第一百二十八章：南山夜话
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龙腾小说网ltxs520.com南山之巅，清风习习，满地的青草之间，有着星星点点的小花，落日将最后一抹余晖洒在山顶之上，染黄了绿色的枝丫，也将高远与叶菁儿两人渡上了一层金色，紧紧相拥的两人互相依偎着，看着那渐渐沉下去的夕阳．
＂真美！＂叶菁儿的头偎在高远的胸前，眨也不眨地看着渐渐模糊的红光，＂高大哥，要是每天我们都能在这里看落日该多好啊！＂
抚着叶菁儿如云的秀发，高远笑道：＂会有那么一天的．到了那个时候，我天天陪你看落日．＂
＂可是这一天，什么时候才能到呢？＂叶菁儿抬起头，有些茫然地道：＂高大哥，娘说你是大志向的人，绝不会为儿女私情迷住了眼，我在想，真到了那一天，只怕我们都老了，你成了一个白胡子老头，我成了一个白发老婆婆了．＂
高远哈哈大笑起来，＂菁儿，真到了那个时候，那才叫幸福啊！你想想，两个白发苍苍的脑袋像我们现在这样依偎在一起，一起看落日，一起闻花香，一起沐春风，那是何等逍遥自在，这就叫举案齐眉，琴瑟和鸣啊！＂
＂可我想一直这样，一直这样到老．＂叶菁儿仰起脸，看着高远，＂高大哥，不要去做什么大事业，不要再去冒险，不要再去打打杀杀，好么？＂她抬起手，轻轻地抚摸着高远的脸庞，＂你总这样，我很害怕．＂
高远深深地吸了一口气，伸出手去，握住叶菁儿的小手，冰凉冰凉的，低头看着叶菁儿那双泪汪汪的眼睛，心中蓦地一痛，十年前的那件事，定然在叶菁儿心中留下了难以磨灭的伤痛．
＂高大哥，你不知道，我真得很害怕，十年之前，我家出事的那一天，我还没有六岁，虽然很多事情都不记得了，但那一天的鲜血和惨叫这些年来，却总是在我攀中萦绕．后来断断续续地听我娘说了一些爹的事情，爹也是做大事的，可是大事没做了，却将整个家都做没了．所有的亲人都做没有了，我们就像老鼠一般，躲在这抚风城十余年，要不是碰上你，我们不知道还会窘迫多少年呢？现在娘说你也要做大事，我便害怕，真得很害怕．我怕有一天你也出事了，哪我该怎么办？＂叶菁儿的身体微微颤抖着．
心疼地紧紧地拥着叶菁儿发抖的身体，高远道：＂菁儿，有很多事情，不是我们自己能左右的．我想你爹当年也是如此，有时候，便如逆水行舟，不进则退，你不想做，可形式逼着你做，很多事情，一开始，便再也无法停下来．＂
＂高大哥，可是你还没有开始，你只不过是一个小小的县尉，你便安安心心地做你的县尉，咱们便在这小小的扶风过一辈子，生一大堆儿女，空闲的时候，咱们便爬到南山上来，看落日，看雪飘，看梅花，累了，可以在自己家的庭院之中，躺在竹椅之上，看儿孙们绕膝嬉戏，听鸡鸣狗吠，炒几样小菜，喝几杯美酒，天冷了，咱们燃起一堆火，盖一床毯子，互相取暖，间或加上几根茶，烤几个红薯，山药，难道这样不好吗？＂叶菁儿喃喃地道．
＂好，当然好．菁儿，你说得真好，这样的生活，也正是我想要的，我一生都在盼望着那一天！＂高远的声音渐渐地低沉下来，脑子在一瞬息之间又回到了前世之时，叶菁儿所思所想所言，无一不是他切切盼望却又不可得的．
这一世，他能得到吗？他闭上眼睛，脑子里陡然传来了震耳欲聋的枪响，枪声击碎了一切，击碎了他所有的梦想与憧憬．
高远睁开了眼睛，里面是浓浓的不甘，愤恨，与明悟．
＂高大哥，你怎么啦，你的眼神，看着让人好害怕！＂叶菁儿怯怯地道．
＂菁儿，你说得，我都想要，但你想过没有，我们怎样才能过上这样的生活？＂高远问道．
＂就这样，不行吗？＂叶菁儿睁着大大的眼睛，看着高远．
＂怎么可能？＂高远苦笑一声，＂你忘了你这些年来的遭遇了吗？＂
叶菁儿脸色顿时黯淡下来．
＂霍天良是什么人，只不过是一个督邮的儿子，便让你无法可施，他明明知道我在护着你们，却敢拿着刀子来捅我，如果我死了，你会怎么样？你想过吗？＂高远低声道．
＂一个督邮的儿子，便能逼得我们无法可施，险死还生，这天下，比起督邮厉害的人何其多也？我们想要过上这样的生活，如果没有相应的实力，你认为可能吗？＂
＂你忘了东胡人打进扶风城的时候，你们母子三人躲在地洞中，朝不保夕的感觉吗？你手里握着冰冷的刀子顶着自己的胸膛时候，你可曾有过愤恨吗？＂
高远一连串的问句，让叶菁儿的脸色越来越苍白．
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