第九十二章 人贵自知 不做不兴
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朱达没有畏难,更没有绝望,既然自己选了这条路,既然自己要生存,那么就要走下去,那些年的人生里,当他意识到读书可以改变命运的时候,他咬牙苦读,除了真正的天才之外,大部分的差距可以通过勤奋和努力来弥补,在那时候,他从班里的差生变成了前十名,当他被人欺负殴打的时候......
既然意识到了,那么就全身心的投入去努力去拼,何况自己不是胡乱摸索,有懂行的高人指点,有足够的条件,如果没有成长,只能是说自己不够努力,不够勤奋。龙腾小说网ltxs520.com
朱达自然知道自己的优势,不管从心智、见识还是经验来说,他的确比同龄人,甚至同时代的很多人强些,在这个基础上,可以保证自己不走岔路,效率更高,还有很多很多的优势,作为一个十二岁的少年是用不上的,只要,如果......
当所有人觉得朱达恢复正常的时候,他表现的又不那么正常了,勤奋到不像话,勤奋到拼命,看到朱达的这种努力,秦川甚至都想要劝解,到最后感慨说“这等下力,读书认字功名路未必不行”,只有袁标觉得应该,老人也有自己的看法“生死路上走一遭之后,就知道多练才能活命,很多人想到这个的时候已经要死了,你总算不晚”。
朱达在努力,朱达非常努力,朱达努力到了极点,朱达努力到了不要命的程度......
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就这样过了三年
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农户的夏天是最难熬的季节,去年秋收的积储在春荒中消耗的差不多了,今年种下的庄稼还未到收获的时候,仓里空空,腹中空空,只能去做些副业找些副食,更多的都是东挪西借,指望着年景不错能填上亏空,至于什么挖东墙补西墙,谁都明白,谁都顾不得了。
每到这个时候,各村那些不务正业的浮浪子弟就成了青壮们羡慕的焦点,都说这些人不学好,可他们无牵无挂活得自在,比这么辛苦刨食看不到尽头要好太多。
赵大胆就是被人羡慕的一个,他是怀仁县东槐左村的光棍汉,三十多岁的年纪,父母早亡,也谈不上什么成家,祖传的那份田地早就卖给了村中大户,他不会什么养家糊口的手艺,按说应该活得很潦倒,或者去给人做个长工,或者去外面流浪,没曾想却活得很滋润。
他一个月回来不了几天,可衣衫齐整,红光满面,破烂宅院里时常弥漫酒肉香气,本村和邻村的破鞋都勾搭的很勤快,这日子实在痛快。
村民都知道这赵大胆从小练过几年刀棍,这也是卖地破落的原因,大家虽然封闭,可看这破落户活出如此光景,少不得要多方猜测,按照猜测里的那些罪过,这赵大胆足够上刑场被千刀万剐了。
可嫉恨归嫉恨,没到青黄不接的难熬光景,村里的年轻男人们就顾不得老人们的告诫,三三俩俩议论的时候,总谈到去跟着这位赵某人出去,“哪怕是杀头的罪过,能快活几天也值了”。
这安心也是相对的,有些事做多了,夜里很难睡得沉,风吹草动都会把人惊醒,不让大家养狗这个事看似自觉,实际上也是赵大胆放的风。
现在的槐左村很安静,只有蛐蛐还是什么虫子在叫,大同夏夜相对凉爽,睡着了会很舒服,可赵大胆躺在炕上怎么也闭不上眼,夏天生意不怎么好做,但细心一点,大胆一点,总归不会空手,可月初和同伴们汇集,有三个人却没出现,大家都不知道消息,但在这一年半的时日里,总有类似的事传出来,只是各家做各家的生意,彼此都藏着掖着,消息都隐隐约约的,只不过这半年消息越来越多,轮到自家就是确信了。
这让每个人都心神不宁,草草做了两桩生意就散伙,先回家猫着,等秋日里生意好做了再聚。
躺在炕上的赵大胆翻来覆去,想着自己是不是去延绥和榆林那边谋生,或者大同镇边墙各关卡附近,那边同行多,风险大,不过生意也多,而且那边无法无天的事谁都不在乎,也没人会注意到自己......
正想着的时候,院子里的马打了个响鼻,接下来又是嘶鸣几声,真是不省心的畜生,赵大胆又是翻了个身,突然间,他听到了脚步声,赵大胆只觉得汗毛炸起,反手抓住身边的那口雁翎刀,缓缓从炕上做起,这些日子睡觉他一直不脱衣服,哪怕气味难闻也顾不得了,正要小心翼翼向着门边蹭的时候,却听到有人拍门。
哪里来的蟊贼这么不知死活,本村的吃了教训不敢了,难道这是外来的,外来就更不用在意,赵大胆深吸了口气,虽然放轻脚步,可动作却加快了些许,走到屋门前,卸下门闩,猛地一刀斜劈了下去!
他甚至都没有在门缝向外张望,生怕惊动了门外的人,赵大胆这一刀又狠又急,就是朝着劈死人去的,他不在乎死人。
万万没想到,这一刀劈了个空,接着夜色天光,影影绰绰的能看到一根长棍收回去,长棍上绑着什么东西,刚才并不是有人敲门,而是用棍子敲,而且看棍子上绑着的东西,赵大胆大概能猜到,如果趴在门缝上看,十有会以为那是人影。
既然门开了,人也暴露在门前,赵大胆直接就冲出了屋子,但却不敢向那院门的人影靠近,他也不敢肯定那长棍是不是长矛,现在对方一刺就完了,自己要做的就是别站在门框前后,施展不开。
赵大胆出了屋子后不敢妄动,但对方表现的很怪,把长棍收回几尺之后,就向着边上一丢,他向前靠近几步,却又看到对方那边有亮光,这唬的他停住,随即看到院子里明亮起来,对方居然点亮了一根火把......
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