第三十八章 千回百转
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“……”我闭上眼轻笑,“我又逃不掉,你急什么?”
“这件事我已经盼了五年等了五年,当然着急。”遥支起了身子坐我身边,他伸手紧紧拽住我的手臂,目光坚定,“好不容易才捉住,玥儿,我不可能让你逃走的。”
“好啊,反正我也不想逃。”回视他的目光,我笑容灿烂,“我等你回来。”
我等你回来。
人生常会在不经意的时候来个急转弯,暴风雨前的黎明总是格外平静,命运的作弄喜欢那样措手不及地降临,最终,我还是等不到遥回来找我。
真的,说这句话的时候我真的以为自己能等到他回来,等他回来,然后,一起生活。
即使一生都生活在皇宫中,即使是钩心斗角,我也已经做好了准备。
神州历757年4月12日,那是遥离开皇宫后的第六天,那一天对我来说,或许就叫灾难吧,毫无预兆,突如其来的灾难。
早晨正在和老嬷嬷学习宫中礼仪的时候,敖全就突然出现在门口,众人行完礼后,他朝我笑笑,语气格外温和慈祥,“玥儿,礼仪规矩的学习你先放一放,朕想带你去一个地方,有些事情想跟你说上一说。”
不能在这里说的事情吗?我愣了愣,随即回他一笑,“好啊。”
一路前行,直至敖全停下脚步后我向四周望去。
布满爬山虎的灰白墙壁,空荡冷清的厢房,好眼熟。本想抽时间来这里的,结果被遥的事情一搅和后就耽搁了,只是有些意外,敖全带我来冷宫做什么?
周围的侍从已经全都退下了,只剩下几个敖全常年带在身边的近侍持剑站在一旁,这些应该是亲信。静悄悄的,敖全忽然开口问我,“玥儿,你知道这是什么地方吗?”
我恭敬答道,“如果没有猜错的话,这里应该是冷宫。”
“嗯,不错,正是冷宫。”敖全颔首,目光中若有所思,“那么,你知道朕为什么要带你来冷宫?这你猜得到吗?”
心里骤然产生了不太好的预感,我垂下眼眸,任阳光在脸上投下一片阴影,“皇上之前不是说是想说些事情吗?或者还有其他什么事,请恕玥儿愚钝,揣摩不出皇上您的圣意。”
“呵呵,的确是有事情要和你谈才把你叫出来的,不过,带你来冷宫却还有其他的用意。”敖全实话实说,“玥儿,老实讲,当初锋源执着要娶你的时候,朕一直都在想,你会是个怎样的人,后来见了以后才发觉,远比朕想像得更为特别啊。”笑起来的时候眼角的皱纹缓缓荡开,敖全望向远方的天际,“的确值得锋源为你如此不顾一切。”
“皇上过赞了。”
“没有过赞,朕只不过在说实话。”敖全转头面向着我,微笑道,“玥儿,你应该知道锋源曾为了你的事和朕大吵过一架吧?”
“恩,稍有耳闻。”
“旁人知道的也只有表面的事,一开始听他说出那些不理智的话朕的确是相当地生气,等到后来冷静下来后,又找他好好谈了一次,那次是跟他私底下谈的,甚至连随从都没有带上一个,所以,除了我跟锋源以外,也没人知道我们到底说了什么。玥儿,你能猜到他那时跟朕说了些什么话吗?”敖全说这句话与其说是在问我,更不如说他在自问自答,顿了一顿,他已显苍老的脸庞上爬出一抹苦笑,自嘲却无奈,“朕从来都觉得自己这辈子做得最正确的事情就是把锋源给接回来,他很优秀,比朕想像得更能干,冷静自持,完全承袭了一个帝王该有的一切,说句远点儿的话,皇位若有他来继承,荻桑国的将来必定会在神州这块大地上独霸一方。可是,那时没有想到,他居然会因为一个女人而公然忤逆朕,我当时第一个想法就是红颜祸国啊,想不到锋源这样的人也会沉迷于女色,不可自拔。”说到最后,敖全甚至不用“朕”那个称呼,而是改用了“我”字,平淡的语态中带有一浅浅的酸涩,算不上是痛心疾首,但那股失望却是那样明显。
“唉!”他重重地叹气,从表情上来看似乎脑中的思绪都已经飘散到远方了,“从他十四岁的时候来到皇宫,为了夺回太子这个位子他经历了很多,他付出多少努力朕也都是看在眼里的,却不料他会因一个女人而乱了方寸,若对常人来说,对感情专注执着也算得上是件好事,但是对帝王来说,这是忌讳啊,要命的忌讳。玥儿,如果是你的话应该可以明白,一个皇帝,他可以博爱,却不能专情,这样下去,锋源迟早会被毁了的。”
我低眉敛首,隐约有些了解到敖全今日找我谈话的用意了,恐怕是祸非福。
“父皇真是如此担心的话,那儿臣的太子之位尽可让贤。”声音是敖全的,可听到这句话心头一颤,我豁然抬头望去,只见敖全满脸都挂着无计可施的表情,他直直盯住我,苦涩道,“那个时候,锋源就是这么和朕说的,朕当时问他,你不要这个皇位了吗?他笑着摇头,说不要了。那时根本就不敢相信,还以为他在开玩笑,朕又问他,那女人有这么好吗?值得你如此?”
“哈哈,结果锋源毫不犹豫地回答朕。”敖全仰天大笑,久久不止的笑声在这空旷的上空回荡不去,“儿臣希望和自己过一生的是温暖的,自己爱的人,如果一生只与那个冷冰冰的位子相伴,这太可悲了。”
“努力了那么久的位子他居然可以说放手就放手,果然是朕的好儿子,干脆洒脱,毫不拖泥带水!”声调骤然转冷,射来的目光也瞬间尖锐,“玥儿,锋源是朕最出色的儿子,朕不可能放任他这样下去,所以,只有对不住了,你绝对不能留!”
抬高手轻轻一挥,周围的侍卫立即将数把剑架到了我脖子上。
阳光照射,只感到剑身上那银色的反光格外刺眼。
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