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“十三弟，把舒儿暂时留在我身边吧。如今，在这寂寞深宫里，我连个说话的人都没有了。”我叹息着对胤祥道，“八哥不在了，九弟死了，十弟、十四弟都软禁着……这人就渐渐地散了，如今只留下个你，还伴着他……再过几年，他该成真的孤家寡人了……”说到允禩，我心中一酸，强忍了把泪珠收进去。胤祥叹息道：“纱纱，你也别太过伤心了……八哥已经下葬……”一时，大家又无语静坐了一会儿，胤祥留下云舒，千叮万嘱地回去了。
我宫的管事太监秦月月躬身进来，笑眯了眼，低声对我道：“娘娘，今晚主子翻的娘娘的牌子，请娘娘早些装扮了……”我平淡地打断他道：“我不待见，让皇上翻别人的牌子去。”秦月月满脸堆起献媚地笑：“娘娘……”我正色道：“秦公公，你去告诉皇上，要我侍寝，除非‘肉长红刺，股断青石；乌鸦白头，龙驹生角。’除非这四样事都办到了，否则，我绝不侍寝！”秦月月“扑通”一声跪下来，磕头如捣蒜：“娘娘，饶了奴才吧。奴才就是有一千条命也不敢去回这话呀！”云舒道：“让你去说，你就照实说，别在这里磨磨唧唧的！”秦月月喏喏着退下去。
约莫过了半顿饭功夫，秦月月回转来，掩饰不住劫后余生的喜气，禀道：“皇上今晚不过来了，翻了熹妃的牌子。”“行了，皇上晚上爱找谁找谁去，不用给我们通知。”云舒拿出一个赤金的镯子，放到秦月月手中，“退下吧。”
打了太监宫女，云舒关上门，坐到我身边，我漫不经心地把玩着郎窑红茶碗。云舒低声道：“雪姨，你还想和那个雍正在一起？为什么不杀了他？”我不置可否，将茶碗高高抛起，接住，再抛，再接。云舒一把抢过茶碗，扔到地上：“雪姨！”我转脸茫然地看她一眼：“唔？这碗很珍贵哦，就这样被你砸了？”“雪姨！你！”云舒气不打一处来，作抓狂状。我哈哈大笑：“舒儿，你怎么这么沉不住气呢？”“我沉不住气？”云舒气鼓鼓坐下，拿了糕点就往嘴里塞，“我吃东西了，不管你了。”我收敛了笑容：“也许我还留恋他吧，不过物是人非，再也回不到从前罢了……”云舒一口菱粉膏咽住了，瞪着眼睛看我，一手指了我“呜呜”作声。我递给她一杯茶：“慢点吃，我又不抢你的。我跟琴轩的事儿，甭担心了，我知道该怎么办的。赶明儿，你去把弘历引我屋里来。”
（三十六）重逢
弘历不需云舒去请，自个儿一道烟奔我屋来了！
小东西几年不见，长高了也长壮了，才学也越出众了。我望着他隐隐流露出明狐真身清俊飘逸气质的脸庞，心里不禁想起了明狐。他现在该是哪座山里修炼吧？
弘时跟在弘历后面，哥儿俩一般高矮，只弘时看上去要玩世不恭些。
我一眼瞧见弘时手上提了个蒙着锦幅的水曲柳笼子，笑道：“五阿哥手上是什么？”弘时忙举了笼子，递到我眼前，揭开布幅：“雪姨，是鹌鹑。”我一小笑出声：“想不到五阿哥还好这口？我有几个朋友专门侍弄这扁毛畜生的，哪日送几只上好的给你，管叫你斗遍天下无敌手。”弘时放下笼子，拍手道好。弘历不满地看他一眼道：“就知道走鸡斗狗，让皇阿玛知道了，又该说你玩物丧志了。”弘时吐了吐舌头，扮个鬼脸，不做声了。
我笑对弘历道：“你弟弟喜欢这些，就由他去吧。何必说得他不高兴。”弘历正色道：“皇阿玛和十三叔常常处理政务到深夜甚至通宵不眠，十三叔都累得吐血。雪姨以前推荐给皇阿玛的狗儿，现在改了名叫李卫的，在任上也是累得不行，拼命办差。我们身为儿子的，自然要替皇上、朝廷分忧，怎能只知道玩耍！”我心中一凛，面上淡淡道：“你阿玛通宵达旦处理公务，我是知道的。只不知，哪里来这么多事儿？”弘历叹息道：“整顿旗务，清理亏空，火耗归公……谁都知道……”我知道他想说的是康熙留下的是空架子，国库里其实没多少银子。一想到这些，我突然想起，雍正的脸色确实没往年好了，比起在潜邸时，真的差了好多！四十多岁的人，脸都瘦尖了！一点中年男子应有的富态都没有。眼眶乌青，脸色总是很疲倦的青灰……心底有一些痛……我别转脸，不想让弘历看到我眼里的担忧：食少而事烦，岂能久乎？这句话，真的是他逃不脱的宿命？
是啊，东暖阁离我住处并不远，我每逢冷雨敲窗午夜梦回时，看见那里仍然灯火通明。要不要去看看他？我的心矛盾起来，本以为，我可以平静地不去理关于他的任何事情，但……我还是放不下！！
送走了两兄弟，我久久矗立门口，扶着门框，仰望高远的天空，去还是不去呢？
云舒看出了我的心思，走过来道：“雪姨，你实在想去就去吧。反正没人拦你！我想拦也拦不住。”我白她一眼，迈开步子往东暖阁去了
门口的小太监本要阻止，见是我，忙躬身请我进去，又立起身子准备通报，我摆手制止了他。
炕桌上依旧是能把雍正活埋的文件，一如那日为了八哥的事，我来找他时。文件山似乎永远不会减少。
李德全见了我，使个手势，带了太监宫女们悄无声息退了出去，掩上门。
雍正带着老花镜，看得太专心，直到我坐到他对</P></TD>
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