第355章 江爸爸恨意的由来
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第355章江爸爸恨意的由来
白成悟的声音苍老又毫无底气,虚弱的几乎让江若雨听不清他在说什么,但是他眼睛里的光彩却让人无法忽视。龙腾小说ltxs520.com()他艰难的侧过身,颤抖着用右手撑着床铺想要起身,目光一瞬不瞬的盯着站在他床尾处的儿子,苍老的眼睛里逐渐聚集的一些晶莹的泪意,但老人却在微笑,笑容那么开怀充满了希望。
江若雨站在门口,看着白成悟这个样子,只觉得一阵心酸。她不知道爸爸和爷爷之间到底是怎么回事,但如果可以的话,她真希望爸爸能够原谅爷爷。毕竟都这么大岁数的人了,不知道什么时候就会离开这个世界,让老人带着遗憾走总是不好的,况且谁能保证爸爸将来老了不会为此而后悔?
季子玉走过去扶住白成悟:“姥爷,你躺下说话就行了,我大舅这不是来了吗。”
白祥安也连连点头,热泪盈眶声音颤抖的说:“是啊少爷,总算是可以一家团圆了,只要你快点好起来,以后的好日子还在后头呢,你就放宽心,咱们给你用最好的药,找最好的大夫,你肯定很快就好起来了。”
白成悟略微有些气喘,满怀希望的看着江宏伟:“正青啊,来,让爸爸看看。”老人抬起左手,指尖明显在颤抖:“快来,跟爸爸说说,这么多年你都是怎么过来的,三十多年啊,我终于找到你了。我想不到真的还有这一天。”说到这里,白成悟终于哽咽了。
见到他这样,白祥安和季子玉也都跟着红了眼眶,白成悟在白家是屹立不倒的旗帜,是无坚不摧的当家人,任何困难当前他都不会眨一下眼睛,可是现在面对着儿子,他却老泪纵横,这怎么能不让他们跟着难受。
江若雨推了一下站着不动,右手却将那副画卷攥的死死的江宏伟:“爸爸,你已经来了,有什么误会不如就今天说开吧。”总是这样拖着,对两边的人都是一种折磨啊。
江宏伟听到女儿的话,仿佛才从梦境中走出来一样,步伐僵硬的迈了两步,站在白成悟的床前,声音里毫无感情的说:“你还会关心我?”
“当然”白成悟激动的直咳嗽,半晌才续道:“你是我的儿子,我当然关心你,当年你离开之后,我一直都在找你啊祥安,你告诉他,是不是这样我一直在找他”
白祥安急忙点头:“是的小少爷,少爷从你出走的那天开始就一直在找你,一直都没有放弃过,”声音又开始哽咽:“少爷,不容易啊,我们找到你不容易啊”
“哦?”江宏伟面带嘲讽:“你不怕朱小丽跟你吵架,影响到你们家庭和睦?”
“你……正青,你还在怪爸爸是吗?这么多年了,你还不能原谅我?”白成悟的脸上浮现愧色,但还是满怀希望的看着江宏伟,希望能得到他肯定的回答。
江宏伟语气轻快又嘲讽:“原谅?我无所谓啊就看我妈原不原谅你”
“惠淑她已经过世这么久了,她在天上,也不会希望我们父子关系弄成这样啊”
“呵,原来你还记得我妈叫什么。”江宏伟低着头,声音虽然不大,但饱含的恨意让人心生寒意,“你知不知道我妈过的有多苦?我妈出自书香门第,一直都与世无争,你怎么忍心跟她海誓山盟之后就纳妾?我不理解,真不理解,如今我也有妻子和女儿,我是可以为了我的老婆孩子付出一切的,可是白成悟,你怎么能这么狠心?”
“正青……当时还没解放,男人三妻四妾是很正常的,我根本没有想到……”
“没有想到我妈会伤心是吗?哈你对她的感情,就只有一年那么长吗你知不知道你出门做生意去,我妈被你的‘小丽’欺负什么样你又知不知道,我妈多绝望”江宏伟终于压抑不住心中的愤怒,这么多年的委屈和怨恨都一次性爆发出来,眼里含着泪水,那是对母亲的心疼,和对这个不称职的父亲的怨恨。
“她每次都在夜里抱着我哭她没事的时候就会看着当年你们定情时候写的这个狗屁对子”江宏伟将手中的画卷展开,狠狠的摔在了白成悟的身上。那句戏言的“我是个西瓜,你是个棒槌”也好像在嘲笑当年他们的山盟海誓,让白成悟脸色一白。
“她说当时,你为了追求她,无所不用其极……”江宏伟抹了一把眼泪,眼前浮现的是当年那个他今生最爱最爱,无法忘记的女人:“你让原谅你?我怎么原谅你啊?你对不起的从来都不是我你对不起的是我妈妈白成悟如果我妈妈说一声‘正青,我原谅你爸爸了’,那我就叫你一声爸爸可是她死了,你们逼死她,你们害死她堂堂白家少夫人,上吊死了都没人管,没人知道你知不知道我当时看到我妈掉在房梁上的感觉?她的脚还在踢动啊她当时还活着我想救她下来,可是我年纪太小,抱不动她。我叫人,家里没有人理我,就连白叔都跟着你出门了所有下人都见风使舵,看你宠爱谁就讨好谁,我妈算什么要死了都没有人救”
“正青……我不知道,我真的不知道……”白成悟痛苦的捂着脸,原来儿子恨他不是没有理由,只要一想到儿子当时亲眼看到母亲上吊,他就恨死他自己:“爸爸知道错了,我真的知道错了。正青”
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