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我的家位于大黄楼西侧的最顶层,冷冰冰的太阳光像作贼似的,偷偷摸摸地从窗户扇里溜进来,映照在惨白的尤如裹尸布般的天棚上,然后,又变魔术似的沿着屋角扭曲成可笑的长斜线,极其可怕地洒落在凉丝丝的水泥地板上。

沉寂得比死亡还要可怕的屋子里,除了吃饭的桌椅和睡觉的木板床之外,便再也找不到任何值得玩耍的、解闷的长物。这些涂着猪血般的桌椅、木板床均是爸爸的工作单位免费分的,上面钉着约一寸多长的小标牌,印着单位名称和出厂日期。

当我实在寂寞到了极点时,这些可怜的桌椅和木板床便成为我、一个精神近乎分裂者泄和袭击的目标,我疯般地扭摆着、摇晃着它们,用托布把无情地击打着它们。

可是,这些桌椅和木板床异常坚固,它们静静地忍受着我的折磨,用沉默来表示抗议。它们非常顽强地、令我极其吃惊地生存了下来,时至今日,我依然睡在那张被我折磨得面目疮痍的单人木板床上,每当我无比懊悔地抚摸着床头上那累累伤痕时,便会产生一种莫名的负罪感:原谅我吧,无辜的木板床!

只有一件家俱是爸爸的私有财产,当然,它也盛装着我们一家人的全部财产:一口深红色的大木柜,它长约两米有余、一米多高。这口大木柜不但盛装着我们全家人的衣物,同时,还是我和姐姐的好玩具,每当我与姐姐捉迷藏时,便掀开沉重的柜盖,悄悄地钻到里面去,我就像死人那样直挺挺地仰躺在大木柜里,望着黑乎乎的四壁,我顿然产生一种被装进棺材里的感觉:“唉,这个大柜真像个棺材啊!”

啪——,当我掀开柜盖时顺嘴有感而地嘀咕着,刚下班的妈妈走进屋来,听到我的这句话啪地一声,赏给我一计非常响亮的大耳光:“66,你胡说些什么啊!”

这口非同寻常的大木柜是土改时奶奶从地主那里分得来的,爸爸结婚时,永远都是经济拮据的奶奶实在拿不出什么象样的礼物送给爸爸,情急之下,便索性将这口大木柜装上火车,千里迢迢地赠送给了新婚的爸爸。

嘎啦——,嘎啦——,嘎啦——,……

我正倚在阳台上呆,突然,屋内窗台下面的暖气管嘎啦、嘎啦地响动起来。

……

童年(二)

林红,林红,这是隔壁的林红用她的钢板尺给我出了信号,正式邀请我去她家玩耍,我顿时兴奋起来,呼地从阳台上跳回屋子里,顺手拽过一把小掌锤当当当地,狠狠地凿击着暖气管,向林红出反馈信息,然后,我将小掌锤往床底下一丢,忘乎所以推开房门,跑向隔壁的林红家。

“儿子,你干什么去啊!”

“找林红玩去!”

“妈妈让你读的两页书,你读完了么?”

“等一会,等我玩完了,回来的时候,再给你读!”

林红是我最为亲近的小女伴,这是一个性格开朗、有些懒散的小女孩子,当我呼呼地喘息着冲进她家的房门时,只见林红穿着一条花裙子,懒洋洋地站立在暖气边,白细的小手握着亮闪闪的钢板尺,我悄悄地走到林红身旁:“林红!”

“哼,”林红非常不满意地厥着小嘴嘟哝道:“林红,林红,我林大某人的大名是你乱叫的么,你应该叫我姐姐,懂吗?”

“嘻嘻,”我则不以为然地嘻嘻笑了起来,一把拽住林红的长辫子。

林红长我两岁多,身材比我高出一些,秀美的瓜子脸上嵌着一对迷人的小酒窝,一对晶莹的大眼睛放射着只有气质高雅的女孩才拥有的,那种傲然的、洒脱的、总是让我失魂落魄的光芒。

林红那香气四溢的脑袋瓜上梳着两根长长的、乌黑闪亮的、令我永远着魔的大辫子。每次看见林红,我都要仔细地品味一番。

这不,我又贪婪地抓起了林红的大辫子,津津有味地揉来摸去,林红的脸上泛着得意的微笑:“你瞎摸个啥啊,烦不烦人啊!”

“我喜欢,好漂亮的大辫子啊!”

“嘻嘻,”听到我的赞赏,林红更加骄傲起来,幸福地坐到床铺边,花裙子哗啦啦地飘扬起来,露出两条诱人的秀腿,我乐不拢嘴地与林红并肩而坐,色迷迷地撩起她的花裙子,嬉皮笑脸望着她那细嫩的白腿,我正欲将小手伸进林红的小内裤,林红惊讶地冲着厨房呶了呶嘴,警告我道:“嘘——,妈妈和爸爸都在家呐!”

“唉,”听到林红的话,我既胆怯又失望地放开林红的花裙子。

我虽然对女性的小便极感兴趣,也许是有着某种本能的胆怯,对成年女性的小便,我尽管无比的痴迷,却绝对不敢造次,随便抓摸。于是,我只好在童年的女玩伴中,通过抓摸她们那稚嫩的、尚未育成熟的小便,来满足这种莫名的兴趣。

而我的女玩伴们,无论是眼前的林红,还是与林红家对门的金花,或者是我家东侧隔壁的李湘,也与我一样,对性充满了本能的,却又是无知的神往。我们或多或少地受到大人们的影响和薰陶,认为性既神秘,又是羞耻的。

你看,我们的爸爸总是尽一切可能地避开我们的注意,偷偷摸摸地摆弄妈妈的小便,如果不慎被我们撞见,无论是爸爸,还是妈妈,都毫无例外地感到非常的难堪,无地自容的尴尬。而小玩伴之间对于小便的摆弄,一旦被家长撞见,是会受到严正警告的,甚至,会受到无情的、让人极其难堪的惩罚。

有一次,正在埋头写作业的姐姐,无意之中叉开了双腿,裸露出令我神往的小便,望着那白乎乎的小肉包以及迷人的小肉缝,我先是一阵惊讶,继尔,便忘乎所以地悄悄溜过去,我蹲在姐姐的脚前,手指尖轻轻地探到她的胯间,受到无端触摸的姐姐,本能地收拢起双腿,同时,惊叫起来:“妈妈,你看啊,我小弟摸我的小便啊!”

“混蛋!”妈妈闻言,呼进冲进屋子里,挂着水珠的肥手掌无情地抽扇在我的腮帮上:“混蛋,混蛋,这个小混蛋,”妈妈狠狠地扇了我一记难忘的大耳光后,又掐拧着我的小脸蛋,面色严肃地逼问道:“66,你说,以后,还摸不摸了?”

“不,”我胆颤心惊地摇了摇嗡嗡作响的脑袋瓜:“妈妈,我</P></TD>

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