第六六五章 愿意
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“我的个傻阿妹唉，”安碧如无声的摇了摇头，轻轻扶住少女肩膀，将她扶了起来：“喜欢一个人有什么错？你为了他，连那断肠之毒都不惧，却为什么不敢大声说出来？！”
阿林哥是圣姑的情郎，我怎能跟圣姑抢他？依莲苦苦摇头，忽又心生奇怪，她红着脸看了安碧如一眼，小声道：“圣姑，我明明已服下了断肠之毒，您怎么还能将我救活过来？”
苗寨紧邻大山，所遇毒药毒物千奇百怪、药性强烈，所谓断肠之说，便是精选其中五味剧毒调拌在一起，非施毒之人不知其毒源自何物，自然无法对症下药，这才有断肠之说。龙腾小说ltxs520.com
安碧如抚摸着少女秀发，凝望住她微笑道：“若是真的断肠之毒，我自然无法解了。只可惜，你心生悲切之下，连那药物被人偷换了都不知道。你瞧瞧，你要的那五味毒源，可都在我这里呢！”
她从怀中掏出个药包，小心翼翼的展开，却见里面盛放着几味晒干的剧毒药材，依莲扫了一眼，正是自己心悲之下调制的断肠之毒，却不知如何落到了安碧如手中。
悲怆之下，所有的心酸委屈齐齐涌上心头。“圣姑——”，依莲泣呼一声，奋力投进她怀中，失声痛哭了起来。
她自遇到阿林哥开始，便在幸福与痛苦的边缘徘徊，喜欢他却不敢开口，等到鼓起勇气时，阿哥已成了别人的情郎。人生还有比这更痛苦的事么？
“傻丫头，”安碧如拍着她肩膀柔声一叹：“现在知道了吧？喜欢一个人，就要大胆说出来。要勇敢的去争取，这才是我们苗家女地勇气！一味躲闪，只会将幸福拱手相让！”
“嗯！”听圣姑亲自教导。依莲又悲又喜，在她怀里用力点头，忽又觉得不对：阿哥是圣姑的情郎，她怎还鼓励我去争取？
少女急忙抬起头来，羞羞怯怯的望着她：“圣姑，阿哥是你地情——我怎么可以和你——”
安碧如俏颜一红，嘻嘻笑着拍拍阿妹动人的脸蛋：“真是个傻傻的小丫头，我见犹怜，难怪小弟弟会那样喜欢你！”
依莲缓缓摇头，神色一黯：“阿哥他不喜欢我的！”
“喜欢不喜欢。不能靠嘴说，要用心去感受的！”圣姑轻轻摇头：“他待你如何，你自己没有感觉吗？！”
少女低着头想了想，从进山以来，与阿林哥一路同行，他虽言笑无忌。那无声处流露出的关怀和怜惜却清晰可见。依莲缓缓垂首，红着脸虚弱无力道：“我，我不知道！”
安碧如也不点明，咯咯娇笑着拉住她手：“阿妹啊，你记住了。喜欢一个人，不能一味的温柔。有时候也要对他狠一点，要让他知道你的存在。这样他就会怕着你惧着你，却更加想着你念着你！就算他当前不记得你的好，过后也会省悟过来，到时候只会更加的关切你！就像我和小弟弟——”
她说着说着，忍不住地噗嗤轻笑，眉间温柔一片，声音无声无息的小了下去。
依莲眨了眨眼。轻轻点头：“明白了！难怪阿哥那样惧怕圣姑呢，原来是圣姑爱他爱到了极致！”
“呸。谁爱他了！”依莲也是个聪明人。安姐姐引火烧身，被她一调笑。顿闹了个大红脸，羞闹着连连嗔怪。那艳丽无匹的模样，直叫身为女人的小阿妹也看的呆了：“圣姑，你真好看！”
安碧如咯咯轻笑，紧拉住她的手：“阿妹地小嘴可真甜！放心吧，你也会有我这样好看的一天！”
与圣姑聊了两句，见着她那和蔼可亲的笑容，便如邻家阿姐一般，依莲也不如何惧怕了。
“依莲，你的阿林哥明明是很喜欢你的，却不敢说出来，你知道这是为什么吗？”安碧如突然正了颜色，紧盯住依莲问道。
这一语顿把少女的全部心神都吸引了过去，小阿妹急忙拉住圣姑地衣袖：“为什么？求圣姑教我！”
安碧如慨然一叹：“像我们这样的苗家女，在世人眼中皆是平凡普通，便如天边的云彩，今日看着好看，明日却就散去了。仿佛阵风一般，虽然清新，却来的快，去的更快，注定就是一个匆匆的过客。怎能让人深深牢记？”
依莲神色一黯。圣姑说的不错，像阿林哥那样的人，身边地女子定然个个都非庸脂俗粉，她一个无依无靠的苗家小阿妹，又能算得了什么？
少女双眸含泪，紧抓住安碧如地手，殷切道：“圣姑，我喜欢阿哥，宁愿为他去死！我该怎么办，求圣姑教教依莲！”
“我们苗家女，唯有勇敢坚毅、自立自强，做一个有本事地女人，不依附于男人而存在，才能让他正视我们，永远忘不掉我们！”
圣姑轻轻一笑，脸生红晕，柔声道：“我和你的阿林哥，就是这样开始地！那时候他比现在还卑鄙无耻，见我的第一面，眼光就挪不开了，动手动脚的，一门心思想着占我便宜！后来被我狠狠整治了几次，他才老实了些！你想想，我要是没本事，那还不早被他——”
圣姑脸颊一红，说不下去了。
依莲听得奇怪，阿哥以前真是那么坏的人吗？现在怎么看不出来了呢？圣姑口口声声要整治他，可落到最后，她所有的便宜，还不都一股脑让阿哥占去了？！
安碧如目光轻柔，声音却有着说不出的坚定。身为苗家女，一定要自尊自强，这是她多年在外漂泊的心情感悟，自是真知灼见。
少女默默摇头，黯然一叹：“我只是一个小小的苗家女，又没圣姑你那样的本事，一旦阿哥离开了苗寨，他很快就会忘了我的！”
“所以啊。你更要做一个有
本事地人，让他牢牢记住你。”圣姑嘻嘻一笑，凑在依莲耳边轻轻说了几句。
“什么？！”依莲瞬间脸色涨红。疾声道：“这，这怎么可以？！我哪有那个本事？！”
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