ISSUE 02 脚踏两条船
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一旦摸准了脉络，本不太逆来顺受的我更加反骨，论自尊心谁比谁少？居然锱铢必较到这种程度，他大男子主义，我还大女子主义呢！
“在想什么，怎么不回话？”林立群望着我的眼里透着丝古怪。
我回神，扬起官方笑容，“我在思考送师傅您什么礼物。”
他闻言明显荡漾了，大方的挥挥手，“大家那么熟了，还送什么礼物，到时候准时到就行了。”
我仍是笑，“对不起呀，那天我不方便去，所以寻思着送你一份像样的礼物，当做赔罪。”
林立群明朗的神色瞬间黯淡，梗了片刻才问说：“怎么不方便了？你那天有什么事儿？”
原谅我的坏心眼，我真不是故意的……我心里的声音还这样低语着，嘴里已经脱口而出，“我要陪男朋友。”
林立群脸都白了，“你……你们又和好了？”
他是知道我和前男友分手这事儿的，过去我什么都不瞒他，什么都跟他坦承。
我故作羞涩的掩唇咳了咳，“没有，新交了一个。”
林立群不愧是林立群，他很快恢复如常，只稍显严肃了一些些，他盯着我说：“哦，这样啊，那改天约好了，顺便把你新男友叫出来，大家见见面，认识认识。”
这人……有必要特别强调“新”那个字儿吗？
我乖巧的头，“好的呀。”
从林立群那儿回来，小蓝一张大脸贴到玻璃隔板上，我睨她，她奸笑，“四人晚餐，今儿晚上。”
这么快？我心跳蓦然加速，不知不觉小心翼翼的问：“匡恒的意思？”
小蓝别有深意的直瞅我，“这么计较？”
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诶？貌似我跟林立群是同类人……要脸要面，高于一切。幸或不幸？
中饭时，我旁敲侧击打听下，小蓝告诉我英伟也没问出什么来，匡恒口风严实无一表示，但英伟约一起晚餐，他又二话不说答应了。
什么毛病？什么情况？我糊涂了。
下午下班，小蓝亲亲热热的挽着我走出公司大楼，可一见到站在路边等待的英伟，她立马有异性没人性的推开我，一步三蹦过去两只手拽着英伟的手左右摇晃，撅着红唇撒娇道：“你等很久了吗？怎么没给我打个电话？”
英伟，人不如其名，属于典型的南方人种，斯文清秀得跟英气伟岸一不挨边，不过笑起来很阳光，宛如一个亲切的邻家大男孩。
他宠溺的摸摸小蓝的发鬓，“上班累不累，肚子饿不饿，辛苦了吧？”
我在后面抖了下，忍不住出言调侃：“你们别腻歪，恶心人了行不？她辛苦什么呀？中午吞了整碗排骨饭，撑得一下午趴在桌上打盹，文件都我帮她打的。”
小蓝回头瞪我，我咯咯笑，摆手说：“得，你们继续恩爱，我先上车。”
越过他们我拉车门一屁股坐进去，嘴里还嘟囔着，“真是受不了这黏糊劲儿，八小时又不是八百年没见……”然后我华丽丽的顿住了，因为我发现后座上已有人，而那人就是匡恒。
匡恒面无表情的坐得四平八稳，视线呈水平线盯着前方，手分别搁在膝盖上，气息阴沉导致车内温度逼近冰，我觉得自己仿佛闯入了凝固中的异度空间……
我怔忪呆滞了半晌，打脚底泛起的凉气一寸寸向上冻结全身血管，试了几次仍无法把问好声发出，匡恒似乎终于意识到我的存在，缓缓的转头，缓缓的开口，“你好。”
这厮的反射弧真长，预计晚年有罹患帕金森综合症之虞，我讪讪的头，“……你好。”
这时外面那对鹣鲽情深的爱侣手拉手上了车，英伟体贴的帮小蓝系安全带，小蓝顺势吻吻他的侧脸，英伟立刻耳根燥热，提醒道：“那个……匡恒在……”
小蓝震惊的甩头回望，当看到我濒临抽搐边缘又几乎石化的五官，怜悯之情溢于言表，接着瞥匡恒，“嗨，恒哥。”
“嗨。”匡恒哼了声。
我垂下眼皮，开始对今晚的聚餐不报任何期待。
车子开出不远，停下等红灯，霍地车尾超过一辆车，打着转弯灯要右转，小蓝说：“哇塞，林立群换新车了呀，销售部是不是很好赚？”
林立群是太子爷这事儿只有为数不多的人知道，我是其中之一。在公司这个大集体里，我分混于两个独立的团体，一是“□□”，二是小蓝这边的“姐妹会”，身为“脚踏两条船”的人，我很清楚什么能讲什么不能讲。事关生存。
我懒洋洋的看着林立群开着他簇新的爱车，拉风且骚包的招摇过市，心里顿时形成落差，面子究竟值几许？何苦将就“肉包铁”的摩托，放弃“铁包肉”的BMW？
调回的目光意外撞上一道冷冽探究的目光，深潭似的见不着底的黑眸平静得没有丝毫波澜，可却刮着微微带刺的阴风，我当即被这股小风儿刮得小心肝没来由的狠狠一颤。
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