第30章节
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看到我脸红脖子粗的沉默着,萱萱像是得到了证实一样得意洋洋,打量着我说道:“说实话,我真的不知道你哪里有吸引女人的地方,搞得我们一中五大校花有两个落在了你的手上”
我在心中冷哼一声,两个算什么,有时间把你们五个都弄上床,让你知道我的厉害
萱萱没有发现我心中的龌龊,还在那里自言自语,像看猴一样看着我说道:“相貌嘛,中等,算不上很帅;权势嘛,你就一个业务员,没权没势;财富嘛,紫烟的老公就是个大茶商,钱多的是;刘娟别说了,我过生日时,人家送的礼物都是上千块,那她们看上你哪一点了”
我被萱萱说得简直无地自容了,恼羞成怒地朝她叫道:“我床上功夫好,你要不要试试”
萱萱顿时脸红起来,粉拳“咚”的一下打在我胳膊上,咬着银牙骂道:“钢子,你真不是个好东西连自己兄弟的姐姐都调戏”
我也有些尴尬,搔着脑袋,嘟囔道:“谁叫你一直说我的不是,我只是顺口说说而已,又不是真的要和你做啥”
萱萱的脸蛋红了,攥着小拳头骂道:“死钢子你还说”
我连忙闭上嘴,专心开车,这丫头是健身教练,虽然刚才临时客串了一下心理大师,但是不妨碍她打人的力道,那一拳真的很疼.
两人一时无话,我落得清静,自由自在的开着车.想着刚才萱萱对我说,紫烟和刘娟一直还爱着我,我的心里甜滋滋的,做什么都感觉很有劲.等等我突然想到一个问题,转头对萱萱说道:“你刚才说,刘娟在你生日聚会上送了你礼物”
萱萱点头说道:“是啊一条玛瑙项链,我找人看过,好像要三千多块,我都不敢戴”
我盯着萱萱说道:“那你们一直有联系”
萱萱终于明白我要问什么,叹了一口气,道:“小心开车,不要看我,看前面.”
我转过头,心里突然觉得阵阵酸楚,原来所有的人,你都没有断了来往,单单只瞒着我,为什么要这样对我八年了,如果心里没有我,为什么要回来既然回来了,为什么不理我既然不想理我,为什么今晚又要参加同学会,让我再次见到你刘娟,你到底在想什么
萱萱手撑着下巴,靠在车窗上,幽幽说道:“钢子,别怪我们,也别怪娟子.她不让我们告诉你,有她的苦衷.而她所承受的苦,比任何人都多,因为每次当别人说到你,她总是掩饰不住自己的悲伤.我想,她是爱你的,可是有些事情,让她不能够像以前那样明目张胆的去爱你,希望你能谅解她.”
她有什么苦衷什么样的苦衷能让她忍受八年的相思之苦不跟我联系什么样的苦衷能让她在一座城市里躲了我这么多年什么样的苦衷能让她跟所有人联系,而偏偏把我排除在外我想发火,眼泪却不争气的流了下来.
刚开始我只是默默的流泪,逐渐的,眼泪越来越不受控制,鼻头开始发酸,我尽量控制着自己的情绪,但是一想到刘娟居然这么狠心,躲着我这么多年,心中的委屈再也控制不住,随着车子慢慢的停下,我趴在方向盘上,放声大哭.
“钢子,别这样.”
萱萱靠过来,想劝我,却不知道该说什么好.
萱萱只是一个外人,怎么会理解我和刘娟之间的感情怎么会知道我的痛八年前刘娟的离别,让我彻底对感情感到绝望,从那之后,我没有在任何一个女人身上花费太多的时间,我想,我的心早已埋葬在那片苹果园下面,此生就如同行尸走肉了.可是,现在她已经回来了隔了这么多年,她还是回到我的身边,却没有带回我的心,让它依然深埋在苹果树下,让我依然拖着一具空壳在世间行走,刘娟,你怎么忍心
这是我懂事以来的第三次流泪.紫烟离开我的时候,我流泪了;刘娟离开我的时候,我也流泪了;现在是第三次,也是最后一次,我发誓今后无论是谁,无论有任何事发生,我都不会流泪哭过之后,心情舒畅了很多,我擦了一把眼泪,红着脸对萱萱说道:“对不起,让你看笑话了”
萱萱递给我一张纸巾,让我擦干脸上的泪水,然后拍拍手对我说道:“小弟弟乖哦,不要哭了,给姐姐抱抱.”
我知道萱萱想逗我开心,但是我白白给她看了半天笑话,总得让她补偿一下,于是很顺从的扑进了萱萱的怀里.
萱萱的身体顿时僵住了,两条张开的手臂停在半空中,就连呼吸也似乎停止了.
我得意的笑了,加往里面一拱,深深的吸了一下萱萱的体香.这妮子肯定有小孩了,身上有一股淡淡的奶味.
不要以为男人在伤心的时候,会变得老实一点,对于漂亮的女人,男人永远没有失去兴致的时候
萱萱比我想象中的要镇静得多.或许她的工作性质注定跟男性身体接触的机会多一点,所以只是在我扑进她怀里的一刹那有些茫然和尴尬,可是下一瞬间,她的小手已经拎到我的耳朵上,并轻轻地揪了起来.
“死钢子,兔兔说的不错,你真的是一头狼”
萱萱红着脸对我嗔骂道.
我心猿意马地盯着萱萱不断起伏的胸口,刚才贴上去的时候,我已经感觉到胸罩下的挺拔了.丰满又不失坚挺,柔软又不失弹性,或许是她经常锻炼身体,因而即便有了孩子,她的山峰也没有显示出垂颓之势,那股淡淡的奶香让我很着迷,不知道有没有机会真正的品尝一番对此我充满了期待.
萱萱白了我一眼,道:“死钢子,以后不许占我便宜,现在命令你送我回家.”
我咧嘴笑了.
萱萱脸红了,在我肩头捶了一拳,骂道:“你笑什么笑啊这么大岁数的人了,跟个孩子似的,一会儿哭,一会儿笑,真搞不懂你”
我发动车子,再次点燃一根烟,一边开车,一边抽了一口,眼睛看着前方,嘴里问道:“孩子多大了”
萱萱笑了,也看着前面说道:“三岁了.估计现在正在家里闹腾呢,我要是不在家,他死活都不睡的,跟他爸不亲”
看着萱萱一脸幸福的笑容,我也开心了,啧嘴说道:“有个孩子就是好,每天都逗孩子玩,多开心呀”
萱萱呵呵一笑,看着我说道:“钢子,你真是个长不大的孩子有了小孩,你就多了一分牵挂,很多事情都不能放手去做了,而且从怀孕到孩子上学,你操心操得累死上了学还无法松口气,虽然有老师帮忙管着,可不到他毕业,你就得一直继续,等他什么时候成家了、立业了,你才能喘口气,可那时你也老了,想干什么都干不了了.女人啊,这一辈子,就是为了孩子活的”
我微笑着转头看萱萱,道:“可你还是不后悔有了孩子,对吗”</P></TD>
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