神看她。
“我下手太重?”麝兰不敢稍动。
我这才知道自己失态了,忙挤出笑道:“没,是我想起件可恨的事。”
“七少爷想的可是王爷?”
“他有什么好想……”糟……这不是盖弥彰!
麝兰何等聪明,见我恼羞的样子自然明了,但却不再追问,又低头去给我包扎;好半天,她又道:“七少爷以前也是这么拧,只不过总冷冷的;倒是这几天,怎么一下子变得这么躁,生像个……”
她笑着噤了口,我知道后面的必不是什么好话,于是倨傲道:“麝兰姐姐也不知道让人囚起来是个什么滋味儿,当然怨我躁了;干明儿你也遇上个魔王,困住你不放,你就知道我这都是为了什么。”
麝兰目光熠熠,扫在我身上,看不出情绪:“我没七少爷命好,有人囚、有人困倒是福气呢。”
又吃味儿——这女人!
我换上张谄笑的脸:“麝兰姐姐怎么这么说,还有多少日子,马上不就有人囚困你了!”
“七少爷!”麝兰一恼,手也重了许多。
我疼的抽筋,不由得倒吸口气。
“你——你别欺人太甚!”怔怔然,麝兰竟垂下泪来——我一下子傻了眼,不知如何是好。
她一甩手中的白绢,扭身就要离开。
“麝兰姐姐!”我一急,顾不得伤痛便起了身,“麝兰姐姐!”我一步三晃,上去拉住她——娘的,这是怎么了?
麝兰果然是麝兰,均赫王爷身边的丫头都不好惹,我向来不会跟女人打交道,如何哄的住她?倒是低声下气地,颜面丢了个干净。
“麝兰自知道比不上七少爷,也还没脸皮厚到对谁要死缠烂打,七少爷便觉得麝兰碍眼,也用不着这样羞辱——禀了王爷,把我也打出去就行了!”
“你——你——你这说的是什么话?我哪里要羞辱你——我好心撮合……”
“谁用你好心!是你自作聪明,凡事把自己倒撇个干净,什么腥的、臭的都让别人去担!”
我闻言,登时恼了,挫着牙关,半天才说出话来:“好!好!我自作聪明,我好心没好报,我把自己撇个干净——总之你恨我,这辈子我也成不了什么好东西!我不敢在这儿惹麝兰姐姐晦气了!”我说完破着脚就往外走。
刚到门口,麝兰便在身后拉住我的胳膊,我一回头,正对上她梨花带雨的粉脸,怒气消了一半,身子却挣两挣,假意不满地顿住了。
“七少爷……”麝兰的声音一阵酸涩,“刚才是我冒昧了,七少爷千万别气!”
我凝眸看她:“麝兰,这几年你恨我吧?”
麝兰垂着头不答。
“所以你看我,眼光更要犀利些。可你自己说,我是个狗眼看人低的吗?你何必面子上总不忘身份,故意说那些刺弄人的话——你讨厌我,现在这里没别人,我宁可你骂我、把真心骂出来,也不愿你这样阳奉阴违地,我……我听着心里比你还难受!”
麝兰哀怨张着眼,紧紧咬住下唇,但我还是看出,我的话触动了他。
我忍住泪水,凄喃道:“你是如此,顾峥也如此,咱们为什么非这样不可!难道我真是个祸害,身边的人都不能安生吗!”
麝兰默默抓住我的手腕,温软的手指不住安抚着:“七少爷,我知你是为了我和他——可你不知道他的苦呵!”
我深吸口气,语气突然变得凌厉:“麝兰,我是不知道,一辈子也不要知道。我把他交给你,他的苦以后都是你的!你若连这些都化解不开,那我就真是看错人了!”
麝兰微微一震,含着雾的双眼逐渐变得明鉴。
12
不知为什么,这些天千云戈经常半夜醒来,默默看我。
我睡得浅,把他一举一动收在眼里,却从来没有挑破。
跟千云戈的关系变得出奇默契,但是我们都该知道吧,事实并非如此——
我们热络,只因为四年多的矜持快让我们疯了;
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我们厮磨,只因为前途的未知使我们拼命想抓住什么;
我们纵容,只因为生怕逼得太紧,那些暗藏的夙结会要了彼此性命;
而我们拥抱、我们亲吻、我们了疯似的交合,不得不说,正是我们垂死抵抗的全部筹码——其实我们所剩无几、危在旦夕。
人说时间会使人积累,但我更痛定的是时间的消磨:四年,是你没有真心宠爱过、还是我不曾实在触动过?为什么死到临头,生在我心深处的不是那点滴聚敛的饱满,反是灰飞烟灭般越来越抓不住的虚空?
无物结同心,烟花不堪剪。
我不知道怎么开口,但现实不许我再拖下去。
眯一眼腕子上幽光娆娆的冥玑,我叹了口气,睁开眼,痴痴望着他。
“怎么没睡?”千云戈的声音在静夜中格外醇浓。
“我明天要出去——祭一个人。”我淡淡说道。
“哦?什么人?”
漏一拍心跳,我转动眸光,道:“一个曾经生死相许的人。”
千云戈缄默片刻,稠着嗓子问:“生死相许?可见是胡说八道,命都没了,有什么许不许……”
“千云戈!”
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