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心口的疼、只一刻,过后便是麻木了;我静静躺下,再不露一点儿声息——
身后几个人都必是暗流汹涌吧?
我等着,盼着,也纵着……
终于杜展肠袖而去了,培信不知该追不该追地上前几步,可还是没出了我这屋子,痴了一刻,倒也平静下来。更多小说ltxsba.com
不多会儿,杜倾雨突然恨恨出了门,少时又折回来,把个奶色印花的小瓶子丢到我胸前,冷利地道:“拿去给你那均赫王爷!”而后旋风似的撒气去了。
我拾起来,摸索两下,起身对上培信:“让人先看好了再给王爷服药——”
培信小心地从我手上接过,略微沉着一下,恳切地问:“七少爷——不回去看看王爷?”
我盯着他,颓弱下来:“不去了,你们小心伺候着,不用我说也该知道怎么应对;让大家都谨慎些,来历不明的人千万不许进了二门。”
培信答应着,又问:“七少爷的病……”
我猛然甩头,眼底透出威厉:“不但我这病,便是这解药如何得来的也都给我瞒好了,你们只管仔细伺候王爷便是!”
培信一怵,马上恢复恭然:“七少爷放心,培信都听七少爷吩咐。”
于是不再多话,培信带着人离开了。
熬到夜深,已不知多少思绪、在我脑子里野马般飞过。
叹一句:这就是我的命了。
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若没有这些人、这些事也许好些,但我不喜欢。
有了这些人、这些事实在生生耗费死人,可我不喜欢却愿意——
这、还能怎么办呢!
于是观望窗外,总算都入梦了。
我起身披件宽大的衣裳、提着锦鞋,绕过外屋酣睡的杜宣,直奔后院。
才穿过墨荆藤下,便见一道黑影挡在我的面前。
“你也太大胆子了!”是杜倾雨压低了声音斥责着。
“你让开,免得把你也连累了!”我瓮声说道。
“怎么?连我也不信?”
我退后一步,幽然看向杜倾雨:“不是不信——是怕你身不由己!”
杜倾雨憋着气、一动不动,片刻,才微嗔:“这天底下,谁对你好谁最倒霉!”
我刚要争执,却打住了,只道:“我就是这样,任谁说也是这样!”
“那他呢?”杜倾雨不由得讽刺。
锐气少挫,我倒没有多少不甘:“我就是这样,谁让我服气、由着谁,又有什么!”
杜倾雨竟放缓了口气:“也好,皇上未必就服不住你——你沿着更房边上的小路走,过两棵老榆树,有道暗门,是不锁的;倾雨阁的下人们素来五更便起了——”厄然息声,杜倾雨驻足片刻,终于在夜色中隐去了。
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一路把这绝代姿容裹个严实,我在均赫王府偏门的下马石边藏身打量许久,终于壮着胆子、按下石牙子上的机关。
心里忐忑着:芫儿!求你千万在销云阁中!求你身边千万没什么嫌杂人等!求你千万别当是错合!
保佑我!——
我不信天不信地,可是我的神,你若真是我的——保佑我!
……
门开了,我欣喜若狂奔上去,现来的却不是芫儿。
“七少爷?”陈松挑灯观望半天,终于难以置信地瞪大眼睛。
我一愣:“怎么是你?”
“销云阁的顶灯一直在晃,几天前我们清理那地方的时候就知道是个机关了,今天轮我守夜,所以就过来看看是谁,哪知道……”
我了然,又向他身后看去,问:“还有别人跟着你么?”
“还有四个护卫在里门,七少爷你这是……”陈松说着不由得冥思起来。
“你把那几个人谴开,我要见王爷。”虽然知道有些强人所难,我还是笃自说道。
陈松犹豫一下:“七少爷,王爷他——”
“我都知道了,你不用顾忌。我有要紧事见王爷——他到底怎么样了?”
陈松叹了口气:“总是心病还要心药医;身子纵好了,可要是还像前些日子那般,就是天皇老子、能救他几回呢!”
想不到陈松能说出这话,我心里忍不住一揪:而今这般,是非对错早辨不出来,可我们还得活着,把这梦似的夙命继续下去;得失,是谁也管不住的,能求的不过各自好过些,不至于曲终而散时、为太多惨痛压折了圆满。
于是默然相对片刻,我赫然说道:“陈松,你能说这话必然没有跟我、跟王爷见外,以后难免要劳烦你,我凭我的性命向你保证,我活一日,便为王爷挣一日福如东海、寿比南山!”
陈松怔怔片刻:这乌朦朦的门扉下,竟闪过两颗星亮——倒是一望泯恩仇,灵犀自点通!
压抑着、压抑着、压抑着——
还是压不住。
我太想太想太想……见你,以至于暗中勾画了太多假设,真见到你时竟不会反应。
可心底的波澜早把这场相见淹没:
我只看得见你、嗅得着你、尝得出你、听得到你、触碰不够你——
尽管你此刻沉憨梦中。
我的……
我该和你说什么呢?
说,其实我应该很久以前就爱上了你,所以才不停抗拒,想在这抗拒中找到你心里真实的位置;
说,其实你为我做的一切,不知不觉中我是喜欢的,只不过一直不愿承认、所以才会表现得残忍;
说,其实我也快让这孽情销透了心魂,可我不堪的经历、我尴尬的背景、我孤独而懦弱的天性使我没胆量争取;
还是说,我跟本不在乎世俗、不在乎权贵、不在乎别人眼中认为重要的东西,只想你陪着我,直到天地的尽头?
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睁开眼,
我的,
告诉我该说些什么,
好吗?
于是捧着你伤痕错落的脸,我深深吻下去——
睁开眼,
好吗?
于是在你消瘦了的身上细细摸索,把熟悉的触感传给你——
睁开眼,
我的。
于是握住你的手、宽厚而有力的手,带领它在我身上回味——
睁开眼!
于是倒在你经常为我暴躁的胸膛,眼泪不停想叫醒你——
睁开眼、求、你!
“七少爷……”麝兰远远地杵了半晌,终于迟疑地开了口:“那药不会有什么不对……”
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