第三章 无衣 （四 上）
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忽然，她主动闭上了嘴巴。因为看到李旭的脸色再度堆满了阴云。那阴云漆黑冰冷，压得她内心深处的正在燃烧着的火焰一点点熄灭，一点点化为余烬。“我还是劝不动他！”她听见自己的心无力地自责，同时，泪水慢慢涌满双目。
“你说得都没错！”李旭继续叹了口气，伸出手，抹去妻子眼角流下的泪水。那湿漉漉的感觉就像一把刀，顺着手掌一直扎进他的心窝，“但我必须去一趟东郡，否则不但辜负了张须陀老将军的教诲之恩，也没法给齐郡弟兄们以交代。况且那些官员虽然在背后捣鬼，陛下毕竟没有辜负我。我若不去东郡，也对不起他多年的知遇之恩。你说的那些日子我想过，但现在还不是时候。在守着自己家人过日子之前，我总得在力所能及范围内作些什么，不能眼睁睁地看着天下就这样乱下去！”
两人你看看我，我看看你，再也没有共同话题。半晌，石岚主动从李旭的膝盖上跳下来，伸手去端丈夫脚边的木盆。笨重的木盆明显超过了她的臂力，她却不愿意喊人帮忙，只是紧咬牙关，用力提着木盆的边缘向起站。仿佛端起那盆水来，就可以力挽整个世界般，丝毫不肯放弃。
“傻丫头，你这是干什么？”李旭看得心头发软，踢上鞋子，双手握住木盆的边缘。他也不愿意喊亲兵进来看到夫妻之间的尴尬，试图自己将水端出去泼掉。一次用力，木盆纹丝不动，再次加力，木盆依然停在半空，第三次，他心虚地看到石岚瞪着自己，双目中泪水滚滚而下。
“傻丫头，你跟一个破盆子叫什么劲！”李旭被石岚的泪眼弄得心烦意乱，不觉将语气加重了几分，斥责。
争抢木盆的手如其所愿松开，哽咽声却在同时响起。“我知道自己这样劝你不对，但我真的不想再看到你受伤。临出门前，婆婆、萁儿都叮嘱我照顾好你，我怕，我怕自己辜负了她们的嘱托！我没用，真的一点用都没有！”石岚一边哭，一边申诉道，身体抖得像风中的荷叶。
“唉！”李旭叹息了一声，将木盆再次放于地上。然后走过去，用胸口贴住妻子的额头，“你照顾我照顾得很好，刚才的话也有道理。但有些事情，我必须去面对，逃总是逃不开的！”
“可张须陀老将军已经阵亡了，你去后，他们还会用同样的手段害你！”石岚抱住李旭粗壮的身体，手指扣得死死，唯恐稍为放松便失去一切。她不敢把话说得太明，以免给丈夫带来厄运。但危险就在眼前明摆着的，无论如何也她也做不到视而不见。
“我知道，但我比张老将军还多了圣旨和金刀，多了四千百战精锐！”李旭轻轻地抚摩着妻子的头发，低声安慰。前路迷茫，他比任何人看得都清楚。但男人在世间有所为，有所不为，前方再艰险，他也必须仰面对之。
“打败了瓦岗，还有徐元朗。打败了徐元朗，还有杜伏威。你只是一个人啊，又不是天上降下来的神仙。他们自己不想活了，凭什么逼着你去救！”石岚知道自己这样说很过分，但为了丈夫，她宁愿被看作一个自私且势力的女人。
“不是一个人，还有麾下这么多弟兄，况且叔宝和士信还在那边，他们两个也会帮我！”李旭笑着安慰。提起秦、罗二人，他的声音变得渐渐明快，疲倦了目光中也再度多出几分希望，“四千博陵精锐，万余齐郡子弟，还有叔宝和士信两员虎将，咱们即便不能迅速击败瓦岗，至少也能自保。你不用担心，咱们只管最后这一回。平了瓦岗，我便带着你，叔宝、士信和弟兄们回博陵，大伙守着六郡地盘，守着自己最在乎的人过平安日子！”
“真的是最后一回？”石岚听见丈夫说话的口气松动，猛然抬起头，瞪着红红的泪眼强调。
“当然，我还能骗你不成。看你眼睛哭的，明天怎么见人！”李旭笑着摇了摇头，许诺。“天下群寇中，战斗力最强的便是瓦岗军。如果能顺利剿灭瓦岗军，其他各路反贼的嚣张气焰肯会被打掉。到那时，谁愿意争功谁争去，咱们不管。我小时候最大的心愿是作个户槽，现在官已经够大了，也没必要再争！”
“就怕到时候别人不肯依你！”石岚知道自己没法让丈夫做更大的让步，收起满怀惆怅，强笑着说道。
“那我就连六郡抚慰大使也不做了。告老还乡，守着你和萁儿过日子！”李旭挣脱石岚的手臂，用粗大的巴掌抹去对方脸上的残泪。“看你，又哭又笑，也不怕被人听见！”
“听见就听见呗，我是你的妾侍，又不是将军！”石岚趁机抓住李旭的手，放在自己脸上，梦呓般补充，“如果平熄战乱后，你真的能告老还乡就好了，咱们谁都不用再担惊受怕。当年我小时候，最大的心愿就是嫁给临村的庄主家当婆娘，每年秋天帮着男人收收租子，随便减免一升半斗，就让庄客们感激得恨不得把我供起来…….”
“你现在已经是地主婆了！咱家的租子不一向由你经手么？”李旭被石岚的最大梦想逗得宛尔，伸手捏了你对方的鼻子，打趣。
其实我们的梦想都很简单！他摇了摇头，甩开重重烦恼后，感觉到心头有一种柔柔的满足。
这一刻，做着好梦的旭子根本没看见，在石岚的笑容背后，隐藏着一抹永远化解不开的哀愁。
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