1491 人情悠长
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当其余家人各自离开后，庾怿便将庾彬唤到了自己的房间中。最新地址ltxsba.info
眼前的庾彬，相貌清瘦，长须直垂胸前，身披一件宽领的单薄袍服，整个人都显得形销骨立，叔侄二人虽然相对而坐，但庾怿却能很明显感觉到庾彬的心神并不在此，哪怕这个侄子仍在望着他，但那眼神却空洞的可怜。
见到庾彬如此的模样，庾怿一时间也不知该要从何处去劝，沉默了一会儿，他才开口道：“旧事已过经年，人皆张望于前，世道更是积进一日千里，就连我这样一个老人家，都常要感慨诸事疏忽，须臾不待，不敢闲坐彷徨，唯恐受世道所弃，阿郎你又何必如此？”
庾彬抬手揉了揉眉心，似要强打起精神，努力挤出一丝稍显生疏的笑容，涩声道：“叔父国之柱臣，君上肱骨，唯勤勉于事才可不辜负世道。可是我、唉，我又何尝不知，衰态至斯，惹人生厌，但我实在志力空乏，旧伤难愈，唯离群索居，绝迹人前，才可不失厌态示人，羞辱家门……”
“你这么想，可是大错！我家虽然旧劣满满，但也幸在尚有一二亲友不弃。我虽远在荆镇，但也常有所闻。譬如大王屡番致信于我，希望我能开导于你。你与大王，那是真正的布衣总角之好，成人后际遇如何，概非人定，即便是判若云泥，也不该将此情谊抛掷。”
庾怿讲到这里，又长叹一声：“如大王此类英贤，人间自是少数，能与为友，已是大幸。他胸怀社稷与苍生，思劳繁重，于人情一桩本就乏于分力，但过往多年，单单与我言及于你便不下千言，更是深深懊恼，咸和旧年不该遣你返回江东收拾收尾，以致如今难掩亲昵，见你如此自弃自伤更是常有磨心之疚。”
庾彬听到这里，脸上又有情绪变化，泛起一丝暖色，片刻后才索然道：“正因如此，我才不可恃此旧情包庇，无顾这满身羞耻将恶名渡人。维周他是重整河山、兴复社稷的英主，身畔哪容我这种奸邪专幸的侫流占据，与其日后招引世人谤议讽谏致使人情两难，不如从此疏远，免于后恶……”
他与梁王相识俱微，除了少年时友谊之外，过往这些年，梁王对他也是诸多关照。无论是他服阕之后劝他重新振作、捐身世用并直接将他召入都督府任事，还是之后他丈人诸葛恢与家门两个叔父等人把江东局面败坏的一塌糊涂，也都没有对他心存偏见，甚至同意他返回江东收拾局面。
江东事了，行台创建之后，梁王也并没有放弃庾彬，更担心他留于天中会长久伤情，建议他转赴偏远释怀谋功，洗去旧事。
但正因如此沉甸甸的情谊，庾彬才更加耻于对梁王再作拖累，不愿这个旧友因他一人而背负唯亲、不贤之恶评。
他本也不是乏于坚韧、轻言自弃的软弱之人，可是人生屡受打击，自身早已经丧失了信心，不认为自己还有能力去扭转世人对他的看法，索性自我封闭，不愿再连累那些亲近之人，离群索居，了此残生。
“道安此论大谬！你这么想，与南渡时流怯于胡势汹涌而不敢轻言北伐有何不同？生人在世，谁无艰难？即便肩负泰山之中，但只要不死，都要苦累前行！哪怕世道弃你，你也不该如此自弃。更何况与世道其余苦难之众相比，你身边尚有诸多亲长良友付诸，愿意寄你厚望，可是你这一身言行，都是在嘲讽我们这些亲近者无识人之明！”
庾怿讲到这里，神态已经大有惋惜：“你或者觉得，旁人终究不是你，不能以身相待，受此切肤之痛。但如今此世盎然昌盛，难道就无一二勇烈事迹壮你心志、予你鞭策？我家虽有诸劣，但也始终勇助王事，而你这自目劫余的处境，难道真就劣于那奉玺南来的祖氏子？”
“旧年祖氏乱国，刀兵直指你父，事后两得于害，你父横死兵祸之中，巨贼祖约又何尝不是狼狈残喘，身名俱毁？跟我家还能积功累事、洗刷前辱相比，那祖氏子幼弱一身流落于豺狼丛中，又该是怎样的凶险绝望？即便如此，此子尚不自弃，蹈险谋身，趁势取功，可谓无负此身。”
庾怿愤然而起，指着庾彬痛声道：“祖约此贼，诚是死不足惜，但身后能遗此壮烈儿郎奋勇谋事，足令世道深羡，就连我都钦佩此子所为！于此相比，你却矫情夺志，不敢任劳，是要让世道人众讥笑你父终究不如祖约？往年二者争胜，一事两败，但祖约何其幸运，能够托志于后，子嗣终胜！”
庾彬原本一直都是一副郁郁寡欢的模样，可是在听到这里后，身躯已是蓦地一颤，脸色变幻不定，片刻后才翻身而起，大拜于叔父足边，泣声道：“多谢、多谢叔父厉言鞭我，我、我真是愧为人子！这些年只是沉湎自伤，无顾人事仍是大有可为……”
眼见庾彬终于有所醒悟，庾怿也收起那满脸诘问厉态，弯腰扶起了庾彬，抚着他后背叹息道：“道安你实在不该自弃，且不说我家余泽未衰，历数家门儿辈之众，唯你人物才力最有可观，一旦能扫除颓态，志力重整，纵然一时或闻世道杂论，但长久之后必将喑声。”
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