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第五六六章 讨厌自己

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等她把衣服穿得差不多了,春光全部挡住了,自然也没得看了,林子闲也迅速收拾起了自己,不过看到自己肩头的带血伤口后,不禁一阵苦笑,这就是爱的代价。

“司空,你这一口也咬得太狠了,正儿八经的皮开肉绽啊!”林子闲叹道。

“活该,没一枪毙了你都便宜了你。”司空素琴啐了口,不过瞥见他肩头那触目惊心的咬伤后,也不由咬了咬唇,低声问道:“很疼吗?”

“我又不是死人,能不痛吗?不过我昨晚也让你‘皮开肉绽’了好几次,总的来说,还是我更占便宜。”林子闲乐呵呵伸手比划了个‘几次’的手势。

司空素琴岂能不知道他这‘皮开肉绽’的潜台词,只能红着脸骂了句无耻,也拿他无可奈何,穿好衣服爬到了前面的驾驶位。也许是动作太大的原因,她手捂小腹,黛眉微皱地‘嘤咛’了一声。

很显然是昨晚‘操劳’过度的后果,注意到的林子闲立刻趴在后面,关心道:“不行就别逞强啊,我来开车。”

“滚!”司空素琴当即恼羞成怒地挥肘后击,林子闲挥手一挡,倒在后面笑得好不猖狂,貌似有种将这女人给征服后的快感。

司空素琴回头瞪了他一眼,迅速找到自己的包包,对着后视镜梳理起了散乱的秀发,并且快速给自己补妆……

林子闲爬到副驾驶位后,放下车窗深吸了口外面的空气,感慨道:“还是外面的空气清新,车里全是你的特殊味道。差点让人窒息。”

着放下车窗的司空素琴立刻被这话给勾引得想起了昨晚的旖旎片段,她没想到自己被触发后竟然那么疯狂,简直和荡妇没什么区别,到现在还四肢酸软,她有点不敢再想下去了……俏脸顿时霞飞双颊,挥手就是一拳砸了过去。

林子闲一把抓住她的粉拳,警告道:“再动手动脚,别怪我也对你动手动脚。保证叫得最响的人是你。”

“无耻!”司空素琴抽回拳头,偏头看向了窗外微亮的迷茫天色,眼神也透着迷茫,对两人的关系有点不知该何去何从。

林子闲伸手捏住了她粉嫩的下巴。把她脸转了过来,探身过去浅尝了一口。

司空素琴没有反抗,看着他离开后,淡淡问道:“林子闲,你这样对我,有没有考虑过后果?你是痛快了,可你周旋于那么多女人之间,将让我如何自处?”

林子闲闻言皱了皱眉,下意识地摸出了一根烟点上。朝着窗外的薄晓吐出条烟龙,生龙活虎的他顿时萎靡了下来,征服美女后的快感也荡然无存。

他苦笑一声,低沉着嗓音缓缓说道:“我曾经无数次地考虑过这个问题,也曾经有许多人等和你一样的答案,我无法给出答案,于是不能接受的人都陆续离我而去。到最后我还是我。我曾经狠狠地下了决心,想开始过无情无爱的生活,就是我去年刚回国的时候。然而如潮,有些事情一旦开戒,就总是会情难自禁,结果又一步步走回了从前。但我想,我应该能比以前做得更好点,最少应该能更负责任一点。我也一直在朝这方面努力,也许我的想法有点太自私了……和你在巴黎那次,我有点食髓知味,再看到你,总会忍不住想和你重温旧梦,也许这就是我们今天在一起的原因。”

这话算是说得开诚布公了。

“的确很自私。非常的自私,你们男人是不是都是这样,看到美女都想占有?”司空素琴盯着他问道。

“别人怎么想的我不知道,别人怎么想的也和我无关。我就是我,我从未想过要一辈子占有谁,我想和每一个想离开我的人好聚好散。因为我注定了要在刀尖上跳舞,见过太多的生生死死,自己的命运都在叵测之中,所以没办法给谁‘永远’这个承诺。”林子闲摇头道。

司空素琴顿时冷笑道:“你这种人比自私更可怕,你这种想法完全是不负责任的想法,太祖有句话说得好,所有不以结婚为目的的谈恋爱都是耍流氓。你老实告诉我,从你昨天晚上说吃夜宵开始,是不是就谋划好了要针对我?”

“是!我不想骗你,因为我认为这是解决我们之间恩怨的最佳办法……男欢女爱!”林子闲很肯定地点了点头,同时伸手从腰上拔出那把手枪,亮出在手掌中道:“其实这把枪的保险一直未打开,所以别说开枪,就连走火的可能性也没用。”

司空素琴顿时一脸愤怒,有种受到了欺骗的感觉,一把将枪夺到了手中,发现保险真的没打开,迅速将保险给打开了,枪口真的顶在了林子闲的脑门上,怒声道:“你以为我真的不敢杀你?”

林子闲淡淡看了她一眼,偏头看向窗外,吐着烟雾,云淡风轻地看了看外面破晓的天色道:“子弹一直是上趟的,直接扣动扳机,所有的一切就都过去了……其实有时候,我也经常站在大多数人的道德观上来审视自己,结果我自己都无数次地讨厌自己,譬如现在,我就很讨厌自己。”言下之意是你开枪吧,我也活得不耐烦了。

连自己生死都经常不放在眼里的人,正是典型的亡命之徒,亡命之徒的所有特征在他身上都能找到。

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