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底哪够他花的呀!
没两年,我们连房子都卖了……
丈夫从解毒所里出来以后,把毒瘾是戒掉了,可开始咳嗽起来,一开始没注意,后来越来越厉害,到医院一检查,肺气肿,属于“吸毒后遗症”之一,大夫将我叫到一旁,对我说:“可能会生病变,75%,保守的说,很可能是肺癌……”
现在,只有我知道,吃那些药不过是维持他的生命而已,我经常对自己说:“只要能让他多活一天,我宁愿再去做小姐,哪怕他好了以后把我的腿打折…”
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日头已经正当午时,女儿抱著布娃娃睡著了,丈夫也正睡得香,我站起来,轻轻的为他们盖好被子,摸摸口袋,口袋里的钱已经不多了,我算了算,距离上次‘低保’才半个月,每个月35o块钱的低保根本不够家里的生活,更何况还有个得病的丈夫,瞎眼的女儿。龙腾小说网ltxs520.com
我轻轻的走出门去,快而小心的把门关好,透过窗户我看了看正在熟睡的他们,见没惊动,慢慢的走向胡同口。
地上都是雪,我慢慢的走著,出了胡同有一个公用电话亭,我拿起电话,拨通了一个号码……我的心里很复杂,脑子里只是想著能让丈夫再有钱买药,女儿以后还要上学,家还要过下去……
“喂?谁呀?”电话拨通了,从那边传来一个男人的声音。
我沉默了一会,说:“阿毛,是我。”
“你是谁呀?”阿毛怪声说。
我的怒气一下子顶到脑门上,突然大声吼到:“操你妈的!连我都听不出来了!想死呀你!!”我彷佛又回到了当年……
这次阿毛听出来了,惊叫了一声:“哦!是俞姐呀!!我他妈该死!连老姐都没听出来!我该死!俞姐,你……不是?”
我的心里痛快了一点,对阿毛说:“我找你有事,晚上,四平门。”
阿毛鸡鸡歪歪的说:“哎呀,老姐,我现在很忙……”
我还没等他说完,打断了他的话,冷冷的说:“8点前我要是没见到你,以后别让我遇到你,我跟你没完!”
阿毛停了一下,嘻嘻的说:“老姐,别生气呀,我说著玩的,行!晚上8点,四平门。”
阿毛是我以前相好的一个地痞,说白了,就是地头蛇,阿毛有点势力,罩著好几个场子,许多迪厅和夜总会都和他有关系,他认识的人也多。
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我挂了电话,慢慢的回到家。
中午的午饭就是早点剩下来的东西,丈夫在我的劝导下,好歹吃了点,女儿也吃了点,给阿毛打过电话,我也觉得有点饿了,早点都给他们爷俩吃了,我翻了半天,只翻出半袋方便面,凑合著吃了,只等晚上。
天渐渐的暗了下来,屋子里开始冷了,为了让他们更暖和一点,我用被子把他们捂得严严实实的,中午的饭里,我偷偷的给丈夫加了安眠药,丈夫沉沉的睡著。女儿也睡得很香。
我对著镜子照了照,把脸擦了擦,头拢了拢,还好,还可以看出以前的一点风采,毕竟我还不老。只是我这一身衣服太寒了,黑色的裤子,还是丈夫穿剩下的,一双老式的皮暖靴恐怕扔在路边都没人要,还有,破旧的蓝色防寒服上面都是污渍。我知道,自己冬天的衣服就这么一件,没办法,凑合著吧。
冬天的天黑得很早,刚过6点,天就黑了下来,我看看熟睡中的他们,慢慢的走出门。
四平门距离我的家很远,我只想慢慢的走著去。
大街上,正是车水马龙热闹的时候,人多,车多,路灯已经亮起,把大街上照得很亮,远处高楼大厦的灯光为城市的夜晚增加了点缀,一片歌舞升平的繁荣景色。
我到四平门的时候刚好8点,我一眼就看见正和几个小混混说话的阿毛,我喊了一声:“阿毛!”
阿毛高高的个子,头染成黄色,一身高级皮衣,手上带著金表、金链子,耳朵上还带著耳环。
听到我的叫声,阿毛突然一回头,一边冲著我走过来,一边仔细的看著我,一直走到我的跟前,又仔细的看看我,忽然说:“俞姐?你是俞姐?你?……嗳呦!我的老姐呀!你怎么这样了!?”
跟著阿毛的几个小混混也跟著围过来,其中一个看看我,突然笑著说:“要饭呀!……”
还没等他说完,阿毛一回手给了那小子一个大嘴巴,那小子一愣,阿毛大吼著:“操你妈的!再放屁我他妈卸了你!滚!你们都给我滚远点!再往这凑合,我他妈可火了!操你妈的!”几个小混混可能从来没见阿毛这么大的火,乖乖的退到一边去了。
阿毛拉著我又走了几步,到了路灯的昏暗处,问:“俞姐,你这是怎么了?怎么混成这样了?前年我听他们说,你不是从良了吗?还弄了个款,怎,怎么这样了?”
说实话,我没什么亲人了,阿毛也可以算是我的一个亲人吧,见到阿毛,听他问话,我忽然觉得见到亲人,子一,眼泪再也止不住了,‘呜呜’的哭了起来。
阿毛著急了,大声说:“怎么了你!老姐!原来你可从没掉过眼泪,怎么不爽了?说话呀!……是不是有人欺负你了!哎!老姐,只要谁敢欺负咱,你告诉我名字,我他妈的三天之内卸了他!……”
我摇摇头,拉著他的手,慢慢的把这几年的经历讲了出来。
跟他说了将近一个多小时,阿毛才长长的出了口气,说:“哎呦!老姐,我说句实话,你可别不爱听,你的命呀,太苦了!”
……
随后,阿毛把那几个小混混叫过来,带著我走向繁华的闹市区……
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