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阿智从后面慢跑过来,经过琳身边笑嘻嘻的好心提醒了一句,
“八点档还没演完啊?!老师再叫了!灭绝师太在后面,小心被点名,只用玩不用上课啊!”
在阿智的救援下,琳顺利回到队伍里。龙腾小说网ltxsba.com至少在这时琳的心里多少对阿智存在一分感激。
螳螳没有到队伍里和大家一起上体育课,在大家疑惑的眼神余光扫射下,失魂落魄的离开学校。
……
下了体育课,大家三三两两的回到教室。跑完8oo米的琳累得爬在桌子上,那帮常常在琳身边出没的脑子单纯的叽歪女生围过来八卦,
“喂!琳,螳螳那家伙今天来干什么的啊?”
“是啊,怎么来了就走了。看她一副失魂落魄的样子。”
琳以同样疑惑的表情说,“我怎么知道变态脑子里在想什么!”
“她今天被你骂了没还口呢!更奇怪了,琳……她不会真的爱上你了吧。嘿嘿……”
哇哈哈哈哈哈……一群女生笑得不顾形象,
“对啊对啊,我好象还看见她泪眼汪汪的。”
琳恐惧的睁大眼睛,习惯性的动作——打开窗户,“你们不要拉我!!让我死!!!”
一群女生扑过去拉住琳,“危险呐!”
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背后一股凉风,阿智微眯眼睛,危险的笑着,拿着扇子慢慢的摇着,
“我不会拉你的,你放心跳吧,我会帮你拉住那些去拉你的人。”
琳转过头看着阿智,木呐的表情微微的皱着眉头,琳被这一击,逻辑系统一下子混乱了,琳迅的扭转头,背对着阿智,竟然一时找不到任何反击的话,先前对阿智救场的一分感激完全消散,变成一种抵御。
一种被人侵占领地的抵御。
琳开始明白,阿智刚刚救场是刻意的。
五
场事件过后,没多久,螳螳便离家出走,搬出去和JennIe住在一起了。
螳螳找了份晚上酒吧服务生的工作,每天晚上都工作到凌晨3点才回到住处。白天原则上是必须7点去上课,然后下午5点放学后要去画室画画一直到8:3o然后到酒吧去打工。日子过得很辛苦,几乎塞满了所有的时间,还常常爬不起床不去学校上课,看似真的很累的样子,但谁也说不好,螳螳是不是故意在逃避去学校,螳螳自己并没觉得,她需要忘记。JennIe也没在螳螳面前提琳的事,既然螳螳想要忘,那忘了最好。
所谓开玩笑,因为是不伤人的所以叫玩笑,等事情弄假成真了反倒没人敢再跟螳螳开这样的玩笑。
除了琳。
有些事情是没办法用常理来解释,也没办法靠人为改变的。
琳不但没有停止以前那八点档似的玩笑,反而变本加厉的玩笑已经极近恶劣。琳本身是非常不喜欢和人肢体接触,很早以前螳螳就知道,以前当螳螳触摸琳的时候,琳是真的从里到外的烦感,琳曾经说,被人牵一下手都另自己感到不自在。可是现在的琳为了戏弄螳螳,不仅让别的女生对自己动手动脚以刺激螳螳,甚至自己主动亲吻螳螳,想让螳螳丑态百出。螳螳觉得琳似乎离她很近很近,但是却很清楚根本不可能得到她,螳螳知道琳是个多么理智的人,螳螳想要放弃所有关于琳的期待。可是琳却自始至终都不打算配合,好象是玩笑又好象是报复一样残忍的侮辱、践踏,在每一次见到螳螳的时候都以各种方式宣泄在螳螳身上,螳螳恨得心痒痒的还是没有办法叫她闭嘴,每次都只有狼狈的遮掩着伤口落荒而逃。
螳螳心里狂哭:求你,琳,别闹了,让我一个人呆着吧!
琳就那么看着螳螳憋闷得快要疯的样子快乐不已,以此来报复以前螳螳每天对自己动手动脚的行为。当然,只是以前,现在的螳螳看到琳就心生恐惧,别说再对琳动手动脚,就算只是直视琳的目光,对螳螳来说都需要巨大勇气。螳螳越来越意识到,自己现在正在付出惨痛的代价。只是螳螳从来不知道琳能做到这个地步!螳螳现自己低估了琳的残忍,在琳看透了螳螳的感情后,在自己不做任何回应和反击的情况下,能如此彻底的践踏自己的感情。螳螳感到很绝望。螳螳觉得即使为任何理由,琳能做到如此,已经够让自己崇拜琳的残忍了。
有些事情螳螳并不是看不懂,毕竟认识琳的时间太长,毕竟仔细的品味琳太久,螳螳自己兜不出自己到底花了多少时间沉迷在琳的身上,对于琳想什么,螳螳又怎么可能一无所知呢。
只是……
无论如何,螳螳再也没有办法若无其事的跟以前一样去回应琳的挑衅,再也没有办法摆出一副演出八点档的贱像继续沉迷于琳的美色,再也没有办法无所谓的任琳践踏自己。
螳螳真心的想:
我现在也只能做到把这副自己作孽搞得遍体鳞伤的身体,摆在安静的地方,等待着慢慢痊愈。除此之外,我再也背负不了其他。有些事情一旦改变了就再也没有办法回到最初。以前是玩笑的一切,现在对我来说都是残忍,你要我怎么笑得出来。
所以……
琳,
你就不要再逼我了。
……
你失去原来那个我,
我得不到想要的你,
一切,
很公平。
………………
当一大束玫瑰花以及一张诚恳邀约周末上午1o:3o牧场骑马的紫色卡片送到琳的面前时,班上哄动了一阵。
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