一三二、心结
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余家的事附近人家很快就传遍了。淑宁家自然也不例外。氏在与家中女眷闲谈时说起此事,对余桐地心气与决断十分佩服,听说她扎得一手好花,还擅长打络子,便说要请她来家里帮着打几个。淑宁留意到芳宁眼光有些黯然,似乎隐隐有些悲伤。
事后淑宁私下问芳宁为何难过,芳宁道:“我只是为那余小姐伤心,她为家人做了那么多。却只换得责骂,我有些替她叫屈。”淑宁默然,难道说余小姐得不到家人谅解地事,勾起了芳宁对自己与生母陈姨娘关系的心结?
过了两天。淑宁禀明母亲,请余桐到家里来教自己和芳宁打络子,地点就在芷兰院。余桐教得极用心,连配色的诀窍也传给了她们,什么松花配桃红,葱绿配柳黄之类的,还教了好几个花样。淑宁学了很久,才学会了梅花与方胜两款,而芳宁虽然只学会了一样,却打得挺漂亮。
那余桐临走时,芳宁特地另给了她五两银子,这本是她积下地月钱,但余桐却出人意料地拒绝了。芳宁吃惊地问她为何不收,余桐仍是带了一丝羞怯怯地道:“只是教小姐们打几个络子,府上的管家已经付过报酬了,小姐的好意,小女子心领。”
芳宁沉默了一会儿,才道:“我知你家中不宽裕,只是想尽些心意。你多得些银两,回家也可少受些气。”余桐轻轻摇摇头,道:“我只要凭自己本事能挣多少就挣多少,小姐还是收回这份好意吧。家里人……不过是一时委屈,习惯了也就好了。”
芳宁收回钱袋,不说话,淑宁见状便把余桐今天打地络子都拣出来,只留下两三个作样板,其余都用一块丝帕包起,塞到余桐手中,见她吃惊,便道:“这本来就是余小姐你做的,我们不敢多占,只要留几个做样子就好,你就拿回去吧。”余桐明白她的用意,正犹豫着,芳宁开口了:“难道你真的执意要拒绝我们的心意么?都是差不多年纪的女孩儿,你何苦拒人于千里之外?”余桐笑笑,便收下了。
她正要告辞离开,却又被芳宁叫住了。芳宁咬了咬唇,才问道:“余小姐,我想问你……你父母这般待你,甚至想拿你去换取财物,你可有过一丝怨恨?”余桐愣了愣,微微笑着道:“他们生我养我,供我锦衣玉食,已是天大的恩情,虽然他们有过糊涂的念头,但血浓于水,在我心里,他们仍是我最敬最爱的父母亲人。”
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淑宁送余桐出了院门,回头看见芳宁仍在发呆,便推了她一把。芳宁恍若初醒般,对淑宁道:“三妹妹,我有件事要好好想一想,你先回去吧,明儿再来。”
第二天,淑宁再次见到芳宁时,发现她眉间的忧郁散了大半,笑容也比之前更温暖,便问她是不是遇到了什么开心地事,芳宁只是笑而不语。
也许是心境有了变化,也许是饮食营养丰富,也许是常在屋外走动,芳宁的脸色渐渐红润起来,人也胖了些。氏为此感到很高兴,叮嘱她要继续下去,不要再总是吃素食了,应该多吃肉多喝奶。
芳宁长年惯吃素菜,即便有肉,也是不多的,因此很是苦恼。淑宁偷笑,把羊奶端到她跟前。芳宁瞄了她一眼,苦着脸喝了下去,然后把另一碗羊奶端给淑宁,忍笑道:“现在轮到你了。”这回到淑宁苦起脸来。
最近被母亲监督着喝羊奶,淑宁很是头痛。她知道那对身体有益,不但能长高,还能增白,但那股膻味她无论如何也不能习惯。她隐约记得从前不知在哪看到过去除羊奶膻味的法子,似乎是用杏仁,她也不记得到底是穿前还是穿后看到的了,索性叫人去试。结果加了杏仁去煮的羊奶,膻味果然消了许多,已经能入口了。从此以后,她便不再把喝羊奶当成是苦刑了。
六月十九是观音菩萨成道之日,云居寺又有法会。因小刘氏有些中暑,不能跟去,淑宁与芳宁便多带了几个家人仆役。法会有些长了,姐妹俩只好留在寺中用斋饭。
一桌四位女客,与她们姐妹同桌地人里,有一位五十多岁的老妇人,打扮虽不华丽,但服饰干净整洁,行止文雅,让人很有好感。而另一位三十来岁的妇人,似乎是商家女眷,虽然衣着华丽,吃饭时却屡屡有失礼之处,不但咀嚼声响亮,还时不时地咳几声,似乎想把喉咙中的痰咳出来。那老妇频频皱眉,淑宁也看得有些心惊胆战,不知她会不会把痰咳到桌上的饭菜里。
芳宁淡淡地劝那妇人,若要吐痰,不妨吐到屋角的痰盂处。那妇人瞪了她一眼,看到周围其他人都对她露出不满之色,扯了扯嘴角,勉强起身走到屋角去了。老妇特意瞧了芳宁几眼,芳宁只是淡笑。
饭后,淑宁打算到处走走,消消食,芳宁也欣然同意了。姐妹俩只带了春燕,请了个小沙弥作向导,想去看看石塔。那小沙弥请示过执事僧人,便回答说只能在塔林外围走走,淑宁应了。一行人便围着几座大小不一的石塔逛了一圈,又听那小沙弥说些石塔的来历典故,倒也不觉无聊。况且此处草木森森,比起外头大殿要凉快许多。
逛完了这几座石塔,正打算到别地地方走走,淑宁眼尖地发现前头不远的另一处塔林边上,有一个挺眼熟的人站在那里,正往另一个方向瞧。
那是曾有过一面之缘的林夕。
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