第一百八十一章 美丽时光
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我当然知道美丽的小丫头在想些什么,于是就在今天,在公司里忙完了所有的事情后,我便跑到薛静的办公桌前,可怜的丫头现在正对着电脑屏幕发呆,竟然没有发现我的到来……
“静儿!一会儿下了班有空吗?一起吃饭吧?”我轻轻地将手搭到了静丫头的肩膀上,然后说道。失神的丫头猛得回过头来,发现是我后,朝我略带惊讶和幽怨地笑了笑。
“哦!俊,是你啊!我当然有空啊!那我现在去告诉月儿和菲菲她们吧,让她们做好准备!顺便问问她们想吃什么!”
静儿那如空谷悠兰般清脆的声音响了起来,正要站起身,却被我用手按住了,我在她面前蹲了下来,从俯视变成了仰视,盯着丫头那美丽到极至的俏脸仔细地看着,正如雨菲盯着蔚然的那样……
“俊,怎么了?为什么这样看着我呢?”静儿被我盯得有些脸红,羞怯地说道。
“哦……静儿,你不用去告诉她们,今天晚上就咱们俩一起吃饭!好吗?”被丫头一说,我才回过神来,深情地朝静儿说道。
“啊!……好啊!可是……真的不用告诉她们吗?”
“没事的!静儿,今天晚上就咱们两个!一会儿我来接你!”
灯光下静儿像是一个美丽的精灵,单纯从清纯的角度来讲,除了雨菲之外,没有一个丫头可以和静儿相比,美丽的女孩如雨菲一样,拥有着一副五官比例近乎完美的容颜,这是会让女人都会嫉妒的脸蛋,再加上丫头那双水汪汪的大眼睛,以及里面的羞怯和善良的元素,足以让任何看见她的男人呼吸困难……
现在我就在仔细地端详着这张绝世的容颜,以一种从来都没有过的认真来端详着,仿佛要把静儿的相貌刻到灵魂深处一般。
曾几何时,我认为眼前的这个柔弱的丫头拥有着和雨菲类似的气质和脸蛋,她曾经一度成为我灵魂中对雨菲追忆的现实对象,这样的开局无疑对静儿是残忍和不公平的,如果没有我,她可以拥有像霍振宇那样完美的白马王子。我曾经不只一次地在心中质问过自己,为什么要让这样一个精致的丫头殉葬到我的花心当中,可是每次的追问都没有任何的答案,我无法回答自己,越是这样,我便在心中对静儿抱有了越来越深的愧疚。
有多长时间,我没有如此深情地凝视过静儿了,我自己很清楚我是在逃避静儿给我的这份沉甸甸的感情,我无法面对薛静那双清澈到极至的眼睛,那样总会让我开始长久的自责,然后就是更深的愧疚,这也是这么长时间来,我一直不愿意动丫头的原因……
但是今天,我忍住了自己的鄙陋和懦弱,我强迫自己去正视眼前的这个几乎都要将心掏给自己的丫头,既然无法把静儿放下,那么我就要给她幸福,尽我的全力给她!我不再问自己究竟是为什么这样一个愚蠢而毫无意义的问题,在今天这个时刻,我只知道,静儿是我的女人,我爱她!永远都爱……
似乎是感觉到了我浓浓的爱意,静儿那原本有些羞怯的眼睛突然同样直勾勾地盯着我的眼睛。眼神里全是对爱人的热切和眷恋,清澈的眼神里现在全是坚定和决然,精制的脸上在灯光的映衬下甚至有一层圣洁的光辉,就如同那次在医院中的神情一般……
“静儿,对不起!有一段时间,我其实一直在逃避你的感情!我认为我原来把你当成了雨菲的替代者,这个想法让我非常痛苦,也十分鄙视自己,因此我在那段时间真得无法面对你!每次面对你,我都会很愧疚!觉得对不起你!”我轻轻地走到丫头的身边,蹲了下来,盯着丫头深情地说着,丫头在听了我这些话之后,眼睛里顿时布满了泪水……
“俊,你这个傻瓜!其实,我一直知道你在想什么,所以我就这样默默地等着你,等你来坦然地爱我!俊,我还要告诉你,无论你是怎么想的,爱上你,我从来都没有后悔过!从来没有!能在你身边,时常能看到你,我就满足了!”任由着泪水从脸上滑落,丫头轻抚着我脸柔声地说道,脸上那圣洁的光辉更像是一个伟大的母亲。
“静儿,你才是个傻丫头!爱上我这么一个混蛋!不过,我现在不再像以前那样懦弱了!拥有你,是我此生最幸福的事情!我现在比任何时候都肯定,你不是雨菲的替代!绝对不是!你是我的静儿,我爱你!永远都是!我发誓!”我爱怜地替丫头擦拭着脸上的泪水,语气中也同样有些哽咽但依旧坚定地说着。
“俊!傻瓜,我一直知道你爱我啊!你的眼神是骗不了我的!你之所以会自责也是因为你爱我!所以我会这样等你,一直地等待,今天终于让我等到了!我真的好开心啊!你知道吗?”
“恩!静儿,我知道!我都知道!今天晚上……我想要你!可以吗?”
“恩!”
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一窗冷月,似乎也不堪羞怯,悄悄地躲入了云层之间。情郎相邀,情窦初开的女孩不经然间在脸上也早就布满了一层红云;烛光摇曳,似乎在见证着又是一个不眠之夜,轻吻间,我和静儿已经浑然糅合到了一起,再也不分彼此,永远都不再分开……
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