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蔡莹并没有想起让然然带自己去杜子海去过的那家按摩院,她的整个神经和脑海里都是杜子海的身影,不是遍体鳞伤,不是苦苦哀求,而是一脸的坏笑和狡猾,从然然的出租屋里出来,蔡莹已经失魂落魄,浑身没有力气了,郑雨薇自己的内心不好受,可是又不知道如何去劝慰蔡莹,两个人都没有说话,就这样并排着向车子走去。更多小说ltxs520.com
坐在车子里的蔡莹依旧目光呆滞,没有向往常一样东瞧西望,对街上的人或者事充满好奇,也没有象来找然然的时候那样充满兴奋和期待,现在就象小孩子失去了心爱的玩具一样,傻傻的坐在那里。
“我们去那里啊?”郑雨薇征求蔡莹的意见,她也希望通过自己和她的对话,可以把她从那种悲伤的环境里挣tuo出来。
“去海边吧!我想散散心,远离这肮脏的城市吧,到处充斥着虚伪的欺骗和谎言,你说这个世界上什么是真爱?要我说真爱就是不离不弃,可以共患难,享荣华,在冷的时候可以给对方一件衣服,在热的时候可以给对方一口水,这就是真爱了,如果真爱是手里的钻戒,身上的服装,怀里的玫瑰,耳边的誓言,城里的楼房,保险柜里的存款,那这样的爱情也就离凋谢不远了,也算不是真正的爱情吧,我现在都怀疑和杜子海的爱情算不算是爱情,是不是我一直太过主动了,太过于迁就他了,才叫他变的这个样子!”蔡莹幽幽的说着。
郑雨薇没有接过话茬,因为蔡莹的话里的含义太深刻了,深刻到自己不知道该如何表达,更何况自己的心里也说不清楚到底是为什么会变成现在的情况,太多的纠缠和眷恋,只有在大海边去宣泄了,说着郑雨薇启动了车子。
海边的风有一些急噪,不象在城市中的街道上那样受到建筑物的阻挡,改变了风来自的方向,郑雨薇和并肩坐在沙滩上,柔软的沙滩让人有一种要躺下去的舒服感,此时正是上午的10点左右,阳光还不是很耀眼,温暖的阳光在银白色的沙滩上映衬出五彩的闪亮的小光芒,都说这沙子里含有一定量的金子,那闪烁着无限光芒的一个个亮点也许就是那令世人垂涎yu滴的金子吧。
海风拂起平静的海面,那不知疲”倦的海浪一波接着一波的奔来,远处的帆船如海上的浪花,映衬在蓝色的海面上,随着波涛起伏摇摆。
“你说,海里的鱼儿有烦恼吗?”蔡莹望着坐在身边的郑雨薇。
郑雨薇的眼睛正望着远方的帆船,那摆渡摇帆的健儿让她入神的凝望,更多的是叫她想起了杜子海,想起了他曾经给自己唱过的歌,说过的话,当蔡莹问向自己的时候,才从回味中苏醒过来。
“鱼儿当然有自己的烦恼了,它烦恼自己永远生活在水里,而不是缤纷美丽的陆地或者蔚蓝色的天空,它烦恼为什么总是受到其他鱼类的攻击和鱼网的捕获,它的烦恼是我们所不知道的,但是它一定有自己的烦恼,记的小时候听见一个寓言,说一条小鱼也想象海鸥一样在海面上飞翔,它已经厌倦了大海,到处都是水的世界,当看见海鸥飞过来的时候,它总是不顾危险的想跳出大海和海鸥一样去飞翔,它不知疲倦的跳啊跳啊,终于有一天跳到了沙滩上,就在它想欢呼雀跃的时候,才发现这个世界完全是陌生和危险的,它连站都站不起来,而且呼吸急促。马上就要死亡,它绝望的跳啊跳啊,想再回到那亲爱的熟悉的大海里去,可是已经晚了,被走过来的一个渔民拣到鱼篓里去了。”郑雨薇说完了话,微笑着望着蔡莹,一双美丽的大眼睛闪动着迷人的光彩。
蔡莹一边听着寓言,一边看着郑雨薇,光洁的额头,长长的黑发,弯弯的眉毛下一双黑瞳瞳的眼睛,BaiXi的脸上有着细细的绒毛,挺巧的鼻梁,粉嘟嘟的小嘴巴,怎么看也挑不出毛病来,蔡莹自语到:“你可真是个美人,难怪杜子海会喜欢你!”因为声音不大,所以郑雨薇并没有听清楚蔡莹在说什么。
“你,你刚才说什么啊?”郑雨薇小心的问着。
“哦!没什么啊!呵呵!”蔡莹这才发现自己刚才说的话有一点唐突,还好郑雨薇并没有听清楚这话是说的什么,就赶忙摇了摇头,被海风吹起的长发遮住了因为说谎而红了的脸庞。
“其实人类也好,鱼儿也好,即使飞在天空里的小鸟也有自己的烦恼,富人有富人的烦恼,穷人有穷人的烦恼,男人有男人的烦恼,女人也有女人的烦恼!”郑雨薇的眉梢带着淡淡的惆怅。
“那你的烦恼是什么?”蔡莹睁开眼睛,调皮的望着郑雨薇。
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