第152章 病因
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生气?也许有一点儿吧,但更多的是感到伤心难过。我别过脸不语,云峥轻声道:“对不起,我瞒你这么久,是我不对,你生气也是应该的,可是,我就是怕你知道了会伤心……”
“我没生气。”我想抽出手,他却握得紧紧的,我挣了挣,他死死握住,也不知道他哪来的力气,就是不松手,随即轻喘起来,我不动了,转脸看他惨白着脸,心中顿时一软。云峥见我停止挣扎,轻喘道:“叶儿,我……”
“别说了,好好休息。”我用另一只手拉过被子,帮他盖上。云峥轻声道:“你也上来吧,你一晚上没睡……”
我没跟他拧着性子,脱了鞋和外衣,蜷到床上去,躺在云峥内侧。他伸手抱住我,不再说话。闻着他身上淡淡的药味,我闭上眼睛,一晚没睡,整夜又在担惊受怕,此刻松驰下来,眼睛一闭,才感觉到这副身子有多累,一会儿就睡熟过去。
醒来时见屋里点着烛,才知道竟睡了一整天,云峥还紧紧拥着我,见我睁开眼,轻声道:“醒了?”
“嗯。”我揉了揉眼睛,“你几时醒的?”
他笑了笑,捋了捋我脸上的发丝:“饿不饿?我让宁儿送晚膳过来好不好?”
“好。”我点点头,他撑起身想坐起来,我赶紧按住他:“你别动,好好躺着,我去叫她就好了。”
“她们就在外面呢,你不用下去的。”云峥抱住我,唤了宁儿进来,原来两个丫鬟都在外室候着。见我们都醒了,赶紧去厨房端了晚膳进来。云峥坐起来,我拿了枕头垫到他身后,轻声道:“身子还有力吗?”他虚弱的样子让我觉得他甚至拿不稳筷子。
“还好。”他点点头,馨儿端了榻上的矮几放到床上,将晚膳摆上来,我们坐在床上,沉默地吃晚餐,见他拿着勺子喝了几勺鸡汤,手也没抖,才放下心来,不再看他,开始吃饭。半晌,感觉他没有动静,我抬起头,见他坐着默默地看我,诧道:“怎么不吃?不合胃口吗?”
他摇摇头,笑了笑。我轻声道:“那还不吃?你要多吃点东西补充营养才行,不合胃口也得吃,快把鸡汤喝完。”流了那么多血,明天要叫厨房弄点补血的东西给他吃才行。
他闻言拿起了汤勺,我监督他把鸡汤喝完,又逼着他吃了一碗饭菜,才满意地让宁儿收了桌子。等两个丫鬟退出房间,云峥沉默地看了我半晌,才轻声道:“叶儿……”
我静静地迎视他的眼睛,知道他要说出他例诊的秘密了,他的眼里渐渐蒙上一层朦胧的雾色,迟疑半晌,轻声道:“你对我的病,是不是感到很诧异?”
“是。”我定定地看着他。云峥轻咳一声,迟疑着,似乎不知道从哪里开始说起,又过了半晌,才道:“我不是得病,我是中了毒。”
我已经想到了。见我没有诧异的样子,云峥蹙着眉,讲起他这病的始末。二十五年前,云峥的父亲云弈娶了云峥的母亲白玉瑾,婚后三年,夫妻恩爱、相敬如宾,随后,白玉瑾怀了云峥,可是在她怀着云峥的时候,云弈去了一趟南疆,认识了个叫绮罗的南苗女子。云弈迷上了那个女子,将她带回侯府,不顾云崇山的反对,执意纳她为妾。白玉瑾获悉此事,情绪激动,以至早产,云峥仅在母体中呆了七个月就出生了,因为先天不良,三天两头地生病,身体孱弱。老爷子最初不同意云弈纳妾,因为南苗人在天曌国人眼里是地位低下的异族蛮夷,但云弈说绮罗已经怀了他的骨肉,云崇山念及云家血脉,终于同意让绮罗进门,没想到却为云家带来无穷的祸患。
绮罗进门之后,白玉谨与云弈的夫妻感情急速恶化,白玉瑾闭门不出,与云弈形成路人,每日除了照顾儿子再不作他想。没想到有一天,云弈随老爷子出门办事,绮罗却趁没人的时候潜到白玉瑾房中,对不足一岁的云峥下毒,被刚好进门的丫鬟发现,喊叫起来,惊动了白玉瑾,白玉瑾见状大怒,将让绮罗交出解药,绮罗却不肯,白玉瑾怒不可遏,不顾她即将临盆,当即让下人勒死了绮罗。
老爷子和云弈赶回侯府时,绮罗已经气绝多时。云老爷子虽然气白玉瑾杀了绮罗,断了一条孙脉,但云峥中毒更让他怒火冲天,倒也没有过于责罚白玉瑾。云峥中毒之后,生命垂危,许多名医看过之后都束手无策,老爷子花重金在全国悬赏,寻求良医,不知道来了多少人应诊,却没有一个能解云峥之毒。眼见云峥一日不如一日,不足周岁便要夭折,事情却有了转机,傅先生前来应诊,看了云峥的症状之后说此毒甚是歹毒,每月皆会发作一次,无法根治,只能定期排毒,云家花重金将傅先生留在了侯府,让他作了云峥的专治大夫。从此云峥便开始受这每月毒发之苦,从婴儿开始,足足二十五年,每月都要经受一次这样疼痛难忍的例诊。
而云弈却怎么也不肯相信绮罗向云峥下毒,自从绮罗死后,一直郁郁寡欢,一病不起,两年后便英年早逝。白玉瑾经历这些事以后,性情大变,由一个端庄持重的大家闺秀,变得喜怒不定、脾气暴戾,甚至经常殴打折磨年幼的云峥,被云崇山发现后,不准她再接近云峥,从此云峥便极少与母亲接触,由祖父带在身边抚养长大,这也是他与母亲感情淡漠,却与祖父感情深厚的原因。
怪不得云家对云峥的病讳莫如深,原来这里面还有这样一段过往。我能理解云峥不告诉我的原因,这是他父母的隐私,让他如何能说得出口。若不是被我撞到云峥提前毒发,只怕他还会继续隐瞒下去。
——2007、2、7
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