第五十六章
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“沈墨翎,清涣和遥都不是笨蛋,你把我关起来,只怕会承受更大的压力。”我低头将最后的几口饭扒完,并未抬头,“我是真的不理解,你为什么会喜欢我?”
“……”一阵沉默。
无奈至极地叹气,我放下手中的碗筷,微皱着鼻子,“高傲如你,又怎么会做出现在的事情?难道不觉得屈辱吗?”
“屈辱?”沈墨翎注视着我,嘴中轻念这两个字,许久,浮现一抹冷笑,“你认为我在你面前还高傲得起来吗?”
薄唇略勾,眸中绿芒闪现,他轻叹道,“我早就已经认输了,输得一败涂地。”
我抿唇,突然发现无话可说。
沈墨翎将碗筷收拾回托盘里,然后抬头,在他的目光紧盯下,我浑身上下都觉得不自在,“玥儿,我从来都不想承认自己喜欢你的,女人于我而言可有可无,在我眼里,最重要的,始终是这个天下,这个我从小就为之奋斗的天下。可有,有些感情不是自己不想承认就可以不承认的。越是逃避,爆发的时候也只会更加猖獗泛滥。”
停下了声音,他弯下腰点燃油灯,黄色的火苗猝然窜起,燃烧在沈墨翎的瞳孔中,“一直压抑逃避自己的感情,等到压不下逃不掉的时候,才发觉自己已经没有退路了。”
他端起托盘走了出去,走到石门前,又突然止住了脚步,“对了,我待会儿会送被子过来,再过段时间,和晚餐一起送来,你先将就一下。”
然后,他便走了出去。
剩下我,怔怔地站着。
禁闭的生活,冰冷的牢笼,我最讨厌被别人禁锢在一个地方。但是,身体完全没有力气,这个时候,倘若沈墨翎真的强行对我做什么,我也是无力反抗的。不幸中的大幸,在某些方面他也算个正人君子,虽然偶尔会不规矩地摸我脸,但是,总体来说,还算恪守本分。
他每天都会来三次,一日三餐都由他亲自送来。从我关在这地方开始,除了沈墨翎外就没见过其他人,恐怕这个地方真是隐秘得只有他一人知道。
连个窗户都没有的密室,我抱着被子坐在床上,遥一定急得快发疯了吧,可依照现在的局势来看,沈墨翎基本上已经独揽大权,没人有资格闯进锊王府来找人,即使真的来了,他们恐怕也找不到这间密室。
难道,真的要等沈墨翎掌控全局了以后,我才能从这里出去吗?但是,等到那时候,我还有办法从孜祁国离开吗?
已经是关在这里的第三天了,不见天日,每天只能等着沈墨翎送食物过来。他昨天怕我无聊还特地带了些书进来,只可惜我根本没看的兴趣,满脑子想的都是该怎么逃出去,可怎么想都想不出好办法。真是黔驴技穷了。
“玥儿。”我抬头向声源望去,是沈墨翎端着很多菜走了进来,见到我他微微一笑,“听于路说你很喜欢吃海鲜的,所以我就拿了些新鲜的来。”
于路?沈墨翎还去问于路我喜欢吃什么?“于路知道我被你关在这里?他会默许你的这种行为?”
沈墨翎放盘子的手滞了滞,尔后又若无其事地笑笑,“他不知道这个地方的。”
言下之意,也就是于路也是反对他将我囚禁,只是眼前的这个人执迷不悟。沈墨翎偏偏找了个最不恰当的时机做了件最不恰当的事情。本来政治就是纤细的东西,任何一个意外都足以打破均衡,而沈墨翎现在的行为,放在这最后的关头,即使称为疯狂也不为过。
逃又逃不出去,看来我这次也只能等着别人来救了,斜眼望去,今天的菜色比前几次都要多,我皱眉,“这么多,我吃不下的。”
“没关系,我陪你一起吃。”
神色一怔,我睁大了眼,不可思议道,“你是说,你要在这里陪我一起吃晚饭?”
“嗯。”沈墨翎是再理所当然不过的态度。
周围静得可以听见彼此的呼吸,我凝神望着他,“沈墨翎,你何必这样,吃一顿饭是吃不出感情的,不和府里的美姬一起用膳,却跟着我躲在这种阴暗的房间……真的,没有必要。”
“有没有必要是我说了算,我想和你一起吃,有什么不对吗?”沈墨翎将菜碗放在石床上,然后坐在床沿,他的眼神坚韧无比,“玥儿,不只是吃一顿饭,而是一起吃一辈子。我说过,我有很多的时间。”
我平静地望着他,然后淡然道,“很多时间?现在的你应该是最忙的时候吧?清涣和遥没对你做什么?他们不可能不找我!”
“……”这种模样应该能理解为是默认吧。
我若没有估计错,现在的外面,应该已经闹翻天了吧!
不再说话,我低下头,开始吃饭。
这一顿饭,格外沉闷。
吃饭的席间,能清晰地感觉到沈墨翎毫不避讳的目光,灼热得像能把人生吞活剥。可是,从头到尾,他却没再多说一句话。
吃完饭,他默默地把碗筷收拾成一堆,手中的东西都放下后,他突然欺上身,伸手捏住我的下巴,手劲控制得恰倒好处,不会疼也挣脱不开,他的嘴唇几乎是贴着我的嘴唇说话的,目光深刻得能让人的神经全绷起来,“我不会放手,也不会输。”
话音一落,他就在我唇上重重一咬。
“咝”的一声,我倒吸一口凉气。
流血了。
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