第四十一章 无言以对
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周主任想叫祝毅好好探讨一下，可话到嘴边却说不出来，只能看着郑毅匆匆远去的高挑背影，心中的震动久久无法平息下来。
夜幕降临，军械科泻恢复了原有的平静，终于能好好围在一起吃顿饭的数十名弟兄却没了以前的活泼神色，每张脸都满是憔悴，每双眼睛里都充满疑惑，面对丰盛的鸡鸭鱼肉没有一个露出笑容。
长桌正北面专用位置上的郑毅，三下两下拔完碗饭，再盛上半碗汤两口喝完，放下碗，默默扫视望向自己的一张张年轻面孔，犹豫片刻，低声吩咐道：
“今晚执勤岗哨由王虎臣的一班负责，二班、三班全体休息，明早不用出操，大扫除过后以班为单位轮流放假，三天轮休完毕，想寄钱回家的弟兄进城后注意安全，有谁钱不够明早找我要。”
郑毅说完就走，回去拿出替换的内衣内裤，和警卫员段煨一起前往大砸，各班弟兄也没了胃口，心事重重地收拾桌子，清洗碗筷。
三班长韩守仁将剩下的米饭装进三个大盆子，再把吃剩下的鱼肉和鸡肉放到一起，剔去鱼刺和骨头，与三盆米饭拌匀，拿到伙房旁边新建的狗舍里，喂养一周前德国洋行派人送来的六只半岁大的牧羊犬。
二十岁的韩守仁身高臂长，浓眉凤眼，与大部分弟兄一样来自鲁南，从幸运地成为东家少爷的玩伴，与东家少爷一起读私塾，一起看秦琼卖马和霸王别姬等大戏，一起遛狗，一起跑马。
可贵的是，韩守仁从未忘记自己的佃农出身，从未忘记从小立下的报国从军征战沙场的理想，直到东家少爷东渡日本留学，他才获得自由，报名入伍，来到已成为革命圣地的广州，接着与来自各省的数千新兵一起迷迷糊糊赶赴粤东战场，迷迷糊糊成为了郑毅的部下，在郑毅日复一日的教育和训练下逐渐成长，显露出吃苦耐劳、勤奋向上的宝贵品质，方方面面进步神，人也变得成熟稳重起来，深受郑毅的信任和器重。
这半个多月来，韩守仁与一班长王虎臣、二班长李连山以及所有弟兄一样，全程参与“廖案”的后勤保障与保卫工作，听到和见到了诸多匪夷所思颠覆人生观的人和事，随即遇到了人生从未遇到过的震惊与迷茫。
与所有弟兄不同的是，韩守仁没有把心中的重重疑问告诉老大郑毅，而是默默思考，他知道老大最近很不高兴，连钟爱的德国小狗都不管了，于是他主动接过驯养德国牧羊犬的任务，耐心等待老大为自己解惑。
深夜，办公室窗户里仍然透出昏黄的灯光。
洗完澡换上身干净军装的韩守仁悄悄来到办公室门前，意外现敦实匠的二班长李连山默默站在门外。
李连山看到韩守仁无声无息到来，知道他和自己一样的心思，刚要过去和韩守仁低语几句，就听到郑毅的声音从屋里传来。
两人连忙整理军装推门而入，向办公桌后的郑毅敬礼，现最能打的段煨已经端来两杯热茶。
郑毅示意两人坐下喝茶，揉了揉酸涩的眼睛，收起桌上的文稿：“兄弟们休息了吧？”
“都躺下了。”
性情耿直的李连山连忙回答。
韩守仁不动声色地说道：“俺们三班的弟兄也都睡下了，只是不知有几个能睡着。”
郑毅默默打量两位爱将：“最近遇到的破事多，都是些买官卖官、相互算计、贪污腐化的丑恶行径，所以大家很震惊，做梦也没想到中山先生创立的革命阵营里，会有这么多的显赫人物干下那么多肮脏事，感觉与原先的革命教育和军中的革命宣传完全是两个样，于是心里难以接受，想不明白，对吧？”
韩守仁和李连山连忙点头，段煨也坐到侧边的椅子上凝神倾听。
郑毅吩咐大家不要拘束，喝下口茶叹了口气：“我和你们一样难过，一样难以接受，可我们都是小人物，什么也改变不了。”
看到郑毅满脸无奈，李连山的愣劲又犯了：“俺们可是革命军啊g些将军和革命元勋们......怎么会有这么多的龌蹉事？这和俺们老家的反动军阀张宗昌之流，有何区别？”
郑毅无言以对，沉默良久忽然问道：“连山，守仁，你们相信我吗？”
李连山和韩守仁吓得连忙站起，李连山说“大哥你这什么话”，韩守仁则重重点头，说我谁也不信就信大哥你。
郑毅站了起来，走到李连山和韩守仁身边：“既然相信我，就回去睡觉吧，不管前面的路怎么样，我郑毅绝不会把你们带进沟里去。回头告诉弟兄们，我郑毅和大家一样难过，一样想不通，但不能因此中断我们的学习和训练，更不能因此动摇革命理想｀信我们很快就会找到答案的，记住了吗？”
“记住了......”
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