第一千三百零一章:我是烟雨濛!(4000字!)
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念言再次一步走来,这一刻,她距离楚岩仅仅有一步之遥!
“我真的不明白!”
楚岩目光直视念言,淡淡一语。
心,却是有些痛了。
“楚岩,你个王八蛋,你再说一句,你不明白!”
这一步,念言与楚岩的已经面对面,其再也控制不住自己的情感,两行热泪倾流而下,嘶喊道。
多少年了,为了再相见的这一天自己等了多少年了,为了能够拥有更多的寿元,自己来到了天州,拼命的修行,就是想追赶上他的脚步,就是想再见他一面,可是现在,他却说‘不明白’!
这一刻,念言的心,很痛,十分的痛!
楚岩脸上没有丝毫的表情,而心,却如同被一柄尖刀扎入一般!
这个女子,当年为了自己付出了太多,没有情,是假,可自己现在能如何?
“对不起,我叫紫枭,不叫什么楚岩,念老师,你认错人了吧!”
楚岩强保持表情没有一丝异样,言语平淡说道。
“不要叫我念老师,我叫烟雨濛,我是烟雨濛,我是那个为了你愿意付出一切,等你数十年如一日的傻女人烟雨濛,楚岩,你不要再骗我了,你难道不知道我改名叫‘念言’是什么意思吗?我的心都已经给了你,你还想我怎么样,你还要我怎么样?”
泪水早已止不住,多年来的辛酸这一刻全部迸发,念言,也就是烟雨濛双目死死盯着楚岩,那目光便是无声的质问。
心中再次绞痛,若是被扎了第二刀!
他怎会忘记,他怎能忘记!
烟雨濛,那个为了讨好自己百般改变自己的女孩!
烟雨濛,那个为了一头华发垂死的自己不惜背叛整个魔道的女孩!
烟雨濛,这个心中只有自己,痴情到了极点的女孩!
这一刻,楚岩身体不禁有些颤抖,已经极为勉强的克制着自己的情绪,说道:“对不起,念老师,我不是楚岩,至于你说的烟雨濛,又是谁?”
“楚岩,为什么?为什么你要这样对我,为什么你不敢面对我,当年是这样,现在为何还是这样,为什么?”
泪水沾湿了地面……
心中再痛,第三刀!
辛酸的,只有回忆吗?不,还有现实!
“楚岩,你真的,哪怕只有一点点,就仅仅那么一点点都没有喜欢过我吗?”
“我……”
“你别说!”
“我不想听到结果,其实我早已知道了结果,一切只是我自己一厢情愿而已!”
“楚岩,你知道吗?你是第一个看到我身子的男人,你是第一个敢多番对我无礼的男人,本来我很讨厌你,很讨厌你,你知道吗?很讨厌很讨厌……”
“可是,你这个混蛋,你这个大混蛋,怎么不知不觉就闯进了人家的世界,没有一点征兆,没有一点防备,在不知不觉中,我已经无法忘记你了,你知道吗?”
“我……”
“你别说!听我说!我今天要把憋在心中许久的话全部都说完!”
“当时师尊让我来引诱你时,我的心中竟然有种莫名的欣喜,虽然不愿意承认,但我知道,我已经爱上了你,你知道吗?我想方设法的帮你调查魔道盟的消息,你知道吗?每个夜晚,我都在想怎样改变自己才能让你喜欢,你才会接纳我!你知道吗?我真的是第一次如此对待一个男人,真的是第一次……”
“对不起!”
“呵呵,我真傻,真的,我傻到以为只要改变自己你就可以接受我,无情的现实无数次摧残了我,我本来已经打算彻底放弃你,但我不甘心,真的,我不甘心,这是最后一次,我最后一次来讨好你,结果却依旧只能遍体鳞伤来收场,楚岩,你夺走了我太多的第一次……”
“我!”
“呜……”
“这是我的初吻,便宜你了!从此老娘再也不爱你了,再也不爱你了,再也不爱了!”
往事如潮水般袭来,在脑海中回映……
这一次,如当年一般,自己等待了数十年,是为何,烟雨濛不知道,只知道,这一次,他再次伤了自己!
烟雨濛,这一刻,心,真的碎了!
心中再痛,第四刀!
“既然你不爱我,为何又要出现在我的世界中,不如让我一个人在等待中老去,这样,起码,我还能留有一点点的幻想,既然你不爱我,为何又来,招惹我,让我对你再次动情,再次无法自拔,为什么?”
烟雨濛眼圈早已哭红,淡妆也哭花了,可仍旧是一脸执着!
“对不起,念老师,你认错人了,我真的不是楚岩!”
楚岩的鼻子有些发酸,忍着让自己的声音不改变,保持着脸色的平静,说道。
“好,你不是楚岩,是紫枭,可当日,你为何救我?”
烟雨濛目光死死盯着楚岩,嘶喊道。
“不是你,是其他的女子,我一样会救!”
楚岩有些不敢正视烟雨濛的目光,说道。
“呵呵,是吗?紫枭,你可真无私啊,当时,你为何对我说那句‘是我欠你的’,我们既然从未见过面,你欠我什么?”
烟雨濛再次质问道。
“你听错了,我说的是我会救你的!”
楚岩声音有些沙哑。
“呵呵,好,既然如此,我这条命,是你救的,既然你不是楚岩,我现在就还给你!”
烟雨濛在泪水中冷笑,身体朝后一跃,整个人直接朝后倒去,落入了那万丈雾海之中。
“楚岩,如果不爱,请别伤害我!”
烟雨濛泪眼朦胧,话语断肠!
心痛,第五刀!
烟雨濛的一系列话语,若是五柄尖刀刺在了楚岩的心头!
“烟雨濛!”
楚岩一眼圈泛红,声大吼,随着其跳了下去……
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