番外:往生(四)
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“凝夕姐,你快来看,这里好漂亮啊!”男孩拉着我的手欢快的笑着,他的笑声像银铃一样清脆悦耳,美丽的大眼仿若水晶般透明,
“程真,你要带我去哪?”我含笑看着这个拉着我跑的上气不接下气的小人,已经跑了很远了,他到底要带我去什么地方?
“你看……”他指了指前面
“哦……”眼前的景象让我有些惊讶……
那是一片我从未见过的花海,硕大的花身鲜红如血,在阳光的照耀下毫不犹豫的绽放着,没有一丝的含蓄,没有一点的羞涩,忘我的炫耀着自己的容颜,那炽烈的色彩几乎让阳光也为之汗颜……
看到这让人惊叹的美景,我却皱起了眉毛“这是……”
“很漂亮,是不是……”程真对我天真的笑着,露出一排整齐雪白的牙齿
我俯下身,看着他,一脸的凝重“程真,告诉我,你是怎么发现这里的……”
看到我神色不对,他收起了笑容,喃喃的说“有一天,我看见一只很大很美丽的蝴蝶,我去追它,跟着就发现了这里……凝夕姐,你生气了?”
他小心翼翼的问着,长长的睫毛忽闪忽闪的,黑白分明的大眼里写满了不解……
我看着他,微微一笑,“我没有生气,程真,答应我,以后不要再到这个地方来了,也不要告诉别人,你来过这儿,听到了吗?”
“恩,我知道了”他重重的点了点头,
“真乖……”我轻轻的刮了一下他秀气的鼻尖,然后拉起他的小手,说
“走吧,我们要赶快离开这里”
“恩,凝夕姐,你今天晚上可以和我一起睡吗?我要听你讲故事……”
“好,只要你别再把口水弄到我的衣服上……”
“你胡说,我哪有……”
“呵,别再噘嘴了,像只小猪一样……”
“凝夕姐……”稚嫩的童音故意拖长了尾声,表达着他的不满
“呵呵……”
“凝夕姐,那是什么花,怎么会那么漂亮?”
“……”我敛住笑容,低头看着他,“那是死亡之花,记住,以后要离那种花远一点,知道吗?”
“恩,虽然它很漂亮,但是,凝夕姐说的话我一定听……”稚嫩的小脸上满是信任的表情
我点了点头,“走吧……我们回营区”
或许,每个人对罪恶之花都会有一种无法抑制的向往吧!
这几乎是接近于生命本能的渴求……
就像植物渴望阳光,动物渴望食物,人类……渴望爱情一样,
哪怕明知是飞蛾扑火仍是无怨无悔……也许,这渴求本身就是一种悲哀,生命和欲望的悲哀……
我轻轻的摇了摇头,怎么会突然想到这些呢?这让我有些意外,
不过,更让我意外的是,往生岛竟然生长着一片罂粟花海……
我不会天真的以为,那是自然生长的……
这个岛上,到底还有多少秘密?
我隐约感到一丝危险的气息笼罩在四周……
这种地方还是快点离开的好,我拉着程真加快了脚步……
在营区外碰到了旋司夜,他好象在这里等了我很久
“到处都找不到你,去哪了?”他一脸平静的看着我,
“……”我些犹豫,我不知道自己应不应该把刚才看到的事情告诉他……
程真像只小猫一样躲在了我的身后,他很怕旋司夜……
我看了程真一眼……最后还是决定隐瞒
“没去哪,和程真在营区外走走而已……”
他凝视我片刻,沉声说“跟我来……”
“是……”我点点头,
拉开紧抱着我不放的程真,轻哄到“乖,我一会就回来……”
跟在他身后,漫步在海边的沙滩上,凛冽的海风吹得我们的衣服猎猎作响……
看
着走在前面的他,我无法揣测他此时心里到底在想些什么……
自从上次那件事后,我们再没有单独相处过,话都没说过几句。龙腾小说网ltxs520.com
每次看到我,他总是一副若有所思的表情,然后,就会刻意的避开我的目光,为什么会这样?
我一直想不通……
那夜发生的事,还清晰的留在我的脑海里。那温柔的手,疼惜的眼,爱怜的表情……说不感动,那是假的……
可是,心里总是隐隐有种不安的感觉,那种莫名的恐慌感像夏天的野草在内心深处,慢慢的,暗暗的,却不可控制的滋长着……
这种莫名的感觉,让我的心情也变得焦躁起来……
重重的叹了口气,轻轻的甩了甩头,却甩不走心里的烦闷……
“凝夕……”他突然顿住身形,转过身来看着我,脸上的表情是从未有过的痛苦,眼中的忧伤如同仓皇的落日,
他走过来,抓住我的肩膀,俯下身望着我说“凝夕,我想带你离开这里……”
“离开这里?”轻声重复着这句话,我抬起脸茫然的看着他,问到“去哪?”
“哪里都好……我们可以找一个地方,一个能够欣赏到世界上最美的夕阳的地方……只有我们两个人,你愿意和我离开吗?”轻柔的嗓音夹杂着颤抖,黑亮的眼睛充满期待,
我静静的看着他,幽深的眼底,隐约着血丝,脸上痛苦的神色如同一道一道深深的刻痕,……我感到自己的心在隐隐作痛。
凝视着他的脸,我轻声问“教官,我们……走得了吗?“
往生上戒备森严,每一个出海口都有重兵把守,怎么走?就算旋司夜在岛上的地位特殊,可岛上的规矩又岂是随意就能打破的……
他沉默了,慢慢把脸埋上了我的颈窝,脸上的表情如同沉沉的雾霭一样哀伤,
那哀伤是如此的鲜明,毫不掩饰的痛苦神色,与惜日的邪肆阴冷,霸道张狂相比,简直判若两人……
从来没有见过这样的他,像个孩子一样的脆弱,脆弱的……让人心疼……
我轻轻的叹了口气,低声说“教官,你知道吗?我喜欢看夕阳,是因为那美丽的景象,会使我想起宇……他还在等着我回家。所以,就算我们能够离开这里……我也不能跟你走……“
他的身体微微的震动了一下,随后轻笑了一声,低语道“是啊,你说过,你活着是为了他……”
然后慢慢的向前倒去,我被他重重的压在了身下……
“教官……“炽热的气息,狂乱的心跳让感到我莫名的心慌
“别动,凝夕……”低哑的嗓音,仿佛在隐忍着什么,
“教官,放开我……”我试图推开他
“别动,不然,我不知道自己会做什么……”
“……“这次我是真的不敢动了
“就这样,让我抱一会儿,一会儿就好……“
隐约乞求的语气,让人觉得好难过……
我轻轻叹了口气,心中暗想,真的只是一会吗?
岩石上的海鸟仓皇的飞去了,一声一声破空的鸣叫,一道一道撕哑的伤口……——
我是哀伤的分界线——
“阿嚏……“我不知道这是今天打的第几个喷嚏了,头昏沉沉的,身上也没什么力气
“你好象伤风了……“若冰看着我说
我点了点头,昨天在海边躺了一夜……
“没事吧……“他问到,一如往昔的平淡,像白开水一样
我摇了摇头,“没什么,我们接着来吧“
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