第六集 太阳之子 第十七章 希望
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“海茵……弗洛奶奶他们一直想着你……”
“我说……我们可以更自然一点吗?丹玛的事情……”
“有想过要骗你,但是绝对没有真的想去做人格担保!”
“是缘分吧……”
“因为我触碰了你的回忆,所以就干脆不要了吗?”
“可也许我们都没死!可也许真地可以重新来过呢?”
“假如十几年后一切都结束了,而你回来找不到这个店,你会后悔的……”
“十几年后……也许不用十几年,假如一切都过去了,我们真的会在这里再见吧?”
“在那之前,可得尽量别死掉了……”
“可得尽量别死掉了……”
“别死掉了……”
“别死……”
回忆如同潮水般席卷而来。眼前的一切都开始变得虚幻,然而真实地一切去了哪里呢?不知什么时候,人都已经出去了,她蹲在那具残破的身体前面。张开嘴,在几乎窒息的哽咽中,却发不出任何的声音。唯有眼泪不断涌出,模糊地视线中。伸出带血的指尖,她却不敢触碰那身体的任何一处,似乎有某种神秘的力量贯穿了两人,将他地痛楚。悉数反映到了她的身上……
“是……海茵?”n
微弱的、仿佛由死亡地那一边传来地声音响起在她地耳中,一时间,她只能拼命地捂住嘴。发出“呜呜……”哭声。
“抱……歉啊。让你看到……这么难看的样子……”
“你是个骗子”
海茵声嘶力竭地低吼出声:“你从头到尾都在骗我”
“对……不起。我没有……”
“你有!”海茵大声地反驳了他地话,“从丹玛开始你就在骗我!你骗得我爱上了你。就算被你打成重伤却还是天天的记挂你!你看到了吗?那道伤疤现在还留在我的额头上,每次触碰到!每次照镜子都要想起你一次!离开丹玛之后我以为就可以避开你,可是你不肯放过我!又追到了帝都来,又来骗我……你为什么不放过我……”
“你去了我的小草居,那是我的店,可你却不由分说的那到了钥匙,占掉了一半……你让我以为还有希望,你骗我说一切都有可能结束,我还可以重新来过。你答应过我的,十几年后我们要在小草居再见,我还可以回去,你承诺过会努力活下来,不死掉的。我们拉过勾的,难道就因为你骂我幼稚拉了勾就可以不算吗?你是个大骗子!你骗我……”她哭,伤心欲绝,“我们再也回不去了……”
她号啕大哭着,慢慢跪倒在地,双手伸出去,却无论如何也不敢拥抱他。她曾经幻想过无数次两人会再见的场面,或是对立,或是和解,或挣扎或甜蜜,却无论如何不曾幻想过眼前这样,他就在她的面前,她想要放开一切去抱他,却无论如何无法付诸行动。唯一能做的,只有不断的哭泣,在她儿时最无助彷徨的时候是这样,到了拥有超阶力量的今天,依旧只能这样。
“你是个骗子……我为什么要遇见你……为什么要喜欢上你……”
“海……茵,不要……不要哭,或许……希望还是会有的……只要你还活着……就能……回去……”
“没有用了……”海茵摇着头,“爷爷奶奶都死了……小草居也没有了,那天晚上我守在那里,火烧上来了,好大的石头飞上来,我……我们回不去了……现在、现在连你也要死掉了……我什么都没有,什么都……从来就没有过……”
她仰起头:“是因为我太懦弱吗?我想要爷爷奶奶他们活着,想要你们都好好的……可我又不能背叛艾德里安叔叔,你知道吗?我发过誓的,我的生命都会交给救了我的那个人,我只当自己从一开始就死掉了,我为什么没有死呢……让我还有思想,还有感情,可为什么又要让艾德里安叔叔救了我……”
“可是……你还活着……你知道吗?只要……还有意识……就一定会有希望的……亡祷的力量,已经将我拉下去了……只要闭上眼睛,我就永远都不能再睁开它……可不管是怎样的痛苦……我都努力地睁开它,多一秒钟……就多一秒的希望……你看……我又见到了你,不是……吗……”
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夜深。
黑暗中,她飞翔在帝都的夜风里,一面飞速去往目的地,一面将锐利的钢针刺入柔弱的手心。血液如同玛瑙一般自天空滴下。
惊人的剧痛,可以使精神力倍增,然而她知道,此时的些许痛楚,甚至比不上那个男子承受的万分之一,这一刻,她希望像那个人一样的战斗一次。
叔叔白天的警告仍旧在耳边徘徊,自己的能力,暗中出来是瞒不过他的。此时的他,应该是在附近的某个角落紧紧盯住自己,一旦自己出手,他也便会出手。十多年来的相处,她知道两人之间的确是有着父女一般的感情的,自己的这份无法作假,他的那份,也无法伪装。他会终于对自己出手吗?自己能够展开反击吗?这一切,还不知道,但她想试试。
阿尔的身体,的确是已经没有挽救的余地了,即使他的求生意志如何顽强,一天、或者两天的时间,他就会被死亡完全的俘获过去,然而那又如何呢?多一天,他就能多看到一天的希望,自己的生命,哪怕只会换回他区区一秒的生存,也是最值得的交易了。
一栋栋建筑物在身下飞掠而过,终于,傍晚到过的那栋别墅出现在眼帘之中。她降落在长街之上,深吸了一口气,随后,思感全面扩展开来。
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