第七七六章 众生皆苦 人间如梦(下)
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及至太阳落山时,林冲在山中奔走,又去捉了一只獐子、一只野兔,拿了回来剥皮炙烤。他这几日心情起伏太多,兼且未曾睡觉,并无太多食欲,史进则并不一样,连续的几个月里他连番拼杀,这一路南下,身上负伤不轻,虽然连年征战锻炼了他隐忍的能力,但想要早早复原,仍旧需要大量食物。这时候吃着东西,口中话语稍稍停了,林冲坐在稍上方的树干边,沉默地想着史进所说的东西。
苍龙伏静立一旁,古朴的枪身上变化着黯淡的光芒。
“……十余年前,我在忻州城,遇上周宗师……”
“……那是我见到老人家的第一面,也是最后一面……女真第一次南下,强攻而来,连战连捷,忻州没守住多久,城就破了,然后是屠杀,周宗师带着一帮人……乌合之众,在城中辗转,要刺杀粘罕,行刺前两晚,周宗师忽然找到我。林大哥,你知道周宗师为何找我……他说,你是林冲的兄弟……”
“我……至今忘不了周宗师当时的样子……林大哥,原本是想要找周宗师打听你的下落,然而国难当前,此前与周宗师又不认得,便有些不好去问。心想一道去杀了粘罕,此后也有个说话的交情,若是失败,问不问的,反而也不重要……周宗师反跟我问起你,我说自仪元见你落水,遍寻你不至,可能是凶多吉少……”
“……但周宗师说,那就是没死。来日还能相见的。”
“然后周宗师带我打了一套伏魔棍……”
“两天后他死了,我苟活至今。”
“……这十余年来,中原每况愈下,我在赤峰山,总是想起周宗师当时刺杀粘罕时的决然……”
“……若是让他看到如今的状况,不知他是怎样的想法……”
“……每每想起这事,我都在想,苟活之人死不足惜,可我们不能毫无作为便去见他……赤峰山这些年,都是这样熬过来的……”
史进性情豪爽,就算说起这些事情,平静的言语之中也毫无悲戚之感,他说到“那就是没死,来日还能相见的”这句,并无半点迟疑,林冲便明白,这就是老人当初说话的神情。仪元县的客栈里老人勃然大怒将他踢出门去,却未曾料到,在那等兵凶战危之地,他竟然还关心着这不肖之徒的事情。
时间已过去十年,纵然是老人对自己的最后一声询问,也早已留在十年以前了。此时听史进说起,林冲的心中情绪犹如远隔千山,却又复杂至极,他坐在那树下,看着远处彤红的夕阳,面上却难以露出表情来。如此看了许久,史进才又缓缓说起话来,这么多年来的辗转,赤峰山的经营、分裂,他心中的愤怒和迷惘。
“……泽州之事后,我自知不是将帅之才,不想拖累人了,便一路北上,继续做周宗师的未完之事,刺杀粘罕。”林冲将目光微微偏过来,史进拿野兔骨片剔着牙齿,他北上之时心绪郁结、绝望已极,此时心结解开,话语便只见豪迈随性之气了,“一路往北,到了大同,我也不想连累太多人,当着大街,连续刺杀了粘罕两次……自己弄得九死一生,都没有成功。”
史进自嘲地笑笑:“……失败归失败,居然跑掉了,也真是命大,我那时想,会不会也是因为周宗师的在天之灵庇佑,要我去做些更聪明的事情……第二次的刺杀受伤,认识了一些人,见到了一些事情……女真这次又要南下,所有人的坐不住了……”
他说着大同城内城外的那些事,说到六月二十一的那场暴乱和失败,说起他改换目标,冲进完颜希尹府中、随后又见到苍龙伏的经过……
“……世间真的是有缘法的……”天色已经暗下去了,史进看着那杆古朴的长枪,“一拿到这杆枪,我心中就有这样的想法了。林大哥,或者周宗师真的在天有灵,他让我北上杀敌,刺杀粘罕两次不死,最终拿到这把枪,千里南下,便遇上了你……或许便是周宗师让我将这把枪交到你手上的……”
林冲看着那枪,过得许久,摇了摇头:“南方……还有个小师弟,他是师父的关门弟子,如今的岳飞岳将军……他才是师父真正的传人,我……我配不上周侗弟子的名字。”
“武朝太平了两百年,这一场大难,非人力所能及。”史进道,“这些年来,我见过性情鲁莽的、勇烈的,见过想要偏安一方求个安稳的,各种各样的人,林大哥,这些人都没错。古语上说,天地如炉,造化为工,阴阳作碳,万物为铜,万物都逃不过这场浩劫,可是男子汉大丈夫,纵然被打磨得久些,有一天能幡然醒悟,便不失为顶天立地的英雄豪杰。林大哥,你的妻子死了,我喜欢的人也死了,这天地容不得好人的活路!”
“但你我男儿,既然侥幸还活着,没什么可在乎的了!终有一天要死的,就把剩下的日子好好活完!”史进稍稍抬了抬语气,斩钉截铁,“林大哥,你我今日还能相见,是天地的造化!你我兄弟既能重逢,天下还有哪里不能去的,过得几日,你我去将那齐家恶贼统统杀光!这苍龙伏,你要自己留着又或是南下交给你那小师弟,都是完成了周宗师的一件大事,而后……临安也可以杀一杀,那高俅这些年来不知道在哪,林大哥,你我就算死在这天地的浩劫大乱里,也总得带了这些恶人一同上路。”
史进重逢林冲后,此时终于将这些话说出来,心情慷慨激荡,林冲也微微笑了笑:“是啊……”史进便挥了挥手,继续说起话来,关于这次女真的南下,两人再图抗金、轰轰烈烈的展望。他心中豪情不灭,这时候那胸中的豪迈志气重又燃烧起来。林冲素知这兄弟任侠豪迈,十年颠簸,先前史进也已满心沧桑,此时再度振奋,也不禁为他感到高兴。史进说得一阵,林冲才道:“我这几日,还有一人要杀。”
史进便问是谁,林冲沉默片刻,说起徐金花死后,孩子穆安平被谭路带走的事,他这一路追逐,首先也是想先救回活人,杀齐傲还在其后。史进微微愣了愣,陡然挥拳砸在地上,目光之中如有熊熊火焰:“我那侄子被人掳走,此时林大哥你之前怎的不说,此乃大事,岂容得你我在此耽搁,林大哥,你我这就动身。”
林冲坐在那儿,却没有动,他目光之中仍旧蕴着痛楚,却道:“孩子被抓走,便是人质,只要我未死,谭路不敢伤他。史兄弟,你南下担有重任,若是放任伤势加剧,如何还能办成?”
他说完这些,看看史进,又露了一个平静的笑容,道:“何况这谭路不过江湖上跳梁小丑,我要杀他,也用不着你我兄弟两人出手,只要找到,他必死无疑。”
史进缓缓坐下,他心中却明白过来,林冲这一个下午未走,是发现了自己身上伤势不轻,他奔走生火,寻找食物,又留守在一旁,正是为了让自己能够安心养伤。当年在梁山之上,林冲便是心性温和却缜密之人,凡有大小事务,宋江交予他的,多半便没什么疏漏。这么多年过去了,纵然心中大悲大切,他还是在第一时间察觉到了这些事情,甚至连孩子被抓,起初都不愿开口说出。
“那……林大哥,你此时动身,速去救孩子。我身上虽有伤,自保并无问题,便在此地休息。过得几日,你我兄弟再约定地方碰头……”
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