第三卷多事之秋 第二十七章 灰眼的幼兽
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第三卷多事之秋第二十七章灰眼的幼兽
在荒原上,隆庆被宁缺一箭废了全身修为之后,曾经百念俱灰,甚至试图放弃自己的信仰,向深沉的夜色里走去,然而他终究没有死,没能真正投入冥王的怀抱,也正是那次绝望的经验,让他明白,单纯的言论或行为都不是真实的背叛,作为一名坚定的昊天信徒,要从内心深处抹去对昊天的敬畏和信仰,可以说是世界上最困难的事情,就如同要把光明从天空驱散一般。龙腾小说网ltxs520.com
隆庆跪在半截道人身前,说道:“昊天的意志太过强大,早已超过了我的意志,我根本不知道怎样才能抹除掉。”
半截道人问道:“什么是昊天的意志?”
隆庆想着观主在南海舟上与自己的对话,说道:“昊天无所不在,无所不知,世间万物运行都在昊天的掌控之中,所以我们的心意便是昊天的意志。”
半截道人没有想到他对昊天意志居然有如此深刻的认识,略带赞赏点了点头,说道:“心意乃是昊天意志在主观上的呈现,然而事物必有两面,昊天意志也有它客观存在的一面,你可曾感知过?”
隆庆微感惘然,心想客观范畴里的昊天意志,那岂不是昊天的神律本体?身为世间凡人怎么可能感知的到?
“昊天没有身量,又有无限身量,大时若无数沧海,微时若沙砾碎成万片。昊天没有形状,又有无数形状。有时为兽,有时为人,有时为树,有时为山,有时为海,有时为日,有时便是世界。”
半截道人眼帘微垂,若枯木般的面容上仿佛镀上了一层圣洁的神辉,声音毫无情绪,仿佛这些对昊天的形容,并不是出诸他口,而是本来就存在这个世界上,只是通过他的声音出现在洞窟里。
西陵教典上没有对昊天的任何描述,因为在教义中,任何试图描述昊天的行为,都是极为不敬的亵渎之举,隆庆此时是第一次听到有人正面描述昊天,虽然这些描述看似简单,却让他的道心开始剧烈的颤抖起来。
令他道心颤抖,除了听到了昊天的神律本体形象,还因为他终于确认了一个事实——榻上这个只剩下半截身子的残疾老道,果然曾经破过五境!
因为只有破五境进入天启境界的修行者,才能够幸运地亲眼目睹昊天的神律本体,也只有这些人才被允许正面描述昊天的形象!
而一个天启境界的道门前辈,居然被一剑斩落半截身体,隆庆不由愈发觉得书院夫子和轲浩然恐怖到了极点!
半截道人仿佛知道隆庆此时心里在想些什么,缓缓睁开眼睛说道:“昊天无论以何种形状出现在世界里,都必然是宏大的、庄严的、肃穆的、不言自明的伟大,而我们无法伟大,便只能强大。”
“书院里那些强大而卑贱的无信者,之所以能够完全抹除昊天的意志,是因为他们从一开始的时候,就未曾真实地信仰过昊天,而道门弟子很难做到这一点,所以我此时要告诉你昊天的真实形容。”
隆庆声音微颤问道:“为什么要告诉我这些?”
“因为你既然无法抹除掉昊天的意志,那么只好尝试忘记,而你以往根本不知道什么是昊天,又如何忘记?”
半截道人看着他说道:“只有先知道,然后才能忘记。”
隆庆若有所思,低头陷入长时间的沉默。
不知道过了多长时间,洞窟石壁上的那些夜明珠光明复盛,软榻上洁白的狼毛随风轻摇,他终于抬起了头,神情平静。
半截道人略带一丝焦虑问道:“你可曾忘记?”
隆庆问道:“忘记什么?”
“哈哈哈哈!”
半截道人大笑起来,兴奋地伸手想要拍打自己的大腿,以渲泄这么多年的痛楚与绝望与等待的煎熬。
一掌重重拍进狼毛里,老道才想起这个已经很多年都没有忘记的事实。他早就已经没有腿了,而且他也没有屁股了。他现在只是一个只剩下半截身体的可怜的畸型的老道士,于是他痛苦地大声哭泣起来。
如鬼一般的凄厉哭声,在幽静的洞窟里不停响起。
隆庆神情平静看着老道像疯子般捶胸扼腕、甚至偶尔会扼自己喉咙把自己扼到满脸通红,直到哭笑相杂的难听声音渐渐停息,才说道:“我的本命物是桃花。”
他身前道袍胸襟有一朵桃花,黑色的桃花。
老道微微眯眼,看着他哑声问道:“为什么是桃花?”
隆庆平静说道:“当年弟子入不惑后,始终没有定下本命物,后来在天谕院学习之时,听闻了当年夫子上西陵斩桃花的故事,从那时开始,我发誓要让桃花开遍昊天普照的人世间,于是桃花便成了我的本命。”
听着这番话,老道看着他的眼神愈发诡异,隆庆的神情却是愈发平静,微笑说道:“修道之初,我的理想便是带领昊天道门彻底战胜书院,这些年随着这么多事情的发生,尤其是因为宁缺的出现,我的想法变得更加直接而坚定,我的生命将全部奉献给毁灭书院和唐国的伟大事业中。”
老道看着他的眼睛,看出了很多事情,说道:“很好。”
话音甫落,老道一掌重重击打在隆庆的左胸上,一股强大的力量从掌心喷涌而出,瞬间穿透肌肉与肋骨,直刺他的心脏!
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