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刘阿姨声音很急：＂快！快点回来！跟小新一块儿！你爸昨天说漏了嘴把你俩的事儿给你妈妈说出来了，快点回来，乱套了都，快点！叫着小新！我挂了！＂
我妈知道了？我爸说的？我一阵发呆，李菲菲走我跟前动动我的胳膊：＂关老师，关老师？＂
我回过神儿，拍拍她的肩：＂菲菲，老师有点急事儿，很急很急，改天咱再聊天好吗？＂
李菲菲很善解人意：＂老师，你快去忙你的吧，我没关系的.＂
我冲她感激的笑笑，大步大步的往家里跑，边跑边给小新去了电话，小新一听也很是吃惊，放下电话也往我家里赶去.
我站在路边打的，鬼知道为什么一辆车也打不到，急出的冷汗都快够洗澡的了，我实在无法想象家里现在的情况，我妈的脾气我是了解的，她猛一听到这么个可以让地动山摇的轰烈新闻，老太太气不死也得吓死，唉，老爸平时嘴巴挺严的，怎么一到节骨眼儿上就完蛋了呢？
边急边想，边想边急，＂嘎＂的一声响，小新的车停在我跟前，我赶紧上去，小新帮我擦擦汗：＂别慌别慌，先把气儿捋顺了，等会儿一定要平静知道吗？必须得冷静知道吗？＂
我握着拳头点点头，小新边开车边把一只手搭到我的手上，握的很紧，我心里总算平静了一下.
我和小新刚从车里出来，就见刘阿姨有点慌张的向我们走来，小新走上前去，握住刘阿姨的手：＂妈，怎么了？＂
刘阿姨拍拍小新的脸，转头看着我：＂扬扬，今天早上吃饭的时候你爸爸说漏了嘴，把你跟小新的关系无意中说了出来，你妈再三追问，没办法，我跟你爸只能如实说，你妈妈从早上到现在就只一个人呆着哭，等会儿上去了你可千万不要激动啊.＂
我点点头，小新握着我的手跟我一块上去，到了门口，刘阿姨说：＂小新，先跟扬扬把手分开，你们一个一个的进.＂
小新松开我的手：＂别害怕，恩？＂
我看着她笑笑，鼓足勇气推开门.
老爸垂着头在一个角落吸烟，我知道老爸戒烟好久了，因为我竟然又破了戒.老妈就在沙发上傻傻的坐着，两只眼睛没有半点表情，十个手指紧紧的绞在一起，这是我的妈妈吗？是我那个活泼可爱的妈妈吗？我的心好痛，走到她跟前，颤着嗓子叫了一声＂妈＂，老妈没有反应，还是那样呆呆的坐着，我坐她旁边，摇着她的手：＂妈，妈，您看看我啊，我是扬扬啊.＂
老妈慢慢的转过头，看着我：＂扬扬啊.＂
我流着泪使劲点头：＂妈，是我，是我.＂
老妈猛的对我一阵捶打，边打我边哭：＂你...你跟我说，你怎么回事儿，啊？你究竟怎么回事儿？你，你跟我说，怎么回事儿？这到底怎么回事儿？＂
我没再说话，也没闪躲，任老妈雨点般的拳头一下下落到我的背上胳膊上甚至脸上，老爸和刘阿姨过来把老妈拉开，小新跑我身边心疼的看着我，等老妈稍微冷静一会儿，刘阿姨对我妈说：＂老姐，孩子们没错啊，别打了，啊？你看，我按你的意思把小新也叫来了，你要有什么想问的想说的，当着孩子的面，都说了吧.＂
老妈走到小新跟前，握着小新的手：＂小新，我从来都是信你的，你告诉我，这是真的吗？＂
小新咬着嘴唇，小声却很清晰对我妈说：＂阿姨，对不起，是真的.＂
老妈叹口气，转头对我说：＂你跟我来卧室.＂
我跟老妈来到卧室，老妈坐在床边，我站在她跟前，老妈的样子很憔悴，她并不看我，只自言自语般的说话：＂扬扬啊，你知道你刘阿姨对咱一家有多大的恩吗？你叶叔叔救过你爸爸的命，你刘阿姨救过我的命，你知道这份情咱们老关家是两辈子也还不完的吗？＂
我跪在老妈面前，哽咽着：＂妈，我知道，我知道的.＂
我知道，文革时期老爸因为一篇学术论文而险遭迫害，如果不是叶叔叔挺身而出冒着被残害的危险提前告知老爸这个消息，老爸很可能会被关进监狱，就因为提前知道了这个消息，提前做好了准备，老爸才逃脱了进局子了命运，但还是不能幸免的挂个牌子在大街上＂游行＂，不过游这么一次行总比在监狱里呆个三四年要好多了，因为如此，我家跟叶叔叔一家一向亲似一家人，再加上后来老妈生病，需要动一个高难度的手术，是刘阿姨亲手主的刀，这就使得我们两家的关系更加不同寻常.老妈经常因为不能还这个巨额人情而感到惭愧，所以平时要我千万要对小新好一点，不能耍小孩子脾气.尤其是小新一家都搬到青岛后，老妈更视小新如己出，对小新有时候比对我这个亲生女儿还好，当然其中很大原因是小新长了张＂乖脸＂比较容易得到长辈的赞赏.
老妈的泪滴在我的头上，我的泪滴在老妈的腿上，我还是跪在她跟前，老妈还是自言自语般的在说话.
老妈止住泪，摸摸我的头发：＂扬扬，我问你，这是真的吗？你跟小新，是真的吗？＂
我抽泣着点点头：＂妈，真的，我爱小新.＂
老妈死死掐着我的胳膊：＂你，你们都是女孩子啊，你怎么能爱她？你...你确定没搞错？是爱吗？＂
我豁出去了，抬头看着老妈的眼睛：＂妈，是爱，没搞错，我对不起您，可我爱她，真的，妈.＂
老妈掐我胳膊的手松了下去，好久好久，老妈喘口气：＂你们多久了？＂
老妈没让我起来，我依然跪着，低着头回答：＂好久了.＂
老妈试着问：＂能分开吗？＂
我摇着头：＂不能.＂
老妈又开始叹气，她每叹一口气，就如刀子一般在我心里划上一道横，老妈定定的说：＂扬扬，抬起头，看着我的眼睛.＂
我抬起挂满泪的脸，望着脸上满是泪的母亲，心又开始流血.
老妈流着泪看着我：＂真的不能分开吗？＂
我流着泪看着老妈：＂真的不能.＂
老妈握握拳头，问：＂告诉我，你们谁先主动的？＂
我跟小新...谁先主动的？我不知道，真的不知道.
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